And were moving right along!

I have one thing to say about today………..And I\’m moving right along!

Tuesday is almost here y\’all. I\’m just so excited Mr. Obama will be our first Black President. I know I\’m going to cry like a baby. I don\’t want to miss any festivities. BET is going to be on jam, so I gotta watch that. I\’m off work that day, and I\’m going to make a nice dinner and some deserts. I keep thinking about it, and I have to switch my thoughts, because this feeling is so wonderful. My Church is going to Washington next week. I would have love to went, but I think my chances are better on TV because of all the people who are going to be there. So I\’m good.

Dr. Martin Luther King has been on my mind too. I wish he could wake up just for that day, and then go back to his sleep. I love that man. I go to youtube and watch all his clips. When I was in ATL back in July, we went to the Museum, and I bought lots of stuff back. I wanted to buy this big book of nothing but history and photos, but didn\’t. So I went on line and as soon as I can get a hold of some extra money It\’s mines!

Today work was slow . Me and my coworker was standing around talking just as she was going on her break. While on her break she went to sit down in Subway and used her phone. Next thing we knew she let out these piercing screams that I never in my life want to hear again.They were loud and moanish. Oh God, that did something to me. We all looked around like who is that crying? Then she hit the floor, she had gotten a phone call that her aunt had passed away. Hearing her cry like that, make me cry and then I couldn\’t stop. I was just talking to her. I felt so bad, my eyes were so red, my heart went out to her. So I\’m asking that you all pray for her and her family. Her name is Leanna.

Sometimes I think back on my life and wonder what it would have been like to get married and THEN have children. I was so ignorant and so immature. I thought was bad. I was a lovable person, but evil as all out doors. I think I was just angry about life and didn\’t know how to handle things in a Godly manner. I want to be married now because I am willing to work at being with the person I love. My best friend and sister tell me all the time that its hard hard work. And when they both get frustrated with their husbands, they come to me. Because they know I\’m going to tell them the truth and redirect them back to HOME. My sister has been married for 14 years and my best friend for 12 years, and they really do love their husbands. But there is one problem that the 2 wives share. Their husbands spend too much time at work.

My sister husband have his own business * heating and cooling*, and my best friends husband is on the rode and home only about 8 days out of the month. And boy, boy, boy these men don\’t understand MY ROLE as a best friend and sister to these women. Some stuff I wont DARE share, but please believe, these men are one step away from * separation*. Of course these loving men want to make a good life for their families, and they are doing a great job at it, but it really is a serious matter when your husband is away, and every time you step out the house, you hear car horns blowing at you.

And see my best friend had to put me in her shoes, cause I look at it this way. As long as you have a husband who don\’t talk down on you, beat you, dog you, disrespect you, then you have it made. But I guess what since does it make to be married when you don\’t get a chance to see them and be with them as you like. So I looked at it this way, pray for your husbands. Pray that God change the situation. Don\’t just give up on it, pray about it, work on it. And what I\’m about to say my sound *weird* but its true. I live through them. When they call me and want to talk, I\’m alwayssssss available. But at the same time I need them to work it out. I need them to get through this. I\’m single and these may be some same issues I may go through. So I need them to make it happen * is that selfish*? I\’m happy through them. I LOVE their relationship with their husbands. And as long as they come to me…….. I\’m going to ship them right back to reality.

I read that they kick my gurl Deshawn Snow off the ATL Housewives. Ain\’t that something? Just because she ain\’t into gossiping and being messy. Everybody ain\’t into that mess. I don\’t like gossip and mess. I will cut you off, like a drunk in traffic. So if she\’s off the show because of that reason, then if I was the other Housewives, I would feel stupid. Cause that\’s saying……….she gotta go but ahm ahmmmmm……………… yall can stay. WOW!!!

Yesterday on my day off, I was on the horn* phone* making some serious calls. These people keep calling my cell phone for some guy about his bill. Then I ordered some things off line, and they charge me for it when I canceled it. Me and this lady * black* was going head up. She was trying to explain to me that it was canceled and that I had to wait a few more days before it could show up on my credit card statement. I said gurllllllll, its gone be another week if I do that. She was getting with me too * hehehe*. She kept saying it was on hold, not CHARGE. I said gurlllllllllllllllll if you say * hold* again!!!. I said if I had $300.00 on my card, and my cancelled order was $ 50.00 if it was on HOLD, then why does it say my balance is $250.00? We went back and forth. Then finally I got tired, this lady was budging. LOL WE made friends and talked with some sense, laughed at ourselves, and then hung up. Today I checked my account and it was FINALLY put back on my card.

Then…………….

UPS comes and deliver this outfit I bought on line. I opens it up, tried it on and it didn\’t fit. I\’m saying to myself dang………….what else Credog? So yall know I\’m mad right? Then I start doing my exercises really tough then. I\’m on my 4th day of exercises and I\’m pissed about that cute outfit. Then guess what? I start having these clouds on the top of my head of me eating some chocolate cake? Ain\’t that *tweak mode* thoughts? Huh! Here I have at least 45 outfits and cant wear nothing!!! Huh Jesus come down here and help your gurl.

I cant wait to get back like this~~~~~>

Under this weight is the real Lacrease, and there is so much of me to learn about.

Well, let me get off here, so that I can be ready for work tomorrow and get ready for my big weekend with the Pistons!!!

Be Blessed

Cree