* Chic Chemistry*

Hey Peeps!

My numbers are flying high on the counter and I\’m loving it, at least somebody enjoys sharing this crazy mind of mines.

This is Chemistry week for me. And I\’m just loving and playing that Tammi Terrell and Marvin Gaye song over and over and over again * in my last entry*. I love a couple with great chemistry. So guess what I found surfing the web? Many, many photo shots of Taraji and Tyler. They look soooooo cute together….OMG. Even though its for the movie, they look good!! Hmmmm I wonder if she\’s single. He\’s my boy and she\’s my gurl. I love the photos.

Work was cool today. I had a headache, just trying to make it through the day and I did. Thank you Jesus for that. When I got home my sister was here, and then my other sister came over and we watch Biography it was good.

As you may know today was my first day trying this weight loss thingy again. I started exercising yesterday, and did good. Today I did the same ones, I\’m keeping track of them. I drank 40 oz of water and I ate breakfast. Eating breakfast is a biggie for me. I hate eating early in the morning. But its not that bad I see. I was working and zoning out thinking about myself. I\’m 41 and people look at me thinking I\’m 27. While I love that…….this weight is killing me. I have the *bomb shape* under this fat, and I want it back. There is no reason for me to be this over weight. I\’m sick and tired of it. I have to give up what I love most and sacrifice. I do good drinking a lot of water, and also walking which is my favorite thing to do. I love to walk. I walked the Brooklyn Bridge when I went to New York with some friends. The whole Bridge!! Yeah tell me I ain\’t a bad sista! So that\’s where I am right now in my life. If I post some photos of me at 27 yall would be like NAW, NAW CREE tell me you didn\’t gain that much weight? And the tripped out part about it is, my waist is soooo small. And then comes all these thighs. lol. You can set a plate of dishes on this behind and it won\’t fall off!! Lord help me. LOL Imma get it together. My legs are sore for working out tonight. Tomorrow I\’m going to do them just before work. I\’m trying to change the way I think. I can get into a mode and do things that way for a long time. Dr. Phil said changing the way you think is one of his keys. So guess what I did tonight before coming home? I shopped around Walmart and bought some of the things I need like mouthwash, toothpaste, smell goods . Well, I switched up and bought new fragrances. Yall should have seen me wanting to put them back and get what I normally get. But I didn\’t, and I\’m so happy. That\’s a start for me. Somebody pray for my strength and will power to lose this weight. If I can get up the nerve to post a video of myself I will. I know for sure that when I lose it, I am going to wish I did show footage. Keep me in your prayers okay?

The song below is one of my excercise songs. Its # 33 on my iPod

Well, I gotta punch a clock tomorrow. Good Night!

Cree