Lacrease’s Ramblings…….

Hey!!

What’s going on. Its late and here I am up blogging. I came home from work today and took me a long nap, I was so tired and so sleepy. I knew that I would be up late tonight, and its just 2:00 am. Oh well, Imma still be up for service in the morning.

Can’t wait for my vacation next month. I need a break from work. I sure wish it was like school….you can take a few months off and collect 75% of your earnings, that would be so cool. But its not like that so…….gotta go to work until vacation time has arrived.

Today I laid across the couch and watched Tyler Perry’s Why did I get Married on HBO, or Showtime. That Tyler had me cracking up at the end when they all met back up after Jill Scott Character had gotten married. Tyler was standing there laughing and teasing Richard about her working out to lose weight. LOL Tyler know he was instagating that part. lol I was laughing so hard, his facial expressions was so funny to me. But the part I would have been mad on is when his wife came into his apartment while his * assistant* was there helping him put things up. He told his wife that she * the assistant* was pregant with twins, OH MY Goodness, I would have passed out and had a fit. That was a joke, but it had me going. I dunnno if I can deal with that, but then again if you really love someone like you say you do, then you may be willing to work things out. That was scary, Im glad he was playing. Why was the assistant over there anyway? And another part had me * itching*……..is when Diane came in late for his Birthday and she said…… Terry Im sorry for being late, I forgot,……. and he replied with this……… you remeber what you want to love. Ughhhhhh I hated that. Ugh….. He said it like………its okay I’m use to this with you, its all about you, I have my assistant who remebers my BD and help out with OUR CHILD,  its okay….Im already over it. Ughhh that part burned me up. His facial expressions especially. I would be like ummmmmm she gotta go before we discuss things thats going on in this house. LOL That movie was good, its one of my favorites from Tyler.

Tyler Perry, Jill Scott, and Janet Jackson Wonder Why Did I Get Married?I can’t wait for Why did I get married 2. I love when Tyler has this certain look to his sexyness. I love when his mustage is around his mouthImage: Tyler Perryand its cut thin. And Tyler please don’t lose no weight for this role, cause you look sexy thick. I stay on my brother about this same thing, yes you can be healthy, yes you have a little stomach, but as you get older you can’t look like a little bitty stick man. Thats crazy!!

As some of you know I really love and enjoy talking to kids. They are so interesting and very smart. When they’re young, they’re at the stage where they are learning they don’t forget anything. I was working today and this kid was talking to me * I swear I’m a magnet with them* and he said that his mom don’t remember anything. And this really puzzled him because he couldn’t understand why he could remember and she couldn’t. I explained to him that he’s at the age where he NEEDS to remember. He wants to remember, he has a young * computer* in his head that NEEDS to store information, Where you have your mom who is older and has already learned what you’re learning, and its not AS important for her to remember as it is for you. Immediatelyhe got it. I beleive that kids/teens only get upset and cry when they don’t understand something. Thats why I stress to my co workers and my friends that its important to take the tine to explain things to their kids. When you talk and scream at them, they don’t receive it and look at it as being against them. For example. Today I asked this young boy, why is it that when kids come to the store they want toys and candy? I said to him do you understand that its OKAY if you dont get what you want sometimes? I said I want a truck, but its OKAY if I can’t have it right now today, but one day I know that Im going to drive one. He understood his own situation when I explained mines to him. See kids need to hear their issue, hear an example of yours in a sentence, and then explain to them that its okay if things cant take place right now this mintue. Even if they don’t want to hear it, they still understand what youre saying, and its very important. 100_2788

 

 

 

 

Where are the good men? I wish one would come my way!!! Tonight I had a headache, threw on some jeans, I had my shoes all hanging off, looking a MEDIATAKEOUT mess, and this guy was getting out of his car when I was getting out of mines, shouted heyyyyyyyyyy you, I like what I see!! I turns around and give him one of my smiles, crewig

 

 

 

And walks into the store. He comes in right behind me flying………. lol He walks up to me and starts hugging me, and I have my credit card and my Licenses in my hand, at first Im thinking he was trying ease it out of my hand, but he was telling to put it away because he wanted to pay for my head ache medicine. He told the guy, hey I got hers and give me $10.00 on pump such and such. I said noooooo, I’ll pay for it, he insisted and so it was. But then when that was over and I was walking out of the store, he asked where was my man? I said at home…………….. knowing I was lying. He wasnt my type but he was a nice guy. The point Im making is, I dont want to feel obligated to him just because he offered and paid for my item. Just like when Im speaking to men in at work, I don’t  want then feel just because Im friendly, or they’re fione *lol* that they should ask me for their phone number. Im a Virgo, I wont just jump out at anybody.

I did me a solo today after work and went to Dairy Queen. But as I was getting in my car, I looked over at my moms glasses that were in the car, and say all this fat and always had a fit. Still driving to the Dairy Queen. I just don’t know what to say about myself and food. I just love it, dunno why I can’t eat a little here and a little there, I just got to eat the whole thing and it drives me crazy.

Im sleepy on my way to bed, rambling I know, Good Night! Cree

De JaVu

Hey Good People,
 
Guess I’m liking this new * house* of mines. Weblog. Sitting here listening to Dionne Warwick DeJaVu……….. I love this song so much. Its # 34 in my Ipod. Its very soft and melow. songs like this takes me to places that’s not even on the map. Music that soothes me puts me in a mood that’s chilled all the way out. Check out these verse.
 
This is insane
All you did was say hello
Speak my name
Feeling your love
Like a love I used to know
Long ago.

How can it be
You’re a different space and time
Come to me.
Feel like I’m home
In a place I used to know
Long ago
Deja vu –
Could you be the dream that I once knew
Is it you
Deja vu –
Could you be the dream that might come true
Shining through

 

Photo by Neishia
Photo by Neishia

 
 
Today I made up my mind that I wasn’t going to try and do God’s job. I think too much and it hinders MY job, and what I’m suppose to be doing. I’m always trying to * help* someone, and like my dad said to me a few days ago, you want people to look at things YOUR way. Maybe its true, maybe I do try to get people to see things my way. It could be the smallest thing, and I’ll do that.
 
I sat down on my couch today and I asked myself that question, and I already know why I do that. I can see things before they happen. I always hated this gift growing up cause I would tell people stuff and they didn’t believe me. I didn’t know why I knew these things, but I did. Never knew it was a gift just couldn’t understand why people couldn’t see what I saw. I felt that we are all people, and why me? I can saw to someone, if you don’t stop talking bad about your child’s father to them, when they get older they will be mad at you and cling to them. The child will grow up and do just that………..then this same person who didn’t listen to me, would come BACK  years later and ask me to repeat it and then  help them. And yes it would bother me, cause I told them in the first place. I’m stuck at dealing with that. Its like I don’t even want to be bothered. I don’t want to be like that, because I feel that I’m pleasing myself, and not God. God would want me to gladly talk to them and help them because I do have insight. Who ever is reading this, its a very powerful gift and its something not to be taken lightly. I’m learning how to control my feelings when things backfire for the people I warned. Cause I know god warned me about a lot of things, but he’s still my friend, he still loves me and he still strap me with this gift.
 
I remember having this gift so strong, that I told him * yes God* to take it from me. I sure did. Didn’t want the gift because I didn’t fit in with others, I saw things but they didn’t. They said I was crazy, so I told God, take it back…..I don’t want it. Why hang with people who don’t see what I see. What a childish mind I had. lol When I got older and got more into the word I realized it was a gift and that I wanted it back. It seems to get stronger, and I know that I’m different. I know this. I have accepted the fact and I’m loving it. I need to control my feelings, and thoughts…like now!! lol
 
Anyway………. lol On to something happy. I’m sitting here watching the Tweets between Tamika Ushers wife and some fan. These people are crazy!!! Some of the things that come out of them……those celeb don’t have to let people into their lives, and some fans just go to far. There are a lot of positive tweets that hit the air waves, especially Rev Run, Tyrese, Diddy, Oprah, Shonnie and Shaq, I love their tweets and they show lots of photos. Its an outlet for promotion too. Tyrese stay on the grind for his new movie Transformers. He is soooooo cool too.
 
Tomorrow after work I’m going to get some more pickles and MORE candy for the gurls. We are going to go higher in sales next week!!! I have a vision so big for them, its crazy!!! When we are done with this sale we aren’t going to have to pay for anything except the trip TO CEDARPOINTE. They will have meal tickets and T-shirts lol..FREE That’s my goal for them. So I’m talking about making @ least $330.00 before August 22, 2009!!! Next year I want us to go to Disney World Florida!!! I’ve been 2 times, and Neisha has been 3 times. We loved it and I want the gurls to travel. I want them to go places you cant sit on the porch all your life. You gotta get around and travel the world. So, I have already started that process……….well see what happens.
 
Im gone to bed gotta be at work @ 9. Yea, Im pushing it. lol
 

Im back!!!

I always knew I was a different kinda person. But since I’m older I really know its true. I have so much empathy that sometimes, I have too much hope for people. In one of me and my dad’s * debates* he told me that I want him to think like me. I have to remember that people are not like me and I’m not like them. All I want is for everyone to get along and be cool, no matter how much they don’t agree. Sometimes I just want to go off and be the mean person I use to be back in the day, people try to push you to that limit. But I wish I would go that way. Nope came too far. I can be a person who wants to be your friend, and I can be a person who never wants to see you or talk to you again. I just hate to pull that side out of me. Anyway……… no more dark alleys…I’m moving forward.

Maxwell’s CD comes out July 7, 2009. I can’t wait. I’m a member of his Fan Forum called MFF * Maxwell’s Fan Forum*, and I really LOVE that group because they are so positive and so together. OMGoodness if I could let everyone see the love they show for him. One of the ladies won a trip to the Essence Festival, and needed airfare and little things like that. So the founder of the group posted that we should all get together and send her money so that she can have extra and personal items. Yall should have seen all the love we showed her. She set up a pay pal account and people started sending her money. Next thing we knew, she had enough money in her account and she posted okay, I got the money, I’m good. People were still sending her money. So when I get paid next week, I’m going to send her something because I’m if it was me going to that show………..and Anita Baker is on the ticket, I would want all the help I can get. When those Tyler Perry plays were coming to town and I needed cash for a ticket until pay day, especially if tickets go on sale on the opposite pay week, shooooooooooe I was hit!!! But I have people in my life that wants to help me, they know how bad I want to go. So now its my time to help somebody. I really love and adore my Maxwell and Anita Baker family they really love and admire the artist without others trying to make it more than what it is. I wish everyday that I have ride or die Tyler Perry fans but I don’t so I wont even go into that.

For Anita Baker’s concert we ordered her a award its so nice!!! WE are going to present it to her on stage on July 31 when all my Anita Baker friends from on line come together. There are sooo many of them coming to Detroit. These are real fans and see I really love them. They don’t take no mess as far as people talking about their personal life, which I really love that part. Its all about the artist!!!

I called all my Raisingurls up today and told them how much we made, they want to do it again after our meeting in 2 weeks. We are going to work heavy on the first 15 books of the bible. I’m not playing either, in our notes I told that they I am serious about them learning the books. We not going to Cedarpointe to have fun and they not know anything. I’m going to make out some rules for the trip too, because I want everyone on their best behaviour. I upgraded my bus to a 57 passenger instead of a 33. Plus this one has a bathroom. Even if I don’t see all the seats, the cost will cover those empty.

Cree
Cree

I went to see Star Trek with my mother and Neisha, it was really good. I never watched it as a kid, I would be like Ugh that’s old peoples show. lol Only reason why I went to see it this time was because Tyler Perry was in it. Looking good too…..Dayum!  But ummm * clears throat* it was really, really good, and I’m even going to go back and watch some of the real shows. My mom came home and did just that. lol J.J. Abrams did a great job of casting Tyler because he knows Ty pulls in his own $62 million PLUS!LOL oops But baby just wait till Sep 11 gets here, no movie wants to go up against Tyler’s unless its a movie that’s low budget and is just looking for viewers more so than money. Lions-gate will have the movies blocked off that weekend. lol Its funny too cause all they want to see is how well Tyler will do against the other movies he made. People be killing me. I laugh.

I am so addicted to Twitter. That’s where all the Celebs hang out. I enjoy reading the tweets  to see whats going on with them. They are funny especially Tyrese, and Souljaboytellem. lol My screen name is MsVirgoCree mines is set for privacy, so many whackos on line gesshhhhh. Beyonce Sister Solange be having me laughing hard. She is so funny, so is Lil Mo and Tamika Raymond…Ushers wive. Hey…… wonder where is Demi. haven’t seen her twitting lately. Hmmm.

Well, I’m about to close up shop and go to bed. Got lots of planning for the gurls in a few weeks, those days go by so fast. Yesterday I told them to all take out their cell phones and exchange numbers with each other because they need to communicate with each other outside of this group. I cant wait to get their shirts. Oh wait, did I post a photo of their shirts for CEDARPOINTE? I don’t think I did. Aiight here it is.

This is the shirt in white, but we are wearing our group colors……Purple and White…………if they show up right.

*Raisingurls To Women* T-Shirts for Cedarpointe!
*Raisingurls To Women* T-Shirts for Cedarpointe!

This is why we must raise money. I don’t want my gurls to pay for their shirts at all… PERIOD. I want them to say that they worked hard for it by selling candy * in front of my home ONLY* . This way they only have to pay for their seat on the bus/admission into the park. And if we have enough for out T-shirts, then we can work on our meal tickets. See to eat @ Cedarpointe its cost $$$$$$$. And I don’t want my gurls paying that much. So when I called the park they told me that if I can gather up 15 or more people, then we can buy meal tickets to eat anytime we want to either The Hamburger/Fry eatery, the Hotdog, chicken fingers * the best I heard*, pizza station, or sandwich stand. And also they can buy wrist bands for $6.00 to drink all the POP they want at MOST of the fountain stands. I heard one cup of pop will cost you $3.00, this way we can pay $6.00 and drink all day. So I gotta run that by them as well. We have a lot of work today before we go on our trip. I think I’m going to let them have a sale once a month so that we can get this money up for this trip. I can remember going places with my friends family and asking….can you buy me this and that I ran out of money? So, I already know I gotta take enough money so that  * no child is left behind*. I don’t want none of my kids being without….. not while I’m there.

OK, guys I’m gone to bed…its late, late late.

Lacrease

Small talk….

Hey,
 
Whelp, I went to my yahoo 360 account and read that it will be shutting down for good at the end of this month. I had to import all my 360 blog entries over to this site. I’m really going to miss it ova there, but I’m glad they did warn me first. So we’ll see how things turn out over here.
 
Yesterday Raisingurls had our first FundRaiser it was kinda cool outside, but we made $89.00 selling chips, pickles, juices, popsicles and candy bags. We still about $40.00 left to sell. We did good, and I’m so proud of the gurls. My mother, friend Gloria, Margarette all sat outside laughed and talked with the gurls. My gurls are good gurls too. Next meeting we are going to get into the real heavy stuff as far as working on the insides of ourselves. Our topic for next week will be Communication.
 
Im going to close for this minute, Ill be back later on tonight.
Lacrease
 


Yahoo 360 is moving, now Im here!

Yep, seems like yahoo 360 had left, thats cool, so now Im here to blog.

Yahoo 360 had left and now Lacrease is here to stay. Tonight the NBA Finals are on and I am so there watching. See you think youre reading something from me but really youre not.
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