Today was a beautiful day. Anytime you can wake up and say Thank you Jesus for letting me see another day, you such open your mouth and give him some Praise. Oh where would I be if it had not been for Jesus who is on my side? I can think of a lot of places, but you know what, even tho my eyes got off him for a season, they are back on him for Good!!! When I see him face to face I just want to stare at him. I want to touch his face and rub my fingers through his lips. I want to smell his neck * I know, I know its weird to you, but this is just me*. I want to feel his touch, I need a hug. LOL I do. I really need one from him, and I\’m gonna get it.
How is everyone? I love talking to my daughter Neisha. Its funny how people use to say that since we were born on the same day, same hospital, 3 minutes difference on Sept 3, 19 years apart that we wouldn\’t get along. People knew how I was, and knew Neisha to be a quiet, and obedient child and said that we would clash when she got older. I beg to differ. We are so close it scares me sometimes. She is a like me but she also has her own style and taste. The more people said that we wouldn\’t get along, the more I embraced her as being her own person. WE are a lot in many ways, but in the ways we are different we UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT EACH OTHER VIEWS. We listen to each other. She listens to me which brings me to this conversation that me her and my mother had recently.
I\’m the kinda person who will take charge when I need to find out information, and need to talk to a certain person to get the ball moving. My mother always had my dad, and he was the person who like to do those things. I was a single parent growing up, so I had to call the phone company to negotiate my bills. I had to call the telephone people and cut deals. I had to make a dollar out of .25 so I know how to talk to people who can help me.
I always believe that people watch you. If you\’re anything like me, you can tell who are good and who are on some *Otha stuff*. Then if your lucky you can meet their family members and *sometimes* it can back up who you believed that person to be. I know someone right now, that if they wanted a ride to the store, I would have police escort me before they jump in my car. That\’s not good credit. I told my daughter to always, always be truthful, always be honest because not only is that Honorable to God. But when you are in need of anything, God will lay it on the heart of the person that you need help from to bless you. I know this first hand. She always says to me, Ma….when you need something done you can call anybody. It wasn\’t always this way for me. I had to show God that I can be trust worthy. I use to be off the hook, and I have written that plenty of times. I told her when you become a State Prosecutor don\’t start getting in practice of bribes, or hanging around anyone knowling *dirty*. That stuff catches back up with you, and it ruins your reputation with God and the people. Its not only a time to work, but a time to Minister to others. She will be in the system of all types of people and situations. Her chance will surely be there. I tell her all the time, ask God for Wisdom, Understanding, Discernment, and Peace in everything! If its not the truth don\’t stand for it. In each area of her life for being honest and trustworthy, God will provide all of her needs. HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!
18 Be careful that no one entices you by riches;
do not let a large bribe turn you aside.
Job 36 (New International Version)
I\’m going to close for now. Ill be back tomorrow. I\’m going to finally get to my favorite Hollywood person and why he is chosen………for such a time like this.
Cree
Inside the mind of cree 
