My Weekend with God! 7/13-7/16 2006

Hey Fam!

Here I am inside my hotel, having a ball in the Lord, do yall hear me? This morning I got up early round bout 8ish got dressed and went to see my gurl Joyce Meyers! I love this woman. I had a glorious time. She knows that she can teach. She teaches in examples of her life which makes in real and reachable. How can you teach/preach if you havent been though nothing? God is calling for those people who have been through something to preach/teach others. Your strengh is in your experiences. There are people who dont want to go through nothing!!!!!! I dont want to be like that. Because how can you minister if you dont have a testimony?????? Good question aint it?

I am in my 2nd day and I have 2 more left. I took some time out to be with my Lord. I dont know anyone here, its just me and him. How blessed I feel to be in his presence. He met me here. Im going to make this a twice a year thing. This is something new, Ive never, ever ever did anything like this before. I feel honored. I feel special.

I wanted to rent a car, but I just didnt have the money when it came down to all the deposits and all ( $400.00) so I was like Lord, Im coming to meet you. make a way for me. He said to me; Use your own car? Im like Lord nooooooooooo I never like to use my own car while driving a long distance. He said to me well who are you going to meet? Im like YOU! He said well listen to me and do as I say. I made up my mind right then and there, my car as neverrrrrrrrrr gave me any problems so why would I think it would  now? So here I am! lolllll Im laughing cause its funny. I would “hope” that it would make it if I was going to see someone I like ( Gerald Levert) for instances, but when I’m coming to meet the Lord, my faith is shot! Jesus help me! Where is my Faith I wonder sometimes. ( lol)

AFter the concference this morning, I came home and told God that I was sleepy! I said Lord, we are going to talk as soon as I wake up okay? And I could hear satan say……..  you going to sleep on him?  Then I heard God say……gurlllllll gon to sleep I will be here when you wake up. lol I went to sleep ( still feeling a little guilty) and when I woke up I was feeling sooooooooooooooooooo good! OMGOODNESS. I felt like a new person!!!!! He was like see.. Now you can give me your full attention. I got up washed my face, brushed my teeth, got out my snack, pulled out my bible, pen and studying tools and whewwwwwwwww he crammed some stuff in my head. And its all written down. lollll I love him!

So here I am after about 3 hours later . I had to get out and do some walking in the hotel. In in this buisness room on the computer, and now Im going over to the resturant O’ Malleys to get me something it eat. Its 9:44 pm here.

I miss writting your guys at home. Soon as I get there Im going to get my computer fixed so that I can get back to fellowshipping with you all. I love you all and think about yall sooooooooooooo much. I really do.

God loves us. and if you make time to be with him, he will show up! And my weekend is not done yet! Do it right now, set a weekend apart to be with him ALONE. Not with Niecy and Nem, not with Pudding and Sheritta, not with Mike and Anothoy, but ALONE!

Men you too do it! It dont have to be by hotel, it can be right there in your home. Think about it!

Lacrease