My Personal Testimony Feedback ((should I publish))….. Blog

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Hey Family!!!

Recently I share with about 100 people my PERSONAL TESTIMONY that happened in the last 2 years. I DID NOT want to share it because it was so close to my heart and I really didn’t want to “go there”. But I’m glad I did. Wow.. never in a million years did I realize how many people were touched, encouraged and inspired by my story. God had been telling me to write down my story and share it… I just couldn’t. I have several books in me.. so when I read the response …. I was really blown away. I’m thinking about having it published on line.

Here are some of the many responses from my “Building My Faith On God’s Reputation”.
Hey Cree I’m trying to catch up with reading these chapters, I just finished this one and all I can say right now is OMG!!!! this is a POWERFUL life changing story. You are blessing my SOUL!!! and I’m learning a lot about my self through your story. WOW!!! Ok on to the next chapter. LOL

You were born for this. Your sharing will help so many.

love it zz. keep it coming everyday im blessed to start my day reading different blogs but yours do something special. im waiting on the book.

When I initially saw ur post I said dang that’s a lot of reading I have to get things done this morning but as I began to skim thru the beginning I was really drawn in and I ended up on my couch in the same spot until I read every word of ur testimony. Zee u r a very strong woman and I commend u for sharing ur trials and I’m sure there’s more it something I have always wanted to do myself, but until then I will continue to appreciate urs and knowing how good GOD is to all his children who follows him. I love u even more for this Zee keep it going.

it really helps in ways you will never understands especially when you take things so simple for granted.

I love this book…I mean post lol. I’m on to the 6th post. I love your affirmations!!!!

Thank you for including me in this, I am honored. I love you always in life.

Your testimony will certainly help others with the challenges they are facing day to day.

I’m reading the other chapter right now gurl this is funny !!! because I can picture you in my mind and your reaction, but at the same time it’s life changing and what a good TITLE for your book.

Can’t wait to read the next chapter Cree!! WOW!! You know you have a book in the making right???

Alright Cre’ “Multiply Style” Girl you are giving me so much life right now!

I love you twin. Thank you for loving me back!

Clutching my pearls… Mouth wide open… Eyes big as fifty cent pieces… I was on your blog today… I wanted to call you about starting my blog & to ask where have you been blogging “hanging out at” I’m in a terrible place right now and look at God…. You and I together again ON TIME at the right time… As only The Good Lord Will Have It. Mm… Mm… Mm…
((Tight, Tight Hug))
Thank you for including me on your VIP list. I have nothing but love for you honey. Mm mm mm

Wow! Thank u zee. I have a feeling I need to head and learn from what you R about to share. Thank u and I love you for this!!!!!

Thanks for adding me Cree, I know your testimony will bless me and all that you have added to this group, I’m truly looking forward to hearing your testimony, Let God use you Cree. I know I need to hear this. YOU ARE NOT ALONE MY DEAR!

Thanking the Lord for allowing me to be in the number to be Blessed By You. Fasting and Praying i knew the Lord was making room for something i’m ready 👣

Thanks for a portion of your testimony, I will be praying with and for you as you continue to pour our what GOD has asked you to deposit in us.

Thanks cuz, love the title “Building my Faith on God’s Reputation” and love you even more!

Thank you Cree Cree…. ive been praying for God to keep me grounded…. I love you!

Cree virgo’s are strong go getter folks…Its hard to depend on others…..we are normally the depender “the person You can lean on me..”type people”. May God give us the strength we will always need to survive and lean on Him….our heavenly father and always be Thankful/Grateful for close family and friends.Ham mercy….Hallelujah and Amen …we walk by faith and not by sight.

TO ALL MS. WALKER’S FRIENDS: Friendship is nothing to be taken lightly. Cree always listens to “our problems.” She is finally getting her just dues where we get to listen to her. I am so grateful that she is finally able to share some of the things she experienced. I apologize that I didn’t realize Cree was going through so much because I was too busy complaining about my problems. Let her testimony stand.

this reminds me of Paul when GOD took his sight. Before Paul became Paul his name was Saul and he was a legalistic believer. A pharisee or much like it. He was going to kill the spirit filled christian the new believers in Christ and sadly he thought he was doing the work of the lord but he wasn’t. So God took his sight and he couldn’t see for three days. On the third day GOD restored his sight and named him Paul and he is the biggest contributor to the bible to this day. There is a plan and a purpose for all things so be of good cheer. !

Lord I pray u be a Fence all around Lacrease Walker an everyone ready her testimony…. Give Crease strength like no other an fulfill each an Every dream an desire she has… u have always been there for ppl now set back an Let God take care of u …..I’m grateful to call u MY BIG SISTER U HAVE GIVEN AN SHOWN ME SO MUCH AN I BLESSED FOR THAT…..

Lacrease Walker girl I love you…you are my sister and friend…I can call you out the blue and your always anxious to hear what I have to say and you give me the alternative thinking… ( ok so let me ask you this) lol and I love it…thank you for inviting me and thank you for being you…you are one if gods rare gems….Allow him to use you baby…

Powerful sis! I totally understand about never being sick or having an affliction and then boom and staying focused to listen to the voice of the Lord instead of people! Awesome, anxiously awaiting the continuation! Love u, Be Blessed!

I learned the hard way quenching your spirit in a period of lack, depression, desperation, debt, lust, heartache and pain, turns you away from GOD as HE sits patiently saying, I AM the answer, I AM the way, the Truth and The LlFE, I AM who I AM.. Yet, we want it when we want and HE takes us through season(spiritual ones will define/ breakdown for you soon) in the flesh. I always new winter, spring, summer and fall. But spiritually we have seasons. When you are so consumed on what the world is offering, you are blinded to what GOD has offered to our spiritual life that we begin to wither away and die on the inside cause the mind to wonder, make it had to accept HIS, correct, HIS promises, HIS will and HIS way. We begin to try and figure out what He means for us by ourselves. I never stopped serving the people, spreading HIS word, but I was no longer applying it to myself. I did what I was suppose to on the outside but in the inside I had to die. I LOST everything, the man I thought I loved and loved me (not GOD choice but mine), the job I had and desired to keep, the house I brought but stopped keeping it up, the cars I stopped paying for,, my grandmother that I loved more than myself and anyone else, My friend because I became different, my family because I had changed. But GOD, slowly I had a wake up call and I’m still working on it today. Will tell you more as your testimony continue. Because I see the spiritual seasons in your test.

Wow taken aback….you made me tear up….thanks for allowing me to be apart of this.

Lacrease Walker i truly understand where your coming from in that place as we speak only being led by the voice of The Lord and trying to stay i his presence so he can lead and when i called you i was led to do so that being said when you was in your human nature side he the Lord sent someone in the spirit to encourage you and to remind you that He The Lord is Faithful, God Bless you and I Love you looking forward to reading more to God be the Glory.

That PRIDE thing can get in the way every time. Try the Spirit by the Spirit…I understand this is your journey but if it had been me with all that I had been though to get to the place God wanted me to be. When obstacles came increase faith followed , isolation and shutting down would not be an option for me. You very well know God uses others as vessels to give you the desires of your heart according to his will.
On my spiritual journey I’m learning to increase the relationship but it’s also important to TRUST him, no I mean truly trust him and his will. Thanks for sharing were you was thinking then. I’m interested to know if you had to do it all over what would be different? Love Monica

This is so uplifting reading your story. You really should consider putting it in a book. Also, you have that personality that when people meet you, you are liked. That is how I felt when I first met you. I told Tasha that you are a “people person” and that you were very outgoing and you had a beautiful spirit about you. Looking forward to reading the posts.

That is great and I am glad you are thinking about it. I truly feel it would help many people that are facing different challenges in life. Reading your posts just confirms that we may make plans but God’s plans are the best. I thought I would be in Texas by now and God said no, I have something better for you and I am trusting him.

Cree you know GOD uses us all to be so that others can become you have always been a writer i remember you trying to get me to pen pal. lol and put that with the encourager you have always been it really shows how faith works im grateful for you test which you pass and are able to deliver a testimony to allow someone to read and be free and deliver in their storms and testimony enjoying being bless by this.now im waiting on your books.
I wish u would have just put this in a book sis, cause I feel like u teasing me with the page a day. Though I must admit that I am enjoying it. I LOVE to curl up at the corner of the sofa and read!!

Hey Zee, God is so awesome, keep up the good work. I love you.

We have helped each other and i can really relate because when im doing bad or going through something i to keep it to myself, i don’t like to ask people for help even when i need it ,and it’s funny how everybody think im so strong and got it together, but baby i have wet my pillow many nights lol!!! And not to mention me getting down on my knees asking for strength and guidance. its making me tear up just think about it. And dang i forgot to blockRubie Phillips Knott lol

You are successful! Just like Miss Renee Bates said. You came through it, and your spirit is intact. I am going to share one of my testimonies here. I’ve shared it on my FB page, and ppl have gotten a lot from it. I’m a survivor of childhood sexual abuse. At one point, I was going to take my life, but God stepped in and began a healing in me that is still going on. I’m still here!!!! I didn’t take my life, and I believe God let me live so that I could share my story to reach other survivors. Here is the link. It’s never too late to start your life over, even if you think your life is not worth living

You’ve been a blessing by sharing your story. We have spoken but this before many times but I will say it again we were going through very similar situations yet we thought we were the only one going through. For those reading who often wonder why I call Cree twin that is one reason. The other is from the very first time we ever laid eyes on each other we connected. She knew what I was thinking without me saying a word and I knew what she was thinking. This happened on our very first time meeting. Cree reminded me that there are no accidents in life. I know this is long but allow me to explain. I met Cree online on a message board. We were on at the same time viewing the same thread and had just gone to the same concert and sat a couple of rows apart. We didn’t meet at the concert but we met online and stayed in touch and she’s been my twin ever since. We don’t see each other often we don’t talk often but I have no doubt that Cree is a true friend and I can talk to her about anything and I have. I share things with her that I’ve never shared with others without hesitation. She’s just that kind of person. Without a doubt it was God who allowed us to cross paths and become “twins”. I know this is long but I want others to know God is amazing and he works in mysterious ways for sure. Keep watching and waiting on Him. Be blessed everyone.
Girl i remember when u said u hear God’s voice like he was sitting right next to u having a conversation, I’m glad u were obedient and listen to him and prayed when u did. I had a similar story to yours I was on my way to walmart on getting on the freeway which I really don’t like to drive this particular morning I was very sleepy, but I got up got dressed warmed up my car and headed off, It was a light snow the kind u don’t see until u see it got on 94 as soon as I got on I spinned all the way on black ice around facing oncoming traffic, I was so scared I said Lord please turn me the right way so I can get to this job, I swear to u the radio station change itself to Jesus will work it out, I turned the car around without any problems then the other cars came flying pass me I eventually got to that job praising his name shaking and all

It was so nice to read your story. I had a bit of the same issues as you when it came to sharing my testimony but What God has shown me and consistently shows me to this day is that sharing your story isn’t about you. Yea, it’s your story but it helps you as well as others who hear. I don’t like giving my testimony because I don’t want people to judge certain people in my story and I also don’t want people to feel pity for me. I also want people to see how God provides in the ways of this world. Cause some people just get so stuck in that all Christians should be poor mentality but if we are all poor and homeless who will help the homeless. I, like you, feel like a story should end with the Blesses of God so that people will see him how I see him. What I think we often miss is we are looking for the material things to be the blessing when the blessing is really those moments of comfort and security that he offered when we were down and without a clue on how to get back up. You may not be in a place that looks blessed to the outside world but the fact that you are closer and more secure in a relationship with the provider of blesses you have no need to worry because knowing him means those blessings are going to follow after you without you even having to try. Thank God, For you and your words I know he will continue to bless you.

Sooo agree be blessing to others connect more with god know in doing so you may lose many friends but will see your true when more you connect .do according to his plan for your life not men he speak to us all in different way no his voice listen thanks for your story Cree love you a much

 

 zz im so blessed by many things you have shared.i relate to some things because i have either been there or are there or maybe going there and it helps to know that someone else can relate.there are 3 kind of ppl in the world and you have describe all of them 1.the one that is going in a storm 2.the one that is in the storm. 3 the one that out of the storm.either way we experience the storm choosing to share your storm and the out come is a choice and you must be confident in where you are in life,i appreciate you for your honestly i remember those events you shared and never knew because you smiled through your pain(reminds me of me)that’s the Virgo in us and it hurts to let ppl know we in need not just of money but everything, You help me to realize things i know it was conformation thanks for sharing and adding me i know it was meant for me to read this.i got up every morning looking for it.lbvs.we have been friends for many years and even when we dont see or talk   

 

I agree you’re story is a success, you learned, grew, and kept going forward. You gave and still are giving hope, education and more to others. You are always helping others, feeding the homeless, helping young girls or just an inspiration for people to know that they are not alone and there is light at the end of the tunnel.  

 

Your life story have so much to do with having faith in God through the difficult challenges along with the good one! Also it show how you have self doubt and fear at some point but you always held on to the faith in God no matter what you were going through! I am learning from your story that sometimes God has to slow us down to see what he has in stored for us whether we like it or not.

 

 I laughed so hard!!! I was at work, Lacrease, and the lady next to me HAD to ask what I was laughing so hard about! Yeah, you were heated   I read all 4 parts today, and I’m so blown away! I can relate to what you went through, too.

 

Every living cell in my body wants to move to LA. I went there to try to find a job, and NOTHING came of it. I stayed there about a month, and then came on back home. I figured it just wasn’t the right time.
I got a job here at a doctors’ office, and for the most part, I’m happy here. There is always that nagging about wanting to go back to LA, though. Every time I think about going back, I hear something (God) say don’t leave before the miracle. So I stay. I have no idea what I’m waiting for, but that voice is loud and clear about staying here. I despise Cincinnati, but that voice is unmistakable!
And I don’t know if you knew this or not, but about 9 years ago, I lost everything I owned in an apt fire. At the time of the fire, I thought it was the worst thing that could have ever happened to me. I was wrong. It ended up being a blessing in disguise for me. I disobeyed God before, and I so paid for it! So I am soooo there with you when you’re telling your testimony! So there! I used to think that the fire was just a fire. But I realize since I didn’t obey God, it was really like an eviction! A holy eviction LOL!
You keep listening to Him. You know He’s not going to steer you wrong. I love your relationship with God. It really gives me pause, and makes me stop to listen to Him. When I think about your story, I hear my story as well. Thank you so much for sharing this with us all. You have no idea how many ppl you are going to touch with your story.

 

 I am so intrigued by this story…as much as you write I still hate when it ends…can’t wait for part 5..

 

 

 

yes you two have truly blessed me to beable to just share more and to look deeper within me and rewrite the contents within me instead of just living and letting people read the cover. you know the saying “that you can’t judge a book by its cover” from this day forward i will be writing i was always told to do so . God Bless you Ladies. World Changers

 

 

The Bible talks about God preparing a table in the presence of our enemies. I don’t expect them to say a lot of nice things about me, but they are there. Watch me eat.-Tyler Perry

A taste of a story I wrote 12 years ago…..

Last night I was going over some of my things. And came across this story I had written over 12 years ago. I laughed. I can tell that I have really grown from the time I had written it. The only things I had to change was the cursing in it. Oooo weee there was a lot. LOL This gurl can go <~~~ pointing at myself. LOL I will share a piece of it.

 

Time was flying by. In March, I planned us a trip to Atlanta. Me- Martez, Na- Tony,  Gloria- Dartanion. The weather was perfect. We went to the Underground, we ( the girls) were spending a lot of money. The guys called themselves trying to diss us they just didn’t know we wanted to do our own thang too. We drove in 2 trucks, Na and Tony rented a Jeep Grand Cherokee, Martez and I drove his Navigator but we had luggage in Na’s truck. Gloria and Dartanion rode with us. Before they tried to leave us we made sure they checked in the keys to one of the trucks.When they got up to hang out, we did too. Martez was clowing. He goes to the truck opens up the door, and some how his foot missed the board  and slipped under the truck. I thought my stomach was going to cave in. Gloria, was screaming hollering so loud she couldn’t walk. Na, poe thang I thought my sister was going to have to be taken out in a stretcher she was laughing so hard.

 

 Martez went in and changed clothes. Later on that night about 9:15, they returned to the hotel, then 10 minutes later we did too.  We all planned to go out, but while they were out they came up with this little game to play. They said lets all go out tonight, the men in one truck, and yall in another. We’re going to pretend that we don’t know each other, and see who mate is more jealous. There can be no kissing, touching, or giving out real phone numbers. I was tickled to death to hear this coming from Martez, cause he knows he can be jealous. Me and Na was like Hell Yeah, let’s do this!! Gloria, told DarTanion in her meanest voice………. don’t let me have to drag none of those wig wearing heffas out of the club. Me and Na was cracking up. We all agreed!!! They put on their clothes and it was ON! We all wore dresses. They had on gator shoes, FRESH FADES, and Cologne. We all kissed, and said let the “macking begin”.

 

We walked in the club, we sat at one table, and they sat across at another. This guy came over to the table, and said would you like to dance? I couldn’t see his eyes because he had on shades, so I said are you talking to me? He smiled and said Yes. I said sure!!! I looked ova at Martez, and winked my eye. We danced and danced. He was whispering in my ears, spitting and ish. After 2 songs, we went  to my table, but on the way back, I looked ova at Martez and some cute gurl was in his face. Showing her all his pretty white teeth.  She was real cute too.I was jealous a little bit… aint gon lie. I looked ova at him, he knew I was looking, but it wouldn’t look my way. But I stayed in the game. After homeboy bought us a drink I dissed him. Na and Gloria got up to go to the restroom, but on the way, these 2 guys asked them to dance. They were on the floor throwing breast and behind everywhere. Tony looked like a dragon with red eyes, poor Dartanion, I wanted to pull put a broom and dust pan and sweep up his lips. I looked ova at Martez, and just as I caught his eye, I got up and asked this guy who was staring at me, to dance. Just then Martez and the cute gurl, got up to dance. I made sure I was near them on the dance floor. Me and him kept looking at each other. Just then, I reached ova and whispered to the gurl………. excuse me, but you have something red on the back of your dress. I made sure Martez read my lips. She leaned in and told Martez something, and ran to the bathroom. He smiled at me, like yeaaaaaa you got one up on me Cree, and went and sat down. I was laughing. It was dissing time. I told the guy I was dancing with, that I was tired. He asked for my number, I have him the wrong one and Thanked him for the dance. As I’m walking back to the table, I see Glo and Na Maddddddddddd. I’m saying to myself, somebody is jealous and can’t take it. I walked up to them and asked “whats wrong”? They said Look…. So, I turned around and all of them was buying these 3 boney country bunking chicks, some chicken wings, fries and drinks. Gloria, says “Oh no they aint spending our trip money on these boney witches”! I cracked up. Na  said I can’t wait until tonight when Tony ask me for some, I’m going to tell him to tell “chicken wang thang, to give you some. I knew then I had to give them a motivational talk. These gurls were getting upset. I said look yall, it’s just a game. Na, you are married, Gloria you are engaged. None of you have issues with your men cheating, just enjoy the game. It’s just fun, don’t take it seriously. I would never agree to this, if we were having issues along these lines. They agreed and remembered how truly blessed they are.

 

The men were at the table eating, and talking to the women having a ball. They couldn’t stop looking at us laughing in their own way. We pulled ourselves together, and left the table. I went up to the DJ booth, and asked him could we introduce ourselves because we were from Detroit. They were geeked like… yea…. sure. I grabbed the mike and said….. May I have everyone attention please? I said my name is Cree, this is Gloria, and my Sister Na. We’re from Detroit, and we need 3 nice men to show us how Atlanta do it. Dartanion , Tony, and Martez was SICK!!! All the men were dancing with us. We had the dance floor sewed up!

 

Martez, Tony and Dartanion, dissed those other gurls.  Next thing we knew, they got them another set. This time they were real pretty. I guess after we showed them we aint no joke, they decided to move up in the world. They danced with these chicks for a long time, by this time we were watching them dance. Tony was just a smiling in this gurls face, Martez was too. Dartanion was sweating up a storm, him and his gurl were throwing down on the floor. The ladies had on some sharp Coogie dresses too. They all were designed differently, but they wore the same color. Gloria, smiled and them grabbed one of the guys standing next to her, got on the floor and whispered to Dartanion… don’t get that Yellow heffa bust-up!!! He was smiling from ear to ear. By the look on her face, I knew she was threatening him. So, me and Na got on the floor with these guys, and I had to make sure I was near Tony, when I said I hope she don’t make him fall over her Titanic shoes. Na was hollering. Then Gloria said. “I hope hefty hips don’t put a hole in Martez side”. We were cracking up, embarrassing them on the dance floor.

 

After the song was over, the gurls went into the bathroom. And guess what? We did too!!! The guys were looking at us whispering, “yall can’t do that, yall cheating, yall cheating…. don’t go in their saying anything to them”. Gloria turned around,  looked at them, but kept walking saying…………. yeah WHATEVA!!!! We all went to the mirror to put on make up, when one of the ladies said “that guy Martez is fine”. I’d love to do him, his teeth are so pretty, they look like Pearls. I didn’t say a word. Saying to myself ” keep talking”. Her friend was like yeah that guy Tony own his own heating and cooling business, Ill heat that azz in the winter and cool him off in the summer. They were cracking up, high fiving each other. The last gurl said “the  cute guy in the gray and white Darsomething” he has big loot, he’s from Memphis. Gloria, made this sarcastic outburst laugh. Then she turned to the ladies and said ” are yall talking about the 3 guys that yall were dancing with? They were like yeaa, yeaa. Gloria said, this morning we went to the grocery store and we saw those same 3 guys. One was on the cash register, one was working in the Deli, and that guy Martez was packing the groceries, putting them in the customers cart. The gurl with the Titanic shoes said to the one gurl, didnt Martez tell you that he was an Engineer at Ford, in Detroit? She was like yeaaaah that lying dog!!! We were all laughing. So, Na said, they remember us, that’s why we didn’t dance with them, they aint nothing but busters.! I told the ladies, let’s all 6 of us should go out and make them buy us drinks. Everybody agreed.

 

We all went out walking to our table, they were looking at us like …….. we know they didn’t make friends with them. So one of the gurls called Tony over to the table, and ask him to tell his friends to come sit with us. They came like FOOLS! We told the gurls my name is Lisa, Na was Monica, and Gloria was Dominick. They all bought us drinks. They knew we were up to something, but they didnt know what. Out the blue one of the ladies said to  Dartanion, you look like this guy who work in the market down the street from me. Dartanion said Naw, I work at a plant in Detroit. I popped my lips like………. Ummm. Martez burst out and said…… Cree you being fake? I said  Excuse me……who is Cree? Tony said “londa ( Na) yall cheated we won”! So then they all kept saying, yall cheating, yall cheated. We sat there kept denying we knew them in from of the ladies, cracking up at the same time. So Martez said, ” Oh yall wanna play? Yall wanna play? Why they all went in their wallets and pulled out photos of us, and show it to the ladies. We were so embarrassed. We just got up  from the table and started walking out to the truck, laughing. The ladies got up too, walking saying them heffas lied to us, they lied, they knew them all the time. Our boos were walking behind us saying, Naw what? Naw what? Yall cheated and we won, yall jealous!!! We all laughed and jumped into our trucks and went back to the hotel. We talked about this every time we get together.

 

More to come tomorrow.

 

 

 

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