May 2013 – Inside the mind of cree

Coming Soon! Cree’s Blog Entry!

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What a WILD UNREAL 2 weeks in a row it has been. When I get enough time to write it all down, its going to be a trip!!! LOL

I’m starting TOMORROW a NEW SERIES called “For real LaCrease”? Its about real LIFE LESSONS that’s crazy, but at the same time…. it can/will teach you a LESSON. So many things going on, and it just amazes me how either I react to them, or how I just let it go. Things I have to share is going to seem unreal, and the question will be asked? For real LaCrease? LOL

Stay tuned!

Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy

May 12, 2013May 12, 2013

My niece Prom Photos…Crees blog entry

Okay, I am so excited!!! My niece * my sister* Nell had her Prom yesterday and she looked so pretty. Im so proud of her. She didn’t want to go, and its something because many students at my school don’t want to go to their Proms. They don’t understand how excited we as parents and family feel about graduating. This is an exciting time for us. I’m so proud of her.

Nell family and friends * BFF in the black*

Nell and her BFF

May 10, 2013May 10, 2013

“SURGICAL” Crees Blog Entry!

Enjoying this night here in downtown Detroit near the river. The breeze feels so cool and refreshing. I’m looking out the window thinking about some of the things that I am paying attention to when it comes to Celebrities, PEOPLE I KNOW, and the Media. Things I am not happy with, people making me sick. I’m not a person who dwells on negativity, but what I’m seeing bothers me. About a week plus ago, I had a dream that was so real, that it woke me up and I kept thinking about it. In the dream God told me… He said “LaCrease one day you’re going to be well known, and whatever you do, don’t say anything you can’t take back”. I knew what he was talking about. Kinda bothered me because I couldn’t say what I wanted to say. It paralyzed me from speaking MY truth. Never knowing that each day after that dream, I would become angrier and angrier about a certain situation. It was like he was warning me EARLY, not to even go there, Its been hard, but I’m glad he came to me in a dream. For the fact that I’m a writer…. I KNOW I CAN GET VERY “SURGICAL” WITH MY WORDS……. BUT GOD CAME TO THE RESCUE OF THE WOULD BE WOUNDED.

May 5, 2013May 5, 2013

You can’t change who people want to be. * Crees blog entry*

Today was a great day. My mommy came over with my niece for a while. We had a good time talking and laughing.

Just sitting here thinking how all my life my dad stayed mad at his kids and my mom 4 of us all the time. He taught us to make up and forgive ON THE SPOT, but he NEVER did what he taught. He’s been “mad” at me since April 10, and for the first time in MY LIFE… I’m making it my business to NOT call him first, so that I can see just how long he can go. No matter what…. I will always call him first, he’s so stubborn, I don’t see how he can LIVE LIFE LIKE THAT. As I think about this situation. I understand now why I Love to have Peace. Its because with my dad its always ciaos. I remember giving him money from my summer jobs when I was at home, just to “make up with him” and keep the peace around the house. I just wanted Peace so that I can do things without anyone/him being upset with me… especially him.

Now that I look back on my life up until 10 years ago, I always cared who was mad at me. I cared. I would call folks and make up even if I was wrong. I would knock on friends door and ask ” are you still mad at me”? Its like I couldn’t get on with my day… if someone was mad at me. I feel like crying thinking about this. I always wanted to be like others and say.. ” I don’t care if she’s/he’s mad at me and really mean it!!! But me on the other hand…I had to do something “extra” to make peace so that I can get on with my day. I’m at a place in my life, where I refuse to call him. No way. He called up everyone in the family and told them that he’s mad at me. SHM. But I know he never thought in a million years that I would not have called him by now. As bad as it sounds, I’m so happy. LOL LOL I’m really proud of myself in a ” MESSED UP KINDA WAY”. It’s something deep to see just how long he can go. It only tells me that in the past, had I not made up first, he would have never done it 😦 BUT this is how he is, very stubborn. None of his kids are that way. We make up when we’ve offended it each, we talk it out, we laugh it out, and we move on. Everyday my dad is mad at somebody in the family. This is the longest we’ve ever went, it has made me a strong person in this area…… 🙂 On this note… let me say this. Stop holding grudges… make up and let still stuff go. I learned to not care and take stuff to heart so much. People are going to be who they want to be…. and there is nothing I can do about it. My dad has been this person since I was born… I cannot change him.He LOVES to manipulate. If I even share why he’s mad at me, it would be so embarrassing . LOL * yeah its that petty* Thing is…. I didn’t do anything. No more catering to him. And I’m proud of myself.

Be Blessed

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