New Year….. New Mind!!! 2014 Crees Blog Entry
Happy New Year!!!! New Year…. New Mind!!!
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Today is the first day of the New Year. I’m excited to see what awaits me for 2014. I had to make some changes in my life, and its funny, because never in a million years would I have done this on my own, this is how I know I’m ready for the next LEVEL in my mind. I’m not playing anymore, I’ve been so serious about changing things. I even changed my Twitter name to what it was in the beginning…. GodsgurlCree.
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Sometime in September 2013, I realized after work and on weekends how I spent so much time talking on the phone…………for hours. I love my friends, and I really appreciate how they trust me with they’re life lessons. Its my time. I’ve been this way for as long as I can remember. My mom use to talk to me all the time. She would take me everywhere, she said I understood things, and didn’t Judge people, and that I always told the truth. As I grew up, people would always talk to me and I love that. But now there has come a time where I have to focus on myself. I never really realize how much of my time I devoted to others. Until, when I came home from Atlanta, while others wanted to talk about THEMSELVES…. I needed to talk about my issues. That’s when I really realized that I have always made it about others, and had NEGLECTED MYSELF. It’s not anyone’s fault….. it’s not even a bad thing. I just had to “feel some kinda way” in order to see the bigger picture. I was really going through a tough time mentality, and spiritually. I mean I was REALLY going through. God got me through that time in my life.
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That was the FINAL straw to me. When my Verizon phone fell for the 3rd time in a few months *I didn’t want to pay another $100.00 for a new one* plus I wasn’t able to see who was calling. I decided that since my contract was almost up that I would REALLY TEST MYSELF concerning talking on the phone all day. I got me a trac phone. THAT HAS BEEN ONE OF THE BEST DECISION I’VE MADE IN MY LIFE. LOL I DONT KNOW HOW TO BALANCE MY TIME WITH GOD/FRIENDS/FAMILY. Of course I will eventually get on another plan, but for now I need to learn balance. I laugh everyday at my new happiness of not being on the phone all day. I really don’t think no one has an idea of what I’m talking about. I HATE talking on the phone. I just HATE IT WITH EVERYTHING IN ME. When I’m on FB, none of my friends like to type out what they would say to me OVER THE PHONE… so they say when are you getting a phone? NEVER!!!! I can type all day LOL. With my minute phone… its “say what you gotta say” and lets keep it moving. LOL I still love ya… but I gotta GO! LOL
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With all of that being said….. I spend a LOT of MY time with GOD. I’m so happy right now… I can’t stop laughing. I have never known a PEACE like this. I READ MY BIBLE, HAVE BIBLE STUDY, CHURCH, READ BOOKS, AND LISTEN TO MY GOSPEL MUSIC. I get so much done. This is THE OLD ME…. IM BACK LORD!!! He has revealed so much to me about myself, things I have missed over the years. He makes me laugh, … yesss he’s funny. If there is something you need to completely cut off…. just do it. You’re not missing anything. In the long run it will benefit you. It’s time to focus, its time to pay attention to what the voice you hear on the inside tells you, its time to do new things, think a different way. Cut off people, and things that doesn’t bring you closer to God. Trust me… you aint missing NOTHING. I leave you with this.
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Let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think . Then you will know what God wants you to do Romans 12:2 NLT
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Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy
Happy New Year!!! 2013
Happy New Year!!!
I have truly been through a lot in 2012… but as it ends…. God sure does have a way to let me know things are going to be just fine.
I’m excited about the new things he will do this year. I refuse to drive , all my life I like to be in control. I’m going to do things a little different this year, I’m going to let God do the driving.
I’m going to FOCUS on a few things, and I’m not fighting anyone, any feelings, or things that are NOT my battle. I can’t do it. Why should I have too when he said that he would do it? That’s crazy!!! LOL
I plan to get more into my Bible and have the personal relationship I’m use to enjoying with Jesus. That makes me feel good. Just thinking
about it.
Be Blessed
Cree
A New Year :)
A New Year is coming…… and I am going to start this year off very humble. Waiting on God and not trying to do my own thing, waiting for that APPOINTED TIME…
At some point you get tired of doing things your way…. I’m have a few projects on my plate in my own space, and I want to really FOCUS. 2013 IS A NEW DAY FOR ME. The whole year is a DAY.
Be Blessed