This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it. Psalm 118:24
Have you ever just felt like are not doing what you are suppose to be in your life? Its like you don\’t have any motivation and no drive. Well, that\’s how I\’ve been feeling lately. I haven\’t been up to doing anything with my gurls group. Maybe I have been selfish and have been spending too much time with myself, trying to do things and plan things for myself.
But you know what? Yesterday as I got into my sisters truck to go to dinner , so said this is a word from God. She said you better get back on track with your gurls, you have been cancelling meetings, not being focused, and since he has been blessing you financially, you haven\’t had a meeting since. And I\’m like WHAT HE TOLD YOU THAT? And she said yes. I knew he did. Cause I know my daddy. When he cant get through to my thick head, he will go through somebody who doesn\’t know that I\’m already feeling that same way. It kinda took me out of my square for a mintue cause its true. I needed that, and to regroup myself and fast!
Today I bought a book by Joyce Meyer called Woman to Woman (Candid Conversations from Me to You). I have already started on it, and it seems like a good book. I need some ump in my life right about now. My life is into these gurls…….PERIOD! And no matter what I buy and have bought in these last few months, seem as if I\’m still missing something. Still not happy. I know that I won\’t be here in this state long………….JUST AINT ME. But in the meantime, I needed some witness as to just what God is about to do through and for me. Teens are my life, if I\’m not doing things with them, I am not happy. Its like God planted this chip inside of me at birth, and I need to do things that is associated with kids. I feel so off balanced when I\’m not.
Oh……….. don\’t think Lacrease is the woman to lie in this bed for a long time, cause it aint gonna happen. I\’m in my last days on this stuff. I\’m getting up outta this bed………………………IN JESUS NAME.