Wow, where do I start? First let me say Thank you Lord for waking me up another day. I have been feeling sick with a fever, headaches, coughing here and there, and plain ole not feeling well. I have called into work 3 days straight, and Thank you for me having the other days off because I truly don\’t know how I would have made it in.
Last night while I was laying on the couch, I just wanted this fever to be over with. I really needed you Lord, to come through for me because I was going back to work in the morning and I needed to be healed. You told me to put my hand over my head and to pray. You told me that I have always had power in my hands to heal, but since I always felt that the people on TV who lay hands on people and run around the Church are fake , I couldn\’t believe it for myself. I was obedient and did as I was told. I put my hand over my forehead, said a prayer and on the spot my fever was completely gone. Lord, you know me, and forgive me for this, but I wanted it to be gone so bad that I still couldn\’t believe it. I laid awake on the couch talking to you for hours last night, just laughing talking and listening to you. And not once did my fever come back. This morning, I was nervous to get up for work. I knew once my feet hit the floor and I got to walking around it was coming back. Nope. Got to work, started thinking about it, nope. Here is its 9:51pm, NOPE and I am FINE!!! This is the second time in 2 weeks that you told me to put my hands on my body and I was instantly healed. Did I talk about the TV preachers who lay hands soooooo much that now that I see the gift that I have, I can\’t believe it? Did I talk about them to much? What is going on?
Last night when I was up late talking and listening to you, I kept saying God, Imma be sleepy at work before lunch time. You said, no you\’re not, you\’re talking to me. I couldn\’t stop laughing, cause I know you, and I know you mean what you say. At work today I was not sleeping, and every time I think about how late I was up, it just spooks me out, cause right now its almost 10 pm and I\’m still not sleepy. I had only about 41/2 hours of sleep before working a 7 hour shift. plus being sick ain\’t no joke. I said to you, Lord, I hardly ever get sick, I said I know whenever I get this way, you are trying to get my attention. I said *what is it that you want me to see*? He said, remember when you and your 2 friends went to dinner last Sunday, and you walked into the restaurant, and everyone was looking at you? And I said yes, he said you have always had that kinda affect on people, and its time you start using it. With that said he gave me my first assignment, and right now I will not tell what it is, because I don\’t believe its good to speak prematurely, but around Thanksgiving time I will share all that he gave to me last night. All I can say is WOW WOW WOW! God is the balm!! Build a relationship with him now while you still have time. I slip a lot * not good*, but its a relationship like no other.
I surf the net a lot and I find a lot of things people say to be so negative. I really don\’t know where does all this negative energy come from. And you know when you are around others and you are this way, it can rub off on them as well. The same goes for a person who speaks positive things, they can easily influence others in their circle to be positive.
My sister was over to my house last night. Oh goodness we had a good talk. She is the kinda person that when she\’s not sure of the choice she has made she will ask others opinions. She loves to debate, we both do. I was telling her how to handle a situation without approaching it in a negative way. I gave her this example.
I said if you were invited to a dinner, and on the table were 10 foods laid out. There are 5 dishes on one side of the counter, and 5 on the other side of the counter. You then pile on your plate:
greens
corn on the cob
yams
barbecue
chicken and dressing
corn bread
potato salad
cake
banana pudding
the you get to #10 which is macaroni and cheese and you skip that one because you don\’t like cheese.
Now this is where the negative part comes in. Why would you go home call your friends and say to them. Yea, I went to this party tonight and all the food was good, but when I got to the macaroni and cheese I didn\’t get any because I don\’t like it. I hate cheese. You should have seen it gurl, it had cheese packed up all around the pan. Then they had the nerve to put extra cheese in it because this one lady couldn\’t stop talking about how cheesy it was. I even heard it was an off brand cheese. Ughhh, when I got to that dish I just wanted to throw out my whole plate. I don\’t see how people can eat cheese like that, it just looks like a big ole pan of yellow stuff. Then gurl you know what too, the handle of my spoon had a bit of cheese on it, and I got me another one. Imma have to stop going to places that serve macaroni and cheese because the smell gets in my nose and turns my stomach. Then as we were leaving this lady asked her daughter if she was going to take home some left over macaroni and cheese. The next function I go to, Imma make sure they don\’t serve that stankin mess.
And my question is? Is that all you got out of this dinner party? What did you like? Talk about the foods you did enjoy. Why mention the macaroni and cheese if you don\’t like it? Discuss how pretty the dinner set up was. Is that all you have to say about a dinner party with 99% of the foods you like? Why do the macaroni and cheese have to be the topic of discussion?
WE have got to watch what we say. I\’m the ring leader. I have to watch my words, they will become action. Everything starts with a thought. People are watching us, they are listening, they are learning. Always speak positive! * Im learning myself*
Cree
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