Month: April 2009

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Tonight Jamal Bryant was at my Church for our Breakthrough Services, and tomorrow night Bishop Paul Morton will be here. Pastor Marvin Winans was here tonight. He’s from Detroit anyway, he and my Bishop are good friends. Im use to seeing him anyway.

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Today I got up and worked out! I\’m so sleepy now its funny. I keep on laughing at stuff. Its past my bedtime too. lol

I called a few of my gurls today to make sure that they learn the first 5 books of the bible. I want them to know all the books in the months to come. I told them in the meeting that I was going to call their homes and spot quiz them, so they\’d better be practicing. LOL I have 14 gurls and I\’m going to make it my business to make sure that I stay on them about certain things. I have to be consistent. So I have to stay on myself when it comes to something as serious as this. A couple of my gurls were late, and this is something I\’m going to work on too with them. Also some talk out of turn, but I got a game for that this coming up meet. LOL When they first come in, I\’m going to pass out 10 buttons to each team, and then give them all raffle tickets. And then I\’m going to start pulling tickets. I\’m going to branch them off into groups of 3 where they will sit next to each other. When a person is talking they will be polite and let them speak………one at a time. And if someone interrupts them while they are speaking, they will give up a button. This will be a group thing, this way the group leader will make sure her people are in order, instead of me saying listen, let her speak, don\’t speak out of turn. The group leaders will have complete control.

I had to record a lot of information for the gurls today, and have more to do tomorrow. I\’m sleepy, I\’m off to bed right now. Sitting here thinking about somethings.

Going back for a moment……..

Sometimes I just don\’t get stuff. My heart means well, but I\’m missing something somewhere. Am I slow? I mean what is it? I wish that God could come down here, sit face to face with me and tell me what is it? Why do I have a hard time being nice? Why can\’t I love and admire someone without people looking at it as * too much*. These people don\’t even know me. Yes, it bothers me * but only for tonight, tomorrow will be a new day.* I\’m just trying to figure out what kind of family did these people come from…….grown people. NOT TEENS/KIDS. This is why I\’m so happy that my gift has nothing to do with them, cause they don\’t get the love I have inside of me.. Its pouring out. No more will I waste my time, or friendship on people who don\’t deserve it.. I love everyone, but there is a distance.

Another story…………

Recently my daughter had come into Walmart and she reached over and kissed me on the lips. My coworker said with her face all disfigured…………you and your daughter kiss on the lips? And I was like yes, she said my and my daughter don\’t do that, and this and blah blah blah. We kiss our mother on the lips and were all grown. Whats wrong with that? Dayum am I strange? I know I\’m not……. but dang!!! That\’s how we do it. I\’m 41 years old and I KNOW that if I had to walk from one room to another with a bra and panties on in front of my daddy, it wouldn\’t be a big deal. We are family,we love each other. If anything, My daddy would crack a joke on me and talk about how big my thighs are. We\’d laugh But the next person, in the next house hold would call it disrespectful. This is MY DADDY, if its disrespectful in YOUR HOUSE, that\’s fine with me. But in OURRRRRR HOUSE, IN OUR FAMILY, we crack jokes on each other, that\’s how we do it. I just have to understand that I am different, I have to find friends who are like me. And its okay. It really is. I finally get it. I have to quit sharing MY happy stories to unbelievers.

Another Story…………

I have a group of Anita Baker friends. We all went on line and bought tickets to see her in Detroit July 31, 2009 from Texas, Alabama, Georgia, Toronto, New Jersey, New York, California, NC, Chicago………..all over. There are a lot of us, they love and admire Anita just as I do. We support her in everything. People who don\’t understand that will take it the wrong way. We love Anita Baker. That\’s it. Period. We have our own lives. Can\’t we admire and show love to her? There are people who don\’t even have their house in order, cant even get along with their children, family and friends, but always got something to say about another person showing love to someone else. I never lose myself in someone. I will cut you off in a New York minute. Thinking I\’m all in about to fall in. I love meeeeeeee boo! You Betta ask somebody who knows me. All in my business ughhhhhhhhhhh any way…….

I\’m gone to bed , this is the last of this mess. Tomorrow is a new day. I\’m done

Cree

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Well Hello Yahoo Fam!

Whats going on with my peeps? Well as you know today is April 19, and my gurls group *Raisingurls To Women* came to life today at my home from 4-6. I am so excited about the things to come with my group. I cant believe that today was the day. We had a 8 new faces from the last group I had called Destiny. MY goal is to have 15 gurls, today 14 showed up. Praise God!!!

I have to learn to stay on track of what we\’re doing for the day. I get to talking and asking questions to the gurls and then I get off my course. So that I need to work on. We\’re also going to work on speaking out of turn. A lot of them were doing that and I wasn\’t pleased. God had to remind me that at this time, this point, this day is how they came in. Its my job to get them to a place where they are conscience of speaking out of turn. Next meet, I\’m going do a raffle for gurls to branch out in groups, then I will pass out a number of buttons or safety pins to each group. And if a person in the group speaks out of turn, laugh and be rude, or over take someone that group has to give up a button to that group. This will help them to be conscience of what they are saying, and the whole group pays for that outburst that person has made.

Today I had to pick up my best friends daughter my God Daughter Tyra. And also 2 of my nieces. Later I had to take home 7 of the gurls. Which is soooooooooo cool withe me. I had to drop off 3 and go home and pick up the other 4. I wish I had a truck that will hold all my gurls and when I pick them up, we can all get in the truck drive together and be together. I like to talk to the gurls afterward to get their thoughts and opinion on the meeting. Having a truck would make things so much easier on me. A few of the mothers don\’t have a car, so I pick up their child. I want us all together, so Imma have to work on that part. They are sooo honest Ill tell ya. lol I just live them. Every kid I see, I just want to invite them to my group. hehe.

I learned a lot today too about myself. I have to learn to calm down inside when things go differently than what I planned. Its okay it really is. They watch me and its funny in my mind because it forces me to straighten up and regroup my whole facial expression. lol

I want to get the gurls to a place to where what if we go to Universal Studios in Orlando? I want them to know to stick together, behave, and respect themselves and others. I don\’t want to be embarrassed, and I don\’t want them to do it to themselves.

Well, I\’m going to go and relax, this has been a long day starting with service this morning. I was so excited about my group that I slept so good and woke up early this morning. I will post photos for you all. ohhhhhhhhhhh yea. We broke the gurls off into groups of 4 and played this game called The Prom dress. They had to make a prom dress out of toilet paper, they had 10 minutes to do it. It was soooooo fun. Ill post photos of that too. The best Prom Dress that team won gifts!!!

Thank you Jesus for a wonderful day!

Whats up Family! I have a page at Facebook now * Lacrease Walker*. You can find me there. AT first I thought it was for kids, but I have found a lot of friends there. Im really loving and chatting with my friends.

God has been so good to me. I wonder sometimes how he still love me with all my faults and short comings. He really loves me, and every day I realize that. If I just sit here and think about everything recently, I get chills because I know that its not me, and I sure enough cant come up with names of who it could have been. I work part time and still I hace more money when I was bringing home almost $2000.00 a month!!! My house was much smaller, and bills much lower. And still I have more now than I have every had before. I Thank God. Just thinking about makes me stare into space. LOL

Anyway.

Guess what? April 19 is the day that my new group Raisingurl To Women start. I\’m so excited you all just don\’t know. Tonight I printed out all my worksheets. I had about 80 sheets to print, probaly more. I will get more off into this when we first meet. I gotta go peeps. Raisingurls is about to be known….watch what I tell ya.

Lacrease

Whats up Family! I have a page at Facebook now * Lacrease Walker*. You can find me there. AT first I thought it was for kids, but I have found a lot of friends there. Im really loving and chatting with my friends.

God has been so good to me. I wonder sometimes how he still love me with all my faults and short comings. He really loves me, and every day I realize that. If I just sit here and think about everything recently, I get chills because I know that its not me, and I sure enough cant come up with names of who it could have been. I work part time and still I hace more money when I was bringing home almost $2000.00 a month!!! My house was much smaller, and bills much lower. And still I have more now than I have every had before. I Thank God. Just thinking about makes me stare into space. LOL

Anyway.

Guess what? April 19 is the day that my new group Raisingurl To Women start. I\’m so excited you all just don\’t know. Tonight I printed out all my worksheets. I had about 80 sheets to print, probaly more. I will get more off into this when we first meet. I gotta go peeps. Raisingurls is about to be known….watch what I tell ya.

Lacrease