Day: September 23, 2008

Hey,

Lord Thank you for another day. Thank you for the peace of mind that you allowed me to see. With all the foolishness that I had in my life once upon a time, never did I know this kinda peace. Thank you Lord for telling me its okay to step out of my comfort zone, wow so much can be missed when you don\’t. Thank you for having me to * run late* for work this afternoon, I could have been in that really bad highway accident. Thank you for always looking out for me and my love ones.

Guess what? I lost 5 pds!!! Yea Creedog! LOL I have been doing the Dr. Phil weight loss race on his web site, and focusing on the 7 keys * I have his book* and I found out some things about myself and was made conscience of them. Im an emotional eater. I eat when things are good in my life. When things are on my mind or Im stressed about something, I lose my appetite. I caught myself last week wanting something to snack on and realized that I was eating off emotions. I was told to set a goal of how many pounds I wanted to focus on losing, and I posted 2, and end up losing 5. LOL Thats so funny to me, because every since Tyler Perry said he gets up at 5 am to work out, I was like shooooo Cree aint gon do that, but dang I can at least * when I do get up* excercise. I found me some really great excercises to do daily, and I was so sore for these last coupla days I didnt want to do anything but lay in my bed. Today my body feels much better. Im feeling so good right now.

Yesterday, me and my 2 co workers went to the movies, and then out to dinner. I really had a good time. We laughed and talk for the whole day. Our main conversation was about when men are up front and honest to the woman as far as where he stand in the relationship. If a man tells you that he is not ready to be in a relationship, but tells you that he wants to have sex, then its up to the woman to decide if thats what she wants. I think that it takes a real man to tell a woman how he feels. If a woman decides that she wants to have sex with him, then she must understand that with sex comes feelings. If she gets emotional involved with him, then she will be in lots of trouble trying to shake the feeling of falling in love. Because he has already told how what to expect from him……..sex and thats it. I tell my teens sex is the easiest thing in the world to get, try to get something thats hard. Sex is free. You can get that anywhere. Go for a long lasting, God given relationship with your husband……..not a sex partner. I dont care how good he looks, how much money he has, how good his loving is, that means nothing if you don\’t have Love.

I use to have gurls nite out at my house, where we would sit around and talk about relationships and I would invite a few of my male friends over to balance out the conversations. I really miss those. I had about 4 or 5 of them. This time Im thinking about renting a room in The Motor City Casino and have it there over night. Kinda like a sleep over, NO DRINKS, goodness…………. when you tell women that you want to get together and have talks, they want men and drinks there. Thats why I havent done anything in about 4 years with the women. With my teens when I threw them a hotel party all they wanted was music, and snacks. lol. Im seriously thinking about throwing one. I mean seriously.

Whew I can barely keep my eyes open. Im gone to bed. Talk to you all later.

Hecallmecree