Me time is Cree time!! Crees Blog
Good Sunday Morning 🙂 Thank you Lord for waking me up this morning. Feeling good. Talking to my best friend about many things, time for a change. Excited about my move soon.
Later on I’m going to see a movie…. I always make time for ME. So many people are breaking their backs to make sure others are good, and that’s fine too, but when you start to look old, and complaint all the time, you are doing too much. We are to enjoy life and not just to preach it but to live it. Sometimes we have to disconnect from people and things that has us thinking why sometimes. I have a hard time disconnecting sometimes but when I put my mind to something its a done deal. I LOVE THAT ABOUT MYSELF.
Cant wait to get a new address, new phone number, new drivers license, new friends, new life, new everything. Under this BEAUTIFUL SHAPE I have is FAT… LOL and that’s coming off too. Sometimes I can’t believe that I did this to my body. When I’m feeling good I eat, but when I’m stressed….. I don’t eat. My life has been good, everyone is alive and well, job is good 9 years actually making good money. Hopefully I can match or make better when I move to Georgia. But its time for a change, and when it happen…. I will only tell a selected few at that time.
My family and friends want to throw me a housewarming and a going away barbecue. But I’m so laid back, I don’t want one. I just want to kiss and hug everyone, tell them good bye… invite them to come visit me and be done. I hate all the attention, and questions. But my mom insist, so it shall be done. 🙂 I’m about to get dressed to get me some me time in…. and I’ll check back in later.
Evry-day and hour
1. Lord I want to live for thee, Evry-day and hour.
Let thy spirit be with me, In it’s saving power.
2. In my weakness be my strength, In my trials all, be thou near me all the day, Hear my ev-ry call.
CHORUS: Keep my heart and keep my hand, keep my soul I pray. Keep my tongue to speak thy praise, keep me all the way.
3. Leave me not to walk alone, Lest I droop and die. Let they Spirit go with me and attend my cry.
Keep my heart, and keep my hand, Keep my soul I pray Keep my tongue to speak thy praise. Keep me all the way.
CHORUS: Keep my heart and keep my hand, keep my soul I pray. Keep my tongue to speak thy praise, keep me all the way.
Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy
The “NEW” La Crease
 
Just sitting here thinking about……. how in life you get all of these *signs* …. which at the time doesn’t make sense. Then something REALLY BIG happens, and you sit there, and you sit there, and you sit there, and you sit there. REALIZING… .. …..that these *SIGNS* from MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE * in the last week* …. ALL have one word in common LIES.          FREE UNEXPLAINED LIES.
And so, today, I sit here thinking…… hands over my mouth, staring into space…. hair all over the place * like a CRAZY person*, face disfigured from the many channels of my facial expressions. Asking God how did I come to this place……. where I just sit and *allow* this disrespect to happen over, and over, and over, and over? People coming at me sideways like I’m stupid….. while I sit back and I listen to God fill me in on their schemes and LIES.
The “old” La Crease would have ripped them apart LIKE AN APPLE IN A JUICER….. the *new* La Crease sits here and listen to God talk her down from it. Boy these people are so BLESSED.
People that I LOVE… people who I use to DEARLY LOVE, strangers-customers, and PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER~ EVER BE APART OF MY LIFE AGAIN…. In silence, I listen to God, tears form, they fall….. how many more days do I have to stand behind this *fence* you have me in separating my teeth from these people? Is this my life? Tell me now? Lord, please Help me to stay in this fence. Its safer for me, and its safer for them. I know Lord, that you’re so deep inside me, that if I get them…..you’ll GET ME….and you know…. I don’t want any trouble from you * looking at you SMILING*.
For 8 1/2 years * at my job* I have shown myself friendly, I go to work to motivate, inspire and to encourage EVERYONE….EVERYDAY. So deep, and to the point where if I get upset about something…. they’ll come to me and stare…..asking…… Ms. La’Crease, I’ve never seen you like this before…are you okay? Its always expected of ME * because of what I put out*….what I’ve shown them throughout this walk….. this I know….. but, I am not perfect and I hate to be treated as if I do no wrong. My coworkers truly adore me this I know…. they have constantly showed me this in all ways. I have shown not only my coworkers this *new La Crease* side that God has introduced me to many years ago. But also to my favorite neighborhood customers that come to my store weekly.
So, now that they see YOU in me Lord….. I CAN’T go back to the “old” LaCrease. I get that!!! I have to stay this way. ….PLUS I LOVE IT HERE. But can I please ask this… why is it so HARD? Why? Why won’t people just let me BE NICE? Why do they LIE to me for no reason? Why do they come to me being FAKE and you know I KNOW THE TRUTH…. YOU KNOW I DO LORD…. “the old me” I would have hung up on them…… in the middle of their conversation and turned my ringer off FOR GOOD. How did I get tolerance for this mess? I don’t play this ? Are you serious?? I know mines is NOTHING compared to what JESUS went through…..
I’m really going through right now. I’m one of the strongest women I know. I admit.. I’m very strong* my siblings can tell it best*….but it seems EASIER TO PULL OUT MY SHARK TEETH and put bite marks into some of these *wackos* behind. LOL But I LOVE THE LORD TOOOOOOOO MUCH to go back to the *old* me. I love the FAVOR I RECEIVE EVERYWHERE I GO……everywhere I go people know me, people talk to me…. they recognize me all over the city….. Thank you for not having stranger eyes, and for being someone that’s approachable, Thank you for having/receiving the best customer service… my WISDOM… my ADVICE… MY LOVE …MY SMILE…. MY SPIRIT…. Lord, I love this side better….. all I ask is that you keep me behind the fence with YOU. Protect me…..keep me *new*.
Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy
I guess
I guess in order to get to that….. I have to go through this 😦  No way to live.
Today was a GREAT DAY….Crees Blog Entry
Today was a GREAT DAY. Me and my Best Friend finally found a day to spend together. We both work and so today was the day that we went to dinner and a movie.
I LOVE my Best Friend because she is so WISE. GOODNESS, I promise, we always end up on the same page in our lives. And even though she is married, she still finds time to spend with me. I love how she talks about God, and how she prays and we’ll sit and watch it come to pass. She says this about me, so imagine us together. POWER HOUSES!!! LOL Have you ever had a friend that listens to you, and helps you, and prays for you, and is the same person everyday? We’ve been friends for over 20 years. WE ARE BLESSED!!!!!
She’s a woman who loves her HUSBAND so dearly, she teaches me some things about marriage, and I don’t even have a boyfriend. LOL But I love to listen to her, because she gives good advice, and she TELLS ME WHEN IM WRONG. And as sweet as I am…… I’m a tough cookie, who loves to act like “my feelings hurt” and LOVES TO PLAY DUMB. LOL She doesn’t go for that. She knows me well and see through me. LOL LOL I know I’m a hand full, and its going to take a TOUGH MAN TO DEAL WITH ME!!! A VERY TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH ONE * IN LOVE* TO HANDLE CREE. LOL I LOVE MY BFF CHARLENE.
I’m just sitting here at the computer reading emails that made me smile. Things I had forgotten. Things I want/gonna do. Its going to happen for me soon, I can’t wait to get started. Let me not go too deep. Anyway….. I had a wonderful time today with Char, we talk and text all day, but its nothing like being face to face sharing God, and sharing the things that matter in our lives.
Be Blessed
Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy
“POSITIVE ENERGY”…..CREES BLOG ENTRY
Growing up…. MY parents were married and had 4 children. I am the oldest of the 4. My parents told us they LOVED us everyday. We got hugs everyday. We got kisses everyday. WE got whopping’s when we needed them. LOL We were showered with LOVE. We were taught not to FIST fight each other, we could only express ourselves through discussion. We couldn’t get personal, we had to STAY on the SUBJECT. No going below the belt. We went to Church and we learned about Jesus. I was on the punishment all the time for sneaking in the peanut butter, and that’s when I started reading my bible every day. It was amazing that I somehow understood the King James Version.
Last week, my mom walked up to me….. she held me by my face slowly, and she kissed me on the forehead, she kissed me on both my cheeks, on my nose, on my chin, then she kissed me on my lips. I was in HEAVEN even at the age of 44. THANK YOU JESUS. My MOMMA KNOWSSSSSSSS that when I was a little gurl, I LOVED when she kissed me like that. I JUST MELTED. She knows that this calms any storm that I’m going through. She knows this. I love how personal she make her LOVE for me. She also had her special way of showing LOVE to my sisters and brother in the way THAT THEY UNDERSTAND.
When I left home to start life on my own at 22…. I found out quickly that NOT everyone knew LOVE as I had experienced it. I found out that all parents didn’t take their kids out to dinner, or for rides, or tucked them in and told them bedtime stories. I thought that all parents told their kids everyday that they LOVED them. I thought that everybody hugged and kissed when they saw each other, and walked into peoples home. I thought that everybody said ” I love you” as they left to go their own way. I thought that if you’re at home, and company over you don’t have to put your money or belongings up because you’re at home. I thought that when you get into a jam that you can call your family….. and get help.
My personality draws a lot of people to me. I didn’t know then….what I know now, but they were drawn to the LOVE that I displayed to them. God had wonderful people in my life who are still here today. So, here I was this “magnet” OF “POSITIVE ENERGY” attracting all of these people to me. ALL the LOVE that was inside of ME ….. I was doing my best, but what I found myself doing was …….stressing myself out trying to GIVE PEOPLE some of what I was feeling. Love was seeping out of my pours….. that my family/parents put there. It was all I knew. In my 20’s some took it and ran me over . Still for the life of me I wondered, was I the only one going through this?
One day me and my Siblings were having our talks at dinner in my home. And we started talking about how they experienced the SAME THING. Our personal friends say that we’re SOOOOOOOO nice. We laugh and say……. they don’t get to see that other side. LOL And I say that to say…. we are NICE…but we do bark… we just bark in LOVE. All of us are cut throat HONEST… we will tell you the truth and not hold back ANYTHING….but its all in LOVE.
Here I am 44 years old, trying to understand and ADJUST to the issues that goes on in the world that I NEVER knew exist inside of what I was taught by my parents. All I know is LOVE… to walk into a room and smile, give out hugs, give out blessings, and compliments. God is teaching me that no matter what I see outside of what I learned at HOME…… be true to MYSELF. I’m Blessed. I know what some people in the world was never taught… I know how to LOVE.
When we were in our teens, we didn’t have to hide our money when company came over, we had “like minded” friends. But when I got on my own in my 20’s and started working, and meeting new people. I would keep my belongings around, but I found out real quick that people will come into your home and steal your things.That was foreign to me. My Sisters and I had boyfriends growing up, but we never looked or took each other boyfriends. So, when I moved out, I was carefree and kept my boyfriends around my friends, next thing I knew….they hooked up. I was devastated. I didn’t learn how to deal with these types of issues because My Sisters and I, never crossed that line. We never had to deal with those types of issues. I would go to my friends house, walk in and hug their mom, and hug the rest of the family, and they would look at me like……..”where they do that at”…..all you do is say hi to the person you come to see….. and that’s it. And there were times when I went to my parents like……. why other people don’t hug and kiss like we do?
In my life time… my “magnet” of LOVE that was taught by both my parents…… has pulled in Rapist, Molesters, Killers, … and the list goes on. BUT GOD HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME. LET ME TELL YOU. He knows my heart better than myself, and he has really umbrella me from a lot of mess. He knows of the LOVE that pours out of me, and he knows people see it. And so he has always protected me from many issues. I can’t help that I’m this way… this is all I know. I REFUSE to step outside of who I am… to FIT in with how “the world” works. I’ll DIE FIRST. I am NOOOOO WAY… NO KINDA WAY PERFECT…. just because I know how to LOVE and show LOVE…. but I am special….. and it takes SPECIAL FRIENDS, SPECIAL PEOPLE, AND A FUTURE SPECIAL HUSBAND * if the Lord say the same* to be in my CIRCLE. And finally after understanding that I am different…… I LOVE CREE.
But before I close…… I must say this.With all that I have learned…… I am a VERY POWERFUL WOMAN….. MORE IN THE NEXT BLOG ENTRY.
Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy
My Tyler Perry MGAJ Weekend…Detroit, Michigan…. Cree’s Blog
I was going to write a full review on the PLAY.. Tyler Perry’s Madea Gets a Job at The Fox in Detroit April 26-29. I don’t want to spoil it for others, and my mind is all over the place right now packing and getting ready to head out. So, if you know me, I can hit on different topics quickly and say much. So hopefully you can follow me.
Tyler Perry ….. very ANOINTED MAN…. I studied him on Thursday and Sunday night FROM THE FRONT ROW and baaaaby *I can stare with no blinks*. He is a very anointed MAN.
He is SO FUNNY. He kept on busting out laughing…. he was going into his mind after seeing or thinking about something funny… and laughing. That was funny to watch. He’s SHY too…. don’t let his laughs fool you. LOL Tyler is the type of person that if you are in his presence and you want to talk serious… he can CHANGE THE WHOLE ATMOSPHERE and make YOU laugh just to break HIS ICE before he get serious and answer your question. Imma tell you this……. if I had to take a test on TYLER…. I WOULD PASS WITH FLYING COLORS. LOL
The night of the play a friend of mines PAT drove down and we rode together to check into The Holiday Inn Express which is DOWNTOWN DETROIT across from the WESTIN HOTEL. Very creepy HOTEL. I slept no more than an hour. I went on 6 floors to get ice, and every time I got out of the elevator to get ice, the machine was broken or whatever. I was pushing the ice machine button like a killer was going to turn the corner and get me. It felt just like someone was after me. Then, I went to another floor, same feeling. Then I got paranoid and started pushing the elevator button like please open and let me get to my room. I found some ice and I went to the room like…..yall this Hotel is creepy. Neisha said ma…. I thought so too, I just didn’t tell anybody. Wow… all while we were there, we didn’t see a child, hear a TV, hear any walking, any talking, NO DOORS SLAMMING… NOTHING!!! If my friend wasn’t there from driving a long way, I would have got in my car at 4 am and went home. I never experienced anything like that. Went to check out, and there were about 50 people in the lobby. WOW… Felt like we were the only ones in the WHOLE HOTEL. CREEEE PEEEEEE!
Anywayyyyyzzzzzz…… My friend hit the back of a truck coming to get me…. it was starting off crazy. My dad was mad at me that day….. then finds out at the play that the story line was about parents in a nursing home. Touch me deeply… The songs were awesome….cant even explain how great the singing was and the BAND…. UM some cutie pies too baaaaaaaby * the horn guys*
Tony Grant sang at MY CHURCH SECOND EBENEZER, I went to Grace Community Church that morning to see my 14 year old cousin get BAPTIZED…. I cry when people get Baptized it means so much. So, I was there with lots of guest, then they took us to dinner at least 50 of us. YES EXPENSIVE TOO. Tyler Perry’s cast members came to my Church to support Tony….. but Faithful Tyler Perry ( a good thing) went to Perfecting… Bishop Marvin Winans Church on Vandyke near 7 Mile * side eyeing Tyler Perry for that*. My Bishop LOVES HIM TOO… Don’t do us like that next time. He reference those streets on Sunday Night at the Play….. that was funny. VERY FUNNY 🙂
These 2 older ushers * about 50 ish* were standing in front of me talking… one white and one black. They were saying that Tyler had some special guest sitting directly behind the PIT or they sat in the PIT in section 5.. and you know I was trying to see who it was without staring down their throats. LOL So, I guess the black lady wanted to know who, so the white lady reach over and whispered it in HER ears. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL That’s what my noisy a&& get. LOL But it end up being………Kem and Guest!!!
Yep, Kem was there in the audience on SUNDAY NIGHT… I was sitting in the PIT and when he got up to leave at the end… Tyler shouted him out and when I turned around he was right there. LOL I went to his message board on FB and posted this today… Lacrease Walker saw you at the Tyler Perry play in Detroit on Sunday 🙂
45 minutes ago · Like · 
1He was the one who liked it. Then he posted THIS:
Kem
The #MadeaGetsAJob play was my 1st time seeing Madea live. @TylerPerry has been given a perfect platform 2 minister 2 God’s people. Love it!
Also I admire the work of Ms. Chandra Currelley… and I LOVE HER CD’S.. * mines played out* I posted that I would be in attendance and this is her post to me…
Chandra Currelley Yes Lacrease, I saw your beautiful face. Thank you for your support! *so geeked right now*
I wish Tyler would have had a PROGRAM BOOK…. that’s a lot of money he missed out on… He could have wrote in it Blah, Blue, Black and it would have went for $10.00-$15.00 EASY. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL
I know people were upset that folks were walking in late…. but hey people pay their money, things come up and they end of late. I didn’t have to worry about that, because I SAT FRONT ROW
…. BUT it is what it is….and that’s where patience come in at.
There is something about the way Madea says things that makes people get it and understand. You can have 6 friends tell you the same thing, but when Madea says it…. ITS GOLD. She is surely needed to get these points of WISDOM to US. Where can you find people that will tell you the truth these days? People love to KEEP SUGAR on their conversations and it trips me out. I KEEPS PEPPER IN MY PURSE…. with a DASH OF SALT * blank stare* 
Another thing I OBSERVED…. THE respect that Tyler’s cast mates have for him. You can tell they LOVE and Support him. I’m sure its some behind the scenes drama from time to time, but for the most part…. its all about 
On Thursday Night the opening night of the PLAY here in Detroit…. Tyler seemed tired. His eyes were small, and you can tell that he was *making it thru*.. but baaaaby by Sunday.., he was READY!!! And we answered back!! He said wayyyyyyyy more extra lines did he did on Thursday.
Before hand I had chatted with some people from Twitter and didn’t get on my phone to communicate with them so that we could meet. Got home and this person said…. WHERE YOU AT? DANG…. she sat front row as well. I missed her. Tyler shouted out this 13 year old who was sitting about 6 chairs from me in the front row she had a tiara on her head, it was soooooo nice. I wished her a Happy Birthday as we exited the PLAY. He also shouted out on Thursday 4 older ladies calling them beautiful. So sweet.
This is a MUST SEE PLAY……. the messages, the singing, the concert at the end, the words of wisdom. Beautiful!
Be Blessed
Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy
Inside the mind of cree 