The truth hurts

 
At work yesterday, I was working the 12 items or less lane. It was crowded, its back to school, and people where buying up some stuff. Working the 12 items or less lane take some serious Patience to work that baby. I mean you got to have plenty of rest, have some snacks at your register, and plenty of scriptures in front of you, and engraved in your heart. lol You are ringing up people at a very fast pace, and when you are on a go you are on a go!
 
Let me tell you how its set up at our 12 items or less lane. There are 2 registers side by side, but its one line. And when one cashier is done ringing up, she/he will call NEXT in line and then the next person walks up. Well some people feel that since its 2 registers that its only one lane. That\’s cool and all. But when I look up AS you are walking up ( clearly taking cuts like everybody is invisible) to the register and I say to you \”ma\’am or sir\” there is only one line………that\’s what that mean! Then they have this look on their faces, and I say well you know how you are at the bank standing in line? Well that\’s how our line is one line but 2 cashiers. When I explain that to them, they get it, so I try to give them that example a lot.
 
Well, yesterday this black lady walked up to the register by passed everyyyyybody standing there and stood in line. So I said \”ma\’am its only one line and we call next when we are ready for the next customer.. She looks at me and get mad. So I looked at her saying to myself I know she aint mad. Then she says, well YALL NEED A SIGN UP SAYING ITS ONLY ONE LINE!!! My first reaction was to say, why would we need a sign to say one line, when all you have to do is notice that all these other people aint standing here for their health???? YOU DUMMY! But I didn\’t. So she goes and get in the line. But all while she is there she is staring at me. So after seeing here in the corner of my eye as I\’m ringing up customers, I finally looked back at her ( that\’s what she wanted any way) and she is looking hot! So I\’m still talking to my customers, like I normally do, being friendly. I looks back again, and see that she stopped my manager and she is looking at me telling her something. So now I\’m like NO SHE AINT talking to Sherrice ( asst manager). So after she do her \”telling\” on me. I say to myself, no she didn\’t call her self telling on me to my gurl! So I smiled a little laughing in my mind, cause I cant believe that she is mad because I told her that its only one line. So now its her turn, and I can tell that she wanted me to ring her up. But just as I was finishing the lady in front of her, the other cashier next to me called next, and as she was going over to her, she KEPT looking at me to look at her, she she walks pass me and says something. I SAID EVERYTHING YOU SAID IS IN JESUS NAME! AND SHE GOT MADDDDDDDDDDDD. Whew she was on fire. She was maddddddddddd at me!
 
I would not look at her either ( hehehe). She said this aint your store, you aint SAM, you are just a worker, you don\’t own this building, She was going off on me, and when I started talking to the customer that  Iwas ringing up ( as if she was talking to herself and was invisible) she finally shut her mouth. Cause it killed me to listen to her say all that mess.
 
See thats what I looooooooove about God. He will let you see your progress on how you use to be versus where you are now. Cause \”back in the day\” as she was staring at me like she was trying to intimidating me. I would  have looked back at her and had a 50 minute stare off without a wink or blink, told her that we could do this all day and night babbbbbbbbbeeeee cause I am on the clock getting paid for it. And all that time she was saying YOU AINT SAM, THIS AINT YOUR STORE! I would have ate her alive with that remark. But it felt good to say In JESUS Name, and kept on doing my work. I think being quiet is better than running off at the mouth. Just for me to know that I can hold my tongue ( thank you Jesus) felt sooooooo good.
 
When I got home and thought about it: She would rather see it on paper saying that its only one line, then for me to tell her with my own mouth the same exact thang. Which leads me to wonder, was she more embarrassed ( I don\’t know why, WHO GETS Embarrassed OVER THE TRUTH?) because she had to walk to the back of the line, or does she hate to be corrected? I\’ll never know. One thing is for sure,  some people  just don\’t like for you to tell them the truth.
 
And you know what? I don\’t even care!
 
Hear me, you who know what is right, you people who have my law in your hearts: Do not fear the reproach of men or be terrified by their insults. Isaiah 51:7 NIV

Entry for August 21, 2006

Hey,

    I have a question. Have anyone ever felt less motivated? I dont feel like doing anything. If anything is on my mind which is not often, it would be bills. But its not even that. Its like I dont want to do anything. I dont want to go through the motions of this or that. I know Im need to regroup and get myself back in order, but right now, its like Ugh. I get up and go through the motions. I need some ump. Its not that I want to sleep or day or anything, and I know that I must make the first move in order for God to help me. But its like where do I start? I know once I put my mind to something its a done deal, but getting me to put my mind to it, is the challenge. Any advice for me. I know prayer prayer prayer, but I need to get my engine started.

Any advice?

Cre

Amazing!

I remember when I was  younger, and I would see people on TV and say to myself, \”Wow those people are famous, and too bad no one knows them. I really thought that people that were on TV were people made just for \”TV\”. They seem so far away to me.

But as I got older, I found out that the same people you see on TV are people too. They have families and friends an cousins just like the rest of us. I use to think that when people say they know somebody on TV that they were lying.

Well one day this year, my daughter was watching Nick Cannon\’s Wild N Out, when she was telling me about this guy on the show who was  really funny. She would say \”ma\” you got to hear this guy, he is so funny. So one day, she was watching and made me get up tosee him. When I got to the TV , she was like there he is ma, he is so funny. So I looked, and I looked again, and I said OH MY GOD THAT IS SPANK DOG, I KNOW HIM, I KNOW HIM. And the first thing out of her mouth was, maaaaaaaa no you dont! You dont know him! I said Neisha I have photos of him/with him that we took at the comedy club we use to go and see him at weekly. She did not beleive me, she wanted to see the pictures for herself.

So I proudly jumped up and went to my photo album and snatched a few photos out, and she was amazed. She couldnt believe it. I couldnt even believe that he had actually made it. Not only did he make it but Tony Roberts ( always on BET ) did also, who is  in the photo next to him.

That goes to show you, that we sometimes think that people are unreachable, that they are on this peddlestool so tall that we cant reach them. My daughter got to see first hand that TV people are people too.

Quetta ( my sisters sister-n-law, Tony Roberts ( BET), Spanky(Wild N Out)

About me……….Lacrease ( Ive been tagged)

Who are you? My name is Cree Walker and I live in Detroit, Michigan!

Do you love yourself? I love myself so much, that I love others just the same. I dont mistreat people, I am very compassionate.

Do you trust yourself? Yes, I do very much. I am very conscience of everything.

Are you in Love with the Lord? Yes, I am surely!

Are you in love with a special someone? I wish!

Have you told them you love them? I tell Tyler Perry that I Love him all the time. He knows I love him.

Are you a really in-depth person? Oh yes, I have to know when, why, how, and what for? Communication is everything to me!

Are you a giver in every sense of the word? I could be. But you have to be careful of people most times. You can ask me anything, and if I have it, its yours. Ask my coworkers!

Do you really feel you know your 360 friends? Oh yes, if you read people\’s blog daily like I do, you get a sense of this is who they are. Especially when they have over 100 entries. Their character shows up in their writings. So please believe it!

Are you being your real self? All the time. I wont feel good about myself if I was being fake. To be fake with people, is to play myself.

Is there someone of the opposite sex on 360 you love? I love all my peeps, even tho me and Lamar dont talk on the phone or go back and forth in email, I have special love for him. If I ever met him I would know what it is about him. Its something about him.

Do you have 2 people on your friend’s list that you favor, in a good way? Oh yeah for sure!

What level on a scale is your sense of humor? 100! I am so silly. I am the kind of person who dont have attitudes. Now I didnt say I dont get mad ,but I am sooooo silly and funny.

If you had to pick 1 person to be stranded with, who? Jesus! But someone Earthly it would be Tyler Perry.

Could you really live without your computer? No I cant live withuot my computer. Cant do it, cant do it. It went down for a while I thought I was going to pass out! Naw, I cant do that. Um um

What\’s your favorite saying? \”I can show ya betta than I can tell ya\”, \”That could never be me\”.\” Oh you got me messed up\”, \”Whatupdoenick\”,\”WOW\”,\” Yeahwhateva\” \”Yeahokay\” \”Ill see ya when I see ya\”

Did you answer all the questions with all honesty? Yes!

Lacrease

My Teen Group!

Hey!

Today is Sunday and its a good day. Thank you Jesus. Today I finally put into motion what God has called me to do. Can you imagine the feeling that I am feeling now? Let me explain.

I love kids. I especially have a connection with teens. I can relate to them, I can get on their level, I can talk to them like an adult and at the same time they will know that they are still teens. Its something that has been inside of me for a long time. My nieces love me, I adore them.

A few weeks ago I set a date to start this teens group at my home. I want to build a relationship with them and them for each other, so that they can learn many things. One being to build their self esteem, to help get to know themselves, and then to look after others.

We had 17 young ladies at my home this evening, and this is  a day that they will never forget.We talked about the gift of Sex ( for married folks ONLY), to having attitudes and how to defuse an argument.They loved it! I had them fill out a 3 page questionaire of themselves, and I found it surprising  what little they knew about themselves. Some took longer to fill it out and others breezed right threw it.

I told them they whenever they walk into my house that they have to greet me with a hug and a kiss. Thats how we were raised and thats how I want them to start their lives. When I told them that, they embraced it. After they all introduced themselves, I told them that they are no longer \”Friends\” and that they were Sisters. I had them all to get up hug each other. Wow ,boy did that break the ice in this place. Thank you Jesus!

We went outside and did some activities that required them to be able to look after each other. One was blind folded while the other team member guide them,  but they, themselves had to hold several jugs of water in their hands. I was pleased how they looked out for each other. A few felt it was \”too much\” to carry the 3 jugs of water, but I use their own words against them and told them to \”boss up\”!!!!!  After saying that they had no problem completing the mission. They did the doggone thang after that! lol

We came in after those exercises and ate! We talked some more, and then we departed around 9:45.

I have been \”pregnant\” with this for a long time. Finally I did something about it. This is truly my calling. We are planning fund raisers, and to do some very nice things next year. We give all the Praise to God. Thank you Jesus ( I\’m not playing no more Lord).

Here is a group photo we took this evening! Im so excited! Welp gotta get ready for our meeting in 2 weeks.

Lacrease

 

Just wondering………………again!

I have this friend name (M) who has 4 gurls by this woman name ( S) they live together.  Been together since she was 14. The oldest is 18 and the baby is about 7. 
 
Moe has a whole nother family with several other women which is about 4 kids or more. I dont know if Shawn has seen his other kids, but she surely knows about them.
 
I was the one who introduced them to each other when she was about 14. She is 36 now. He is 40.
I love him, he is my baby. But I hate the fact that I am friends with them both and he is out there with familes all over the city. He is the coolest guy you could ever meet, but how do a man get caught up in a life like this?
 
Today I was talking to him on the phone, and I asked him, why do you still live with Shawn and  out there cheating on her like that with all these other women? I asked him why wont you set her free then you can go be with all those other women. I asked him why is it hard to choose? He didnt answer. He viewed my questions as I was trying to \”figure him\” out.  Or like I was \”trying to get inside the heads of men\”.
 
I love my friend, but dang dont it come a time in your life where you get tired of doing the same ole thang? Dont it come a time when you just confess your mess and try to make things right?
 
My friend M is selfish, and only thinking about himself. His kids dont know each other, the kids on the side dont know their grand parents, cousins, or aunts. That is so not fair to everyone involved.
 
MY questions is: Why havent S left him? What is it that keeps a her in HIS mess? Why is it hard for him to leave his home, especially if he wants to be else where? 
 
From this day on, I will try my best to live my life in a way pleasing to God. Because I want my name in the Book of Life~~ Lacrease

Celebrating our Father!

Yall see that  gurl up there?????? She loves her some God.

 I dont know why, but I can look at  something, anything  and get 5 spiritual lessons from it. A \”normal\” person would just see  that  for what it is and that would be the end of it. Aint nothing wrong with that…….not one thang. But as for me I truly believe that God \”wired\” me up something different.

A few weeks ago I was with my daughter taking care of some business when  we were at the red light waiting for it to change. As Im waiting, I look over and see what appears to be a homeless man on his bike with his dog………..also waiting for the light to change. I looked at his dog who was very

attentive. Every move the man made the dog made too. The dog kept watching his master, not only making sure that he doesn\’t leave him, but to make sure that he knew his every move. If anyone came too hurt the man or dog, you betta believe that they had each others back. Had I hollered out of my car and said \”come here boy, come here doggy\” that dog would have looked at me…… barked, and said to himself \”yeah whateva I don\’t know you like that playa\”! You know why? Cause that dog knows where his dinner comes from. That dog knows that aint nobody gonna treat him like his master.
 
As we are at the light waiting for it to turn. I just burst out crying. My daughter was like maaa what\’s wrong with you? ( She knows Im sensitive) She said are you crying over that dog? I know you are! I said boo, you just see the dog, I see something else.
 
I begin to explain to her what God revealed to me. If that man represents God and the dog represent us (his children) here is how the story will look. When God makes a move in our lives we are supposed to MOVE! Not sit at the \”corner\” while the light is green watching our master cross the street. We are suppose to be right there with him! If  Satan atempts  to try to take us away from our master, we are to be just like that dog and respond with a bark so loud………to let him know that he (God) is our master, and that he is where our help comes from and that Satan has no place in our lives.
 
If you took that same dog, blind folded him, and had 10 people call to him, that dog will bark the loudest at his master because he knows his voice. When we spend time with God, we will know his voice. WE don\’t have to ask \”gurl how do you know his voice\”? We\’ll automatically know.
If you and your mom was at the grocery store, and she was in one aisle and you in another, wouldnt you know her voice from all the others? Yes! Because you have spent time with her. When she says to you. ok Im done shopping, aint it time to roll out with her? Yes, cause aint nobody else gon take care of you, or take you home ( without gas money) lol like momma.
 
We should be just like that dog…………to keep our eyes on our master. Not at one time did that dog want to be separated from his master. Yes, Satan will throw things (A CAT) in the dogs path to get his eyes off his master. But he knows that if he is too focus on that cat, his master will be still walking on across the street, that dog will eventually  have to stop chasing that cat, and catch up with his master.
 
I pray in Jesus name that you all got this. I didnt want to write it, but my master said I had too.
 
God bless
Lacrease
 

Psalm 121 (New International Version)

A song of ascents.

 1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
       where does my help come from?

 2 My help comes from the LORD,
       the Maker of heaven and earth.

 3 He will not let your foot slip—
       he who watches over you will not slumber;

 4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
       will neither slumber nor sleep.

 5 The LORD watches over you—
       the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

 6 the sun will not harm you by day,
       nor the moon by night.

 7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
       he will watch over your life;

 8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
       both now and forevermore
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From this day on, I will try my best to live my life in a way pleasing to God. Because I want my name in the Book of Life~~ Lacrease

My Yahoo 360 Men!

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100_0089Time is of the essence

You know what? This week is Men week. I feel like giving them shout outs all week long!

I was sitting here thinking. And you dont have to say a word, dont have to comment. Just look at it as if I was talking to myself…………..ok? OK

If I was to make myself a MAN out of a few of the MEN on my page this is what I’ll come up with. AND DONT SAY IM CRAZY……….IM JUST SERIOUS. LOLLLL

I aint go hear the last of this! lol

Will I am~ Teeth and smile

Lamarr’s~ Marraige Minded Mentality and Lips

Majic Mike’s~Big Ole Stomach ( love a man with a stomach)

KD’s~ Complextion

Ruczilla’s~ My Husband,

Dlovell3’s ~ Thickness

Phat Daddy’s~ Job ( Love a man whose into the Law)

Milton’s~ Love and his eyes

Photos are not in any order, just as I could get them. Hope yall dont mind.

Lacrease

 

 

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