When we were young, I remember my auntie use to play this song all the time. Its # 29 in my iPOD since December of 2006! Check it out!
Look@God!
Hey,
Today I want to focus on God and the things that he does. I hear a lot of people saying “where was God” were was God when my family member did this to me”? Sometimes you just don’t know the right thing to say to some one in that situation. We need to understand that its always a lesson to be learned in the experiences that we go through. I remember many times when I was like “Ok God, why did you let this or that happen, you saw it all go down, you knew ahead of time it was going to happen…….why did you let them do this to me”? I didn’t know till years later, that when you get to know him for yourself, and not just someone who exist, you will begin to learn and understand things about him.
I can look back on a lot of things and say. Lord, if you hadn’t told me to go back in the house and get this or that, I would have for sure been in that accident that I see right now. And so he begin to show me things that would have affected me had he intervene.
So, today and on all Tuesday’s. My blog entry will be the topic of “Look @ God”
Listen to what the man say @ 10 seconds. But pay more attention to what happens @ 15 seconds. Look@God!!!
Jury Duty for August 20, 2007
Hello Everybody!
It’s raining outside like crazy today!!! I had to go to jury duty this morning how bout @ 7:45 am. When I got there the parking lot was on jam, $10.00 to park!! I’m still trying to figure out, how do you have to go to jury duty and pay that much to park!! Thats just deep to me, why couldnt they have an area for Jury Duty only people. Even though they’re going to send me a check for $25.00 ( whoop-de-doo) what good is that gonna do Cree when she have to park today? Then I had to snack @ lunch time, which was $4.00. So after that, that leaves me with $11.00. LOL I aint even mad, I met some nice people today.
I was looking cute today, well , except my hair, it was so wet it looked like a wet baby doll head with grease in it. LOL
Security aint no joke either since 911, we couldnt take in cell phones at all. The only people who could bring in cell phones for communication was the Lawyers. That was cool, but the dogone phone booth was taking people’s quarters. Jury Duty wasnt that bad, its just the sitting and not knowing whats next or what you have to do. I sat there watching people and how they respond to things, I had several out bust, yall Im silly and when I see stuff I laugh, not at nothing bad, or personal issues, people crack me up. Especially their facial expression, the way they take things, makes me laugh. It was quiet as a Church mouse when everybody first get there, thats when people are getting the feel of whats going on, and checking things out. But as soon as time go on, we start getting off the hook, talking and giggling loud with the people on our row and stuff.
As, I sitting there trying not to have any more laughing outbust, I had to think about something that would make me cry, so that I would’nt laugh. But the lady next to me, kept noticing where my eyes were landing and would laugh when I would. Man she was my gurl, she and these other older white ladies, were soooooooooo pretty. She looks just like Betty White, from the Golden gurls. We sat up and laughed our butts off. She is so funny. She was telling me stories about how she kept getting out of jury duty and this time she had to come. Her name is Ms. Dorthy, next to her was Ms. Linda ,and Ms. Vikki sat right across from us. We all sat there talking and having a good time, people were looking at us, not acting funny, but you can tell they wanted to know what we were laughing about. They talked about their kids, and mothers. And you know when one of us were called, it was like an Ahhhhhhh moment for us, we were so connected that we didnt want the other to go.
At break time I went directly next door inside the building Frank Murphy Hall of Justice, to get me a snack. I bought a Pepsi, some pretzels, and a bag of chips. I gets over to the Jury room, and I started eating my chips, grabbed my pop opened it up and took a squig, I was like dang this taste funny. So, Im like well maybe its these chips, I had tasted those kind before, but I was giving the Pepsi the benefit of the doubt. So, I took another sip, and I was like naw, thats it, let me go and get another kind. To make sure it aint me, I checked the cap and yep, just as I thought it was expired, the date said August 13, 2007. What does that tell you? That pop was made a looooooooooong time ago. So I gets over there the lines are off the hook. I went up to the lady who is an arabic or something, and said in my nice sweet Lacrease voice ” maam this pop taste old”. So she looks at me and start screaming LOOK, YOU DRUNK IT”!! Just hollering at me like I was her 8 year old. I got maddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd! I said let me tell you something, look at this pop I ONLY TOOK 2 SIPS, THIS PEPSI IS OUT OUTDATED AND EXPIRED, YOU GONE GIVE ME ANOTHER ONE. So she looks at it, because she thought that I wanted my money back, and said “Go GET ANOTHER ONE, GET SOMETHING ELSE DONT GET A PEPSI”!! I said do you think Im going to get another Pepsi and its expired? We were going at it, I said dayummmmmmmmmmmmmm, Im having a good day, and you don pissed me off!!!!!!!!! I wanted to choke that lady. It didnt have to be like that, if she wasnt so in a hurry to get that next dollar, had she looked at my pop to see that I didnt drink much at all, we would have been cool. I guess she thought I got my few sips out of it, and wanted my money back. Im 40 years old, gurl please I rather be sitting my fatt butt ova in the other room snacking on my snack, with my new gurls, laughing and giggling, than to be marching ova here, arguing with YOU, wanting $1.50 back!!! I’m a cashier for Walmart, I drink Pepsi’s errday, all I want to do is enjoy my lunch.
Anyway,
Before lunch time, it was about 150-200 people there. I wanted to stand up and say to the people that if anyone needed some lunch money that I had a few extra dollars for them. Cause let me tell you, I know what’s it like to be somewhere, and all you have is yourself there. You dont have lunch money, phone booth money or anything. I know that feeling. And so I kept having this urge to stand up and see if their was somebody who needed money.
But I didnt do it.
So later on as the day was turning old and there are about 30 people who didnt go out side or into the hall way for lunch. I heard this young white gurl on the phone ( we couldnt take in cell phones into the building) telling someone that she was mad because they told us that we had to stay till after 2 o clock instead of going home with the others who had left at about 12:30, and that she forgot her money in the car, and her book that she had bought to read. Her friend had dropped her off, and that she was hungary. So after she got off the phone, guess who she sat by out of all the 300 chairs there? ME!!! 
She started telling me that she didnt have any money on her, and that how hard it is for her and her boyfriend with their one child to feed with either of them working. So, after she finished I said to her, I will give you a couple dollars to go next door to the snack house to get you something to eat. She looked like she wanted to take it, but she still resist. So, I said to myself if I keep talking to her, she will feel comfortable with me and she would eventually take it. We sat and talked for a good while, when I said again, gurl here~~~~ take these few dollars go and get you som
ething to eat, this time she took it and thanked me so much. I said gurllllllllllll this is no problem, I said I have been in the same situation times and time again with no money, its a honor to be able to help you. She went, came back and we talked and laughed, till they told us @ 1:40 we could go home!!!
All I kept saying was Thank you Jesus for sending her to me, cause he know how bad I wanted to bless someone. He knew. I try to be sensitve to the needs of others, and help them when I can. Im like this alllll the time, and so thats why I look back at times and see that God always helps me out of jams, makes me wonder when help is sent my way, did someone ask God to be a blessing to someone today, and it was me? Its hard out here, but we as seasoned Christians cant be about God bless you, and I’m praying for you all the time, we have got to be about action. And see I know first hand about that, cause God is/has taken me out of my comfort zone of this very same situation. Its time to be a hands on Christian, and there’s a time to be a praying Christian. I’m going to be more and more senstive to the needs of others. There are so many people out there that throw out hints and that are not as outspoken and upfront as myself. If we would be more senstive we could help out others in a heartbeat.
Im closing for now, I will talk to you all tomorrow~
Cree
Pearls of Wisdom
Why did I get married?
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Cree is here!
Hey Everybody,
I went to see Rush Hour last night @ 12:01, and again today. Yes, yes, yes it was that good and funny. Better than 1 and 2. And when I say I love me some Rush Hour 1 and 2, beleive it, cause 3 is even better. So if you havent seen it, go out this weekend so that we can set box office records for Lee and Carter.
Im sitting here saying to myself, let me go and blog cause I am a thinker, and when I think a lot I need to write it down sometimes, but everytime I go to write them down, my mind goes blank. I often think about how much power I have over situations in my life. Someone may call me and want to talk about marriage, or relationships, and I know at that same moment I have the power to chose to either speak life or death into that persons situation. Just today my niece called me and was telling me about how some kids that had to move in with them was going in the refrigarator eating the food up, and standing on the couch and doing things that she dont do even in her own house. I told her that her presentation of what shouldnt be happening in the house would be how they would take it. If she have an attitude, with her face all bald up and disfigured and say, Look, dont be eating up all our food, and dont be jumping on the couch tearing it up either. They would never respect what she said, even though it is true. The whole focus would shift to how she said it and the attitude she had behind it. Instead I told her to go to them, giving eye contact, talking in a very nice humble voice and say, hey, we have to ask for permission to eat food in this house, we dont just go in the fridge and get what we want. And also we dont jump on our couch because we are not allowed too. I told her that they would probaly be mad, ( who cares) because they cant do what they were doing in the past anymore, but they would think about you everytime they went to the fridge, and when they sit on that couch. I know the pressure of being 15-16 and having to be in charge of kids younger than you, they dont want to listen or act right. Its all about presentation, how it comes out, body language and facial expressions. A lot of people dont like to hear the truth, but oh well.
I had to learn that my attitude will get me no where. I use to have a terriable attitude growing up, always trying to seperate my 2 bestfriends, causing them to argu and debate. I was a messy gurl growing up. If I couldnt come outside, I would spend my day trying to convince my friend that she shouldnt be out either. How can you have fun if your best friend is not with you? Selfish thinking!! UGH! LOL Now, I never walk around with an attitude, that is just so childish to me. I use to attract people who were just like me, but as soon as I started building a relationship with God, he began showing me that I didnt have to be that way, so I changed. But then what about those people that were in my life that were still being the same way? I had to work twice as hard at changing, because it was still in my system, but only to Amen what they did, rather than do it myself. So, for my own personal growth, I had to pray and ask God to take me out of those friendships. It took almost 2 years, and now they are every once in a while see each other friends, maybe like 2 times a year. So, Im happy, I can be me…….Lacrease. And now with all my new friends, they are just like me………happy, loving, caring, sharing, and always smiling. Do I get upset sometimes and look ugly in the face? Heck ke yeah. Come through my 20 items or less lane, with 40 items, look at my face and then tell me how Im feeling? LOL ROFL. Im closing for now, talk to you all lata.
Thatgurl…HE…callCree
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Cree
Entry for July 25, 2007
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Ugh!!! Cant sleep tonight, so I decided to get on line and blog. Its 6:48 am and I am cramping and so bloated that I could just float up in space somewhere. I\’m hungry but all I could find is peanut butter no jam ( in the tune of Cedric the Entertainer\’s on Kings of Comedy). So I got a spoon and I\’m eating it out of the jar. I remember when we were growing up, me and my sister loved us some peanut butter, mannnnn we use to open the jar, stick our fingers in it and eat our butss off. Then my momma would go to fix us some, and she would say \’who been sneakin in the peanut butter\”? We would be the first to lie. We couldn\’t understand how she knew that somebody had been in the peanut butter. Well duhhhhhh, Im grown now, and I can sure as heck tell when my doublemint gum has only one left, when it should be 3!!! Dang………..we were some dum kids. ROFL!
You know as you get older you start thinking about the ignant things you use to do.I had to be the ignanist, meanest, stupidest early 20ish gurl you had ever seen. I remember one day, I was into it with the gurl downstairs from me. We lived in a 2 family flat, I called all my gurls over, we bought drinks, and everything, plus I had a brand new Fisher Stereo System. Well I told my friends to stomp on the floor, dance, make all the noise you can, cause we was about to run home gurl outta her and her kids mind!!!!!!! Kids too ( aint that ignant?) They did just that, we were drunk and acting a fool. Well she called the police on me, and when they came out it was my friend Micheal Jackson and his partner. When he saw my face, he was like gurl what yall doing? Why did she call the police on you? I told him, and he said \”its some fione women here, is she jealous\”. After they left we went on partying, and then made it known to her, that she had called out MY friends from the Police Station.(AH~HA)
After all my company left, I was tired, drunk, and sleepy. The next day, I woke up and guess who was standing over me? My Landlord, and he\’s a white guy. So I jumped up, vomit all in the bed, on the floor, and all he said was Lacrease, you didn\’t lock you door, and the gurl called me and told me that you were having a party and playing loud music over her head last night. That was all I needed to hear, that partying stuff, I had to hang up. How spooky is it to wake up and your landlord is standing over you? He didn\’t do anything to me, but its the fact of me being so out of my mind, that this would happen.
Thats why this is one of my favorite scriptures in the bible.11When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things .1 Corinthians 13:10-12 (King James Version
Aint that the dogone truth? We do a lot of childish things growing up, if I could change one thing about myself as I reminisce on my mess, it would be to listen more and not run my mouth so heavy. Goodness, I\’m surprised somebody aint knocked my mouth off. Its funny now, because I am so not that. I don\’t bother anyone, don\’t go out, don\’t smoke, don\’t drink all I love to do is go to concerts, plays, movies, take walks, and TRAVEL! If I even go off on somebody I would be sitting up thinking to myself, how am I going to make this right with this/that person. I would be plotting on how I\’m going to make back friends with you. LOL Sometimes I ask God, why am I so friendly, and so nice to people, and when they go off on me. I may or may not go off, but its funny cause we could be in a fight or argument, and as soon as you walk away, if a car comes and hit you, I would be the first one crying, screaming, calling the police, going to the hospital with you and all. I can see myself doing that. Sometimes it bothers me to believe that I could fight you one min and be praying for you in another. Is that normal. Good thing I never had a fight in my life, probaly cant fight. LOL If I could take back every punch I threw I would.
Well, I\’m going to close out for now, you know how you hear a song in your mind, and you cant stop playing it? Well, here is that song, YOU LISTEN TO IT TOO! HAHA
CREE
PEARLS OF WISDOM
July 27-29, 2007
Detroit, Michigan
Entry for July 24, 2007
Hey,
I miss you all. Lots been going on with me. I went to see Anita Baker this past Saturday, and yall know she threw down. She said that its going to be an every year concert, so you know your gurl will be there. This Friday, in a few days my friends from The Tyler Perry Message Board will be in Detroit for a weekend get together for our first meet and greet. We are be staying at The Renisannce Hotel in downtown Detroit and we are going to have a ball!!! We are POW Pearls of Wisdom, so if you are a Tyler Perry fan, you know us from the board. Phyllis from Delaware will be here, Tracy from NJ, \”Cookie\” from Grand Rapids, and my self here in the hosting city of Detroit, Michigan. We are going to have a ball! Cant wait.
Well, my daughter, my only will be moving out soon. She is staying on campus here in Detroit, so thats cool. How do you live alone? I mean I dont have a boyfriend, by choice ( waiting on the Lord) and I wont even know what to do with myself. I go to concerts and movies, I love to travel, but what in the world am I going to do without my bestfriend?? We are very close. People tell me that I should be happy, well I am………………but she never gave me any problems to want her to be gone and on her on, you know? But its cool, better start getting myself a life!!!!! ROFL
Anyway, whats up with you all. Im going to be stopping by your homes to see whats up with yall aiight? I have been to a few. Take care and God Bless You all!
Lacrease
Pearls of Wisdom
Entry for July 01, 2007
Good Sunday Morning!!!
Here I am up again, knowing full well I am sleepy yall. I just had to check in on this lovely Sunday morning. I\’m suppose to go to Church in the morning, but I\’m not going. My Church is starting to spoil me, and no that\’s not a good enough reason not to go. Well, we are on streamingfaith and the services I attend is LIVE on line and even though I\’m not there, it shows so clear without any interruptions. I love it. I sit right here for Live bible study on Wednesday nights, and for the first time this morning, I will watch 9:30 Church services from home. I know I\’m not getting that in the spirit feeling I need, but it sure feels good to still get that \”food\” from where I sit.
I know yall are tired of my job related stories, but something is eating me and I\’m starting to think that its not the customers as much as I think. When I\’m working the counter that use to say 12 items or less, that only has 3 slots to hold groceries, while the others have 8. People no matter how many times I say \”maam you have 3 bags, or sir you have 2 bags. They still walk off without their bags, or leave them all. How do you walk off and leave ALL your bags? But the part that irks me is, they will come back and say \”miss, you forgot to give me my bags\”!! That pisses me off to the 100th power. And I say noooooooooooooo, Miss maam YOUR hands forgot to pick them up after you paid for them. They just gotta blame somebody, if they put the blame of themselves they will learn that they have to be more aware of their things. But when they accuse me of leaving it, they wont examine themselves. And like I told the lady, I\’m here all day for 9 hours, if you blame me, and leave your bags, YOU gotta jump in your car and come back!!! Not me I\’m already here! Stop blaming me!! Then this one black guy came through my line, he was cool tho. He had his discount card, guess he worked at another store, and said here, swipe this. I said, you have a swiper on your side, swipe it. So he says, with his grown butt, the other ladies at the other store do it for me. I said what???????? Do what for you? He said swipe my card, mind you he went on and done it. So I said, well do you have people to read the bible to you, or do you like to read it for yourself, he started cracking up, talking about,NAN NANAN ANANA SEE, THATS A TOTAL DIFFERENT EXAMPLE. ROFLLLLLLLL I was cracking up at him. I said practice getting in the habit of doing things on your own!!! We laughed, but see what I go through daily. Everyday the people of this world are getting spolied. Things are right at our fingertips. We dont have to move a muscle. Well, Imma say this, Im the wrong cashier for all that spoiled mess, they got me messed up. Cause I aint doing all of that baby!!!! LOL This black gurl came through my line tonight and gon say to me, do I have to get my groceries, I said yeah WHO ELSE GON GET EM ( and she paid for them). These people crazy. My coworkers call me Monique personality and all. I dont play, I love to laugh, will make a joke out of the truth, and cool as I dont know what!!!
Now this is where my issue come in at. I told you a few of my stories of today, but I dont know why at this time in my life, people are getting on my nerves so tough. So, let me examine myself.
First of all, my daughters school/college stuff and her moving out is getting my down. I will be glad when she can move in, we can get her settled in, and take care of her personal needs and cares, then I will be able to relax. Second, Im ready to leave Walmart, and work with teens, my life is not going to be right until I do. I love teenagers something terrible, and I need to be helping as many as I can. Third, Im being garnished and its a court order to stop it, and they are killing me in wages. KILLING ME! So when I called these clowns and ask them did they get the same court order paper I GOT IN THE MAIL for them to stop, he was like no, we didn\’t get it. I said you mean to tell me that you didn\’t get the paper, when I said it mean and ruff, he was like O, YOU DIDNT ASK ME IF I SAW IT IN THE COMPUTER. I said THATS THE ONLY QUESTION IM CALLING YOU FOR!!!!!!! Made me mad!!!!! So after he answerd the question, he got mad (whattheheck) he mad for, all he is a assistant?????????? Then I called Walmart to see if they got it, they was like nawwwwww we didn\’t get it. So I sitting here saying to myself, they all the papers to start it, but aint NAAM BODY got none to stop it!!!!! But the lady told me to Fax her over the court papers , and they were going to stop it immediately! So guess yall know Im going to Kinko\’s today!!!!!!! Fourth, I\’m not doing anything I\’m suppose to be doing in life. Its like days are passing my by and I\’m doing nothing, just procrastinating and I\’m so sick about it.
So, when I think about my own issues, I believe that when the customers get on my nerves, that it aint all that bad, its just that I\’m not doing what Im suppose to be doing in my life, so when they piss me off, I\’m really feeling like, I dont need this extra mess in my life. I examine myself by asking these questions. La\’crease, if you were about to get the job of your dreams working with teens, and you had 2 more weeks to work at Walmart, would people bother you as much as you think? The answer is NO!!! I ask myself, if Neishia was in school and settled down, would they bother you as much, and my answer is NO. I ask myself, if the garnishing of your wages stop would they bother you as much? And my answer is No!. That\’s how I have to get myself back in order. I cannot get so up tight, its not going to be like this forever. I have to be humble, take a step back, and be more patient. I love people I really do. So when I go back to work on Monday, Im going to slow it down, and see how things work for my good. Maybe its just me, letting the smallest things about others bother me.
Well, I\’m closing for now, I will be back tomorrow……………….aight?
Cree
Time to roll!!!
Hey,
What\’s going on yall? Me, where do I start! LOL. Never thought I would feel this way, but I am tired of Walmart. I\’ve been there for almost 4 years come Oct 10, and I am so ready to roll up out!!! Its a shame when you and your coworkers get along so good, and it starting to seem like its them ( the managers) against you (employees) the people on the front line. Customers ask us all the time, \”do they treat yall right\”. And up to this point, its always been yeah, they are cool with me. But when you start seeing that the Co-manager wants the Managers job, and since the Co-manager is a man, and the manager is a woman, he is trying to take over. It looks bad, he wants his own store, and hey that\’s fine and cool, but when you start talking to the assistant mangers any ole kinda way in front of the other employees, that\’s not good…….at all. And as for me, ole Joe got one time, to say anything disrespectful or out of order to me, and its going to get ugly. I told my coworkers, everybody jump on their cell phones and start dailing 911.
I always knew that if I ever came to this point of feeling this way, that it would be God\’s way of telling me that its time to move on. For years others saw what I didn\’t in this company. And the sad part about it is, mostly the people that are there are the people who opened the store 6 years ago. They are good people. Honest, sincere, kinda loving people.
In the last 4 years since I\’ve been there, we had 3 managers, and when they came in they wanted a whole new crew. The problem I\’m having is, you cannot fire those people, threatened, mistreat them or talk to them any kind of way. Okay, you want a new crew, but these people was here wayyyyyyyy before you got here, they are the ones who moved the merchandise into this store. Respect the fact that they built this store!!! They came up with these \”in house on the spot rules\” to discourage them, but they are hanging in there. We are not talking about teenagers, we are talking about people who are in their late 30\’s and up. People who love being there, and they do them any kind of way. Its sad. The managers know how hard it is to find a job, so they press you, till you break mentally, they wont quit, but they become bitter and hard to work with, never cracking a smile at all.
Our personal manager Karen is the only one who does the paper work for the whole building, and I know sometimes she gets busy and can\’t help us on the spot. But that aint my problem. Its suppose to be 2 people working in there, but its just her. I like Karen too, because her communication skills are excellent and she does her job. but when she gets behind, she is nothing to mess with, she\’s a Virgo like me, and I can read her but too. And she knows it. So when she is busy, I try not to bother her, especially if I can hold out. Well 2 days ago, she almost pushed Creedog to the limit. I went to her 3 times in a week in a half to get me a locker since we have to wear uniforms now. I don\’t have pockets to carry my car keys and other personal items, so I need a locker. I walks into her office, and says to her \”Karen I need a locker\”. She says well Lacrease, I\’m busy right now, I\’m doing payroll and blah blah blah\”. So I\’m like okay Karen, this is my 4th time coming to you about a locker\’. Wooooooooooe what did I say that for. She starts going on about what she has to do, and that she cant do it right now, and her voice change ( she aint crazy tho) and I\’m looking at her dead in her eyes, and all I could think of is God. I\’m saying to myself \”God you are real\”. If I ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever doubted you in any way, on any day, you are showing yourself real to me. I was sooooooooooo angry at her, that I believe that I had enough strength in me to pop her head off, with only 2 fingers. All I could do is smile to myself, saying WOW there is really a God. Karen has no idea that she was this close to a strangulation, right there in her own office. She has no idea that God is so real that he intercepted my thoughts and made me smile. I started to instantly talk nice to her, and the more calm I was, the calmer she got. As a matter of fact, she was even surprised that she was that angry over all the work she had to do. I knew then when God calmed me down, she saw it in my eyes, and she calmed down. I walked out of the office, not thinking about the locker, but thinking about how good God is. Its deep how upset we can get, and how allow others to push us. But when you let God come into your heart and intercept your thoughts, you feel like a whole nother person.
Yesterday, I walked into her office and went to the the computers to check on my vacation days next month, and she said \” Oh Lacrease, go out there and chose any locker you want\”. So, I\’m like ooooooooo ok, she knew she was wrong yesterday for going off, but since I was calm about the whole thing, she knew she had to make things ri
ght. So I went and picked out a locker and asked her do I go out and buy a lock, she goes……. no, no I have one for you right here, then she says do you have anyone you want to share with? If so just let me know so that I could write their names down. I was like okayyyyyy, cool!!!
See how God will show you yourself, then he will let you learn off that! I\’m glad that I didn\’t show her how I was feeling, imma softy and had I went off on her like I was feeling at that time, I would have felt bad, because she is really a cool, get it done person. So that worked out for the good. Thank you Jesus for showing me who I am……….I love you.
Im sitting up here its 4:30 in the morning knowing doggone well Im sleepy than a mug. Im going to see Anita Baker again July 21. Yall know she my gurl. WEll, Im outta here, talk to you all tomorrow.
Cree
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