Thank you Lord for everything. I LOVE MUSIC!
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“Aint no Mountain”
 Sitting here thinking……….. Listening to Rick James…. When Love is gone. Deep song, many don’t know anything about it. Deep….
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I’ve had plenty and many days to clear my head. But one thing leaves me ANGRY. And I’m carrying it from one day to the next, and I don’t like the way its making me feel. I know that I’m going to have to go to a deep place to shake this feeling. I have too, it’s the only way its going to work for me.
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Here is one of my FAVORITE YOUTUBE VIDEOS EVER!!! SEE/FEEL THE CHEMISTRY. OOOOOOO WEEEEEEEE SMH 😉
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I would love to see Taraji P. Henson play her in a movie!!! Love it!
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Imagine Me…..
Thank you Lord for today. For waking me up and for loving me. For looking out for me, for caring for me and all that I do. I thought that I was done crying……..there’s more. I care and worry about everyone but myself sometimes. I have to make sure everyone is okay, but when it comes to LaCrease, I think that I have everything under control…… but I don’t. Oh the tears that flow. I just need to step back and be humble. Be quiet sometimes… listen… Yep, friend you’re right, I let Emotions take over me. I need to slow down….. .
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One of the desires of my heart God gave …….. still pushing it away. Praying it returns …..again………..again…. again. Lord, work with me to get MYSELFÂ together. Let me Listen and do your Will. Humble me….. show me when I’m wrong. Allow me to just listen. LISTENÂ ! LISTEN! I hear you calling, my mind is distracted. Im going to get it together, because I WANT TOO, I NEED TOO. Lord, help me.
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Back to Eden
Today was a better day.
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My mind is starting to clear out. I worked today for a while by myself, and that worked for me. I try to mean well in everything. I love to be upfront and easy to talk with. I found out, that when I don’t have control of something, I lose it. Let my Sisters tell it….. I’m something else. Each day… I’m learning something NEW. OuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOuOu ( as Neisha say)
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Over the weekend our store manager got demoted and sent to another store to avoid humiliation. I feel bad for him. When I first started there, I was told that our store was the worst store to work in as far as customers. In my mind I was like….. I can handle these people. Baaaaaaby when I got there, it was something else. But you know, I learned a lot from working with the public. How to deal with different personalities, on the spot issues, behaviours, people with disabilities, doe doe birds, all types of people. We see all kinds, and I like that. I’m definitely looking forward to my next assignment. I use to get attached to my jobs, and people, but I can move on from them both Praise God.
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I lost a total of 9 lbs yeaaaaaa meeee!!! If only I can stay consistant! For me its water, and working out. Water, water , water. Well, Im about to take a nice bath, and think!! Its a good thing my thoughts, are my thoughts, and they are LOCKED IN MY HEAD!Â
Good Night!
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I use to wake up every morning and read this. I kept it at my bedside. I read it Faithfully. I printed it out again , and Im going to start back reading it. This is one of my favorite Scriptures.
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Psalm 121Â (New International Version)
Psalm 121
A song of ascents.
 1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
      where does my help come from?
 2 My help comes from the LORD,
      the Maker of heaven and earth.
 3 He will not let your foot slip—
      he who watches over you will not slumber;
 4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
      will neither slumber nor sleep.
 5 The LORD watches over you—
      the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
 6 the sun will not harm you by day,
      nor the moon by night.
 7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
      he will watch over your life;
 8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
      both now and forevermore.
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Inside the mind of cree 