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In my OWN lane…..Crees Blog

Black Woman Running in a RaceI got the memo from GOD HIMSELF

in my hands

there are several lanes in my life

filled with people who are connected to me in some way

we all want different things

once we make it to THIS ONE destination.

The bell sound and we all run

running in my lane

I BELIEVE with all my heart the MEMO GOD GAVE TO ME

shall come to pass.

I run,

NEVER looking in or around me

at the other runners

I’m not distracted because I am in my OWN lane

everyone else has their lane

but for some reason they’re all looking at ME now.

I don’t see them

because I am looking AHEAD

in my own lane.

They continue to run

but something seem hard to them

they’re tired of running

the race is too long

but still they want to finish

I’m feeling good enjoying my race

never at all having the urge to look away

to the side, or behind

never even once.

The race is taking longer than I expected

but still I run

one by one, by one, by one

they’re starting to believe they can’t finish the race

they need a “driver” to take them to their destination

they figure, if she’s going …we’ll get there!

because they see… ….mines looks promising,

only because I BELIEVE

and they sense and see that… I BELIEVE

they figure “why run a race I cant see and believe

when SHE WILL SURELY GET US THERE BY HER FAITH”?

So they leave their lanes

to run in my MINES

so busy running the race before ME

I ignore the fact that they’ve abandoned their lane

for mines

they seem to be “cheerleaders”

“friends” “sisters” all running

with me

when all the time they’re behind me

expecting to finish this race by my legs.

IN MY LANE….NOT THERE’S

trying to run in the same lane as I.

I got another MEMO from GOD

as I run this race

saying….

“you have people in your lane

trying to piggy back off you,

and I’ve always told you that

everybody can’t go where you’re going”.

turn around

behind you, LOOK…. in your own lane

you will see that everyone

who “claimed” they’re to meet

at the same destination

are all in your lane

holding on to your coat tail

trying to ride with you.

So, one by one

I ripped them away from me

disconnecting them like a radio dropped in water

Days pass, weeks pass, months pass, a year has passed

and no sign of the runners

I am in the race all alone

others have fell short

I cry, then I smile

I can see my destination clear as day

but one

by one

by one

by one

they try their best to get back in the race

THIS TIME… IM THE BADDEST CHICK

I can see ALL lanes

those coming, those running

this time I’m looking for distracters

I see them ALL in my rear view

a prayer sends them on their way

I’m still running

and there are more DISTRACTIONS

its amazing the view I see

when I open my eyes

Still running

I’m in my own lane

I’m still running….

I am still in the race.

 

Cree

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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MY Crazy Walmart Customer Issue * funny* repost from FB * Crees Blog*

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaby OUT OF ALL THE 8 1/2 YEARS of working for WALMART today tops the BUFFOONERY THAT CUSTOMERS DO. LOL Where do I start. This lady *black around 47* comes to my line FIRST with a SLIGHT ATTITUDE. So, yall know me… ALWAYS SMILING…. FEELING GOOD. She puts her only item which was a case of mountain dew on the counter and I rings it up. I gave her the total, and she hands me what appears to be her *bridge card*. I went to reach for it… and as I reached, I couldn’t grab IT. After so many times of reaching for it. I said that’s your phone.!!! She said I KNOW…… MY DAUGHTER HAVE THE CARD, BUT I TOOK A PHOTO OF MY CARD ON MY PHONE.You can punch in the numbers right? She said I have my ID and pass word… you can just type in the numbers. I looked at her like she survived an accident which FLIPPED HER CAR OVER 50 TIMES AND HIT THE WALL 30. I was OUT DONE. I didn’t mean to look at her like that… BUT… My facial expressions DOES THE TALKING FOR ME SOMETIMES. LOL Then she got to hollering…. I did it before * customers favorite line*. I said MAAAM…. you have to have your card in person, she SAID HERE IS MY ID AND I KNOW THE PEN NUMBER. Then she said where is your manager let me talk to her. SURE NO PROBLEM LADY!!! JUST GHETTO AND DONT KNOW IT. LADY GET YO BUTT OUTTA MY LINE AND MY FACE WITH THAT RATCHETNESS!!

  • Tearsa TearSa TearSa‎:-D)) Still laughing @ how U told the story Cre’ ((Survived An Accident))

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  • Michelle ShulerBuffoonery and COONERY!!! LMAO!!!

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  • Tearsa TearSa TearSaMichelle I KNEW U would laugh @ that statement 😀

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  • Michelle ShulerLove that ghetto foolishness, girl!

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  • Tearsa TearSa TearSaFunnier than fiction… :-D))

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  • Plazie BallardDidn’t she know that the card has to be swiped in the machine before it could register, this should go down in the guiness book of records as Ghetto Fabulous…Lmbo!!

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  • Tearsa TearSa TearSa‎:-D)) She took a photo… I’m just done! 😀 I guess she wanted to have the #’s punched in from the picture on her phone…. LOL Can’t say she’s not…. hmmm… clever. Can’t knock her for trying :-D))

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  • Plazie Ballardooh i get you she wanted you to call the photo in, that’s why she gave u her cell phone…Sorry kinda slow today..Lol

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  • Plazie BallardBut that is still “Ghetto Fabulous”…lmbo!

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  • Tearsa TearSa TearSaLOL She took a picture of her bridge card, went to Walmart, tried to buy Mt. Dew by having the cashier look @ the photo of the bridge card, on her cellphone type the #’s in on the register, so she can then show her I.D., to prove it’s her card same name then she was going to punch in her pin# for the card… cuz her daughter had it & the daughter was not @ Walmart with her. LOL

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  • Plazie Ballardsmh…..

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  • Tearsa TearSa TearSa‎:-D)) we all have those…. slow days… LOL Evidently that lady was having one…. LMBO

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  • Tearsa TearSa TearSa‎@ Ma Plazie U were right the 1st time 😀

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  • Lacrease Walker LOL Yeah Tearsa TearSa TearSashe knew that if the card doesn’t swipe you can punch in the numbers. She told me she “LET” her daughter use the real card, but she showed me the card on her phone. Yelling, you can type it in right? You can type it in right if I had it and it didn’t swipe? I was looking at her like lady….get the he$$ outta my line!!! So, I guess instead of her going to her daughter house to get the card all the time, she figured she could just take a photo of it and put in the pin number. Boyyyyyyy if The Michigan EBT people knew she was doing that. LOL Now, Im figuring, she do it in her neighborhood store since they know her. That’s COOL WITH ME….. BUT UMMMMMMM Im not going to lose my job over her “made up on the spot RULE”. LOL LOL SMH LOL

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  • Tearsa TearSa TearSa‎:-D)) Made up on the spot rule LOL U CRAZY! :-D)).

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If you put your MIND to it * my story of winning*

A Unified TeamI’ve never been a competitive person …. AT ALL…… PERIOD. I have always been a person who try everything in her power to “stay in her own lane”. I don’t look over to see what the next person is doing…. what the next person is wearing…. ..who is with who…. I just do ME….CREE. But I must add, I am a very popular person at work, among my friends and family. No matter where I go, I always know someone. With that said… because of my personality people expect me to be a person more involved with things such as going out often, planning parties, and being apart of something really big/huge. While I can see all of that….right now I’m learning something more and more about myself. Put learning in your students'
In March and a few months before, we had this competition going on with our Credit Cards. Who ever sign up the most people for that month….get to write their own work schedule for a week. While, it sound good, I’m the kind of person that do what I can. I won’t compete, and I wont do flips * sarcastic*. So since, me and my gurl Gina *older black lady* who is probably the most vocal /social /friendliest of the many cashiers ….people expected a lot from me. But thing is…. people don’t know that I’m not a competitive person. But GINA IS……..competitors.jpg
I’ll never forget this day in APRIL when I first come to work and checked in with my Boss …. she told me that she wanted me to sit at the Credit Card Booth. I know that we all have to take turns sitting at the table to get apps. Today was my time. She said that she was going to decorate it with our merchandise to make the table very pretty and notice able. She was going to add all sorts of peppermint candy, life savers and other goodies. She also told me to go and get 6 pack candy bars off the shelf such as snickers, butterfingers, kit kats, almond joys, twix,…… and then to also grab….. cola, orange, fruit punch and lemonade drinks for those to receive FREE just for applying. WE set them all around the table and made it pretty, so that people who didn’t even want to apply for a Walmart Credit Card want to see what was going on at this table. MY BOSS *PHOTO*
Then she said to me……. La’Crease your Credit Card goal for today is…*drum roll* 4. I said 4???? That’s hard to get…she said I know .. but that’s what they are asking… we both started laughing. She said do what you can. I turned and as I was walking to my *sit down job * I said to myself…. now how the HELL am I going to get 4 people to sign up for a Walmart Card? LOL As I sat at the booth…. I had to go deep into my mind…. I am NOT a competitor at all….. I said to myself I’m not doing this to win….. I want to please my boss and do my job.
I sat there thinking to myself. I NEED A SALES PITCH!!! I need to come up with a sentence of words that are quick and to the point, that will MAKE them ask ME questions based on ONE of my words….then I can draw them in and MAKE IT HAPPEN. I know I have this thing with my hands, and I always use DIRECT EYE CONTACT. Then I thought….. I have to believe in this Credit Card in order to SELL it to someone else. I remember that  they had finally given me a Walmart Credit Card  last year after 8 years of working there and applying numerous times. I make my payments on time and  in 6 months they gave me an instant increase. I LOVE MY WALMART CARD. So…… I had that to go on. I started to believe that I could do this. Not to compete, but to “come out of my comfort zone, and OUT of my lane to *get in this race*.
I sat at my booth * it was ….pretty and dialed up too* and my AWARD WINNING SALES PITCH WENT LIKE THIS……..Hello… * I smiles and with my inviting hands I said*… would you like to apply for a INSTANT ON THE SPOT WALMART CREDIT CARD TODAY? LAUGHS * as I type*. Then I got 1 person….. then 2 people…. then 3 people……then 4 people….. * met goal with that 4*….. then I got 5 people…. then I got 6 people…..then I got 7 people. LOL LOL LOL I got 7 people to sign up for a WALMART CREDIT CARD for my very first day!!!! LOL LOL LOL I did it!! Everybody was coming over saying Cree why are you surprised you are always talking to people, why did you find this hard to do? How bout it never INTERESTED ME. I dunno. But my Managers were very very very happy. We are in competition with all the Walmart stores in Michigan.. and we are always # 1-5. This is one of the reasons why we have been getting Bonuses for the last 9 months!!! CREDIT CARD APPS. I Love Bonuses sticker
So, the VERY next day… my Boss said Cree…… I need you BACK at the CREDIT CARD TABLE…. OH LAWD…..LOL …..I was okay with it, but still wasn’t sure if I could top 7.  The heat was on for me…….Well……… I went to the table and before my shift was up…. I got 1…2……3….4…..5…..6…..7….. Birthday Number 8PEOPLE TO SIGN UP. MORE THAN THE DAY BEFORE!!!! LOL LOL LOL LOL A NEW CONFIDENCE!!!! I went on to WIN #2 in APRIL under Gina who is always #1 with over 20 apps. The top 3 WINNERS get to write their own schedule.
After I started going to the CREDIT CARD TABLE… many others wanted to work the *sit down all day until your shift is over TABLE* and so it was only fair everybody got a chance to get apps. I was cool with that…..guess sometimes people measure what they HOPE they can do… by someone LIKE ME who is NOT competitive by seeing what THEY CAN do.               Come MAY….. I was FIYAH and nothing to play with I WON #1 BY HAVING 23 CREDIT APPS FOR THE MONTH!!!! I get to make my schedule tomorrow 6/4/12.. *its written 3 weeks in advance* hopefully I’m still here to work it..
So, here it is JUNE 1, 2012 and guess who they put on the CREDIT CARD TABLE from

9-5?….. ME. I was hesitant. All the people who came in the days before were saying how slow it was and that they were only able to get only a few a day. I was able to wrap up the last 2 days in May with only getting 3 one day and 4 the next… but still beating Gina for the #1 spot. So, here I am the first of the month of JUNE…. they told me they wanted DOUBLE DIGITS FOR THE CREDIT CARD TABLE…. Double digits? Yall must be crazy… I thought to myself. Then I started thinking about the time when I gathered up 32 of my friends to go with ME to see Tyler Perry’s movie For Colored Girls.For Colored Girls (Uk).. and how I gather all my family and friends to see all his movies the night before they premiere and that’s always 22 or more. I learned that IF I BELIEVE SOMETHING…… I CAN DO IT!!!!! She want double digits … SHE GOT IT!!!. I got 1…2…..3….4…..5…..6…..7….8…..9….10…Master Number 11 in Numerology PEOPLE TO SIGN UP FOR A WALMART CREDIT CARD ON FRIDAY JUNE 1, 2012. LOL LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Saturday * yesterday* when I came into work…..my coworkers were coming to me saying… CREE CREE CREE…. I heard you got 11 Credit APPS for JUNE ALREADY? Management had told everyone…. well Congratulating ALL OF US… BECAUSE IT IS REALLY A TEAM EFFORT…. NOT ONE PERSON CAN GET IT DONE….. KEEP IN MIND WE ARE DUE FOR A $200.00 BONUS THIS THURSDAY FOR THIS KIND OF WORK!!!! I AM HAPPY RIGHT NOW………
workers have the tendency
So, this means that since I SET A NEW RECORD FOR CREDIT CARD APPS IN ONE DAY………. MANAGEMENT IS GOING TO UP THE ANTE……I have really leaned that “If you put your mind to something, YOU CAN DO IT” ……….I AM THE BADDEST GODSGURL!!
BE BLESSED EVERYONE
CREE
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Me time is Cree time!! Crees Blog

Good Sunday Morning 🙂 Thank you Lord for waking me up this morning. Feeling good. Talking to my best friend about many things, time for a change. Excited about my move soon.

Later on I’m going to see a movie…. I always make time for ME. So many people are breaking their backs to make sure others are good, and that’s fine too, but when you start to look old, and complaint all the time, you are doing too much. We are to enjoy life and not just to preach it but to live it. Sometimes we have to disconnect from people and things that has us thinking why sometimes. I have a hard time disconnecting sometimes but when I put my mind to something its a done deal. I LOVE THAT ABOUT MYSELF.

Cant wait to get a new address, new phone number, new drivers license, new friends, new life, new everything. Under this BEAUTIFUL SHAPE I have is FAT… LOL and that’s coming off too. Sometimes I can’t believe that I did this to my body. When I’m feeling good I eat, but when I’m stressed….. I don’t eat. My life has been good, everyone is alive and well, job is good 9 years actually making good money. Hopefully I can match or make better when I move to Georgia. But its time for a change, and when it happen…. I will only tell a selected few at that time.

My family and friends want to throw me a housewarming and a going away barbecue. But I’m so laid back, I don’t want one. I just want to kiss and hug everyone, tell them good bye… invite them to come visit me and be done. I hate all the attention, and questions. But my mom insist, so it shall be done. 🙂 I’m about to get dressed to get me some me time in…. and I’ll check back in later.

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Evry-day and hour

1. Lord I want to live for thee, Evry-day and hour.

Let thy spirit be with me, In it’s saving power.

2. In my weakness be my strength, In my trials all, be thou near me all the day, Hear my ev-ry call.

CHORUS: Keep my heart and keep my hand, keep my soul I pray. Keep my tongue to speak thy praise, keep me all the way.

3. Leave me not to walk alone, Lest I droop and die. Let they Spirit go with me and attend my cry.

Keep my heart, and keep my hand, Keep my soul I pray Keep my tongue to speak thy praise. Keep me all the way.

CHORUS: Keep my heart and keep my hand, keep my soul I pray. Keep my tongue to speak thy praise, keep me all the way.

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The “NEW” La Crease

 

Just sitting here thinking about……. how in life you get all of these *signs* …. which at the time doesn’t make sense.  Then something REALLY BIG happens, and you sit there, and you sit there, and you sit there, and you sit there. REALIZING… .. …..that these *SIGNS* from MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE * in the last week* …. ALL have one word in common LIES.           FREE UNEXPLAINED LIES.

And so, today, I sit here thinking…… hands over my mouth, staring into space…. hair all over the place * like a CRAZY person*, face disfigured from the many channels of my facial expressions. Asking God how did I come to this place……. where I just sit and *allow* this disrespect to happen over, and over, and over, and over? People coming at me sideways like I’m stupid….. while I sit back and I listen to God fill me in on their schemes and LIES.

The “old” La Crease would have ripped them apart LIKE AN APPLE IN A JUICER….. the *new* La Crease sits here and listen to God talk her down from it. Boy these people are so BLESSED.

People that I LOVE… people who I use to  DEARLY LOVE, strangers-customers, and PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER~ EVER BE APART OF MY LIFE AGAIN…. In silence, I listen to God, tears form, they fall….. how many more days do I have to stand behind this *fence* you have me in separating my teeth from these people? Is this my life? Tell me now? Lord, please Help me to stay in this fence. Its safer for me, and its safer for them. I know Lord, that you’re so deep inside me, that if I get them…..you’ll GET ME….and you know…. I don’t want any trouble from you * looking at you SMILING*.

For 8 1/2 years * at my job* I have shown myself friendly, I go to work to motivate, inspire and to encourage EVERYONE….EVERYDAY. So deep, and to the point where if I get upset about something…. they’ll come to me and stare…..asking…… Ms. La’Crease, I’ve never seen you like this before…are you okay?  Its always expected of ME * because of what I put out*….what I’ve shown them throughout this walk….. this I know….. but, I am not perfect and I hate to be treated as if I do no wrong. My coworkers truly adore me this I know…. they have constantly showed me this in all ways. I have shown not only my coworkers this *new La Crease* side that God has introduced me to many years ago. But also to my favorite neighborhood customers that come to my store weekly.

So, now that they see YOU in me Lord….. I CAN’T go back to the “old” LaCrease. I get that!!! I have to stay this way. ….PLUS I LOVE IT HERE. But can I please ask this… why is it so HARD? Why? Why won’t people just let me BE NICE? Why do they LIE to me for no reason? Why do they come to me being FAKE and you know I  KNOW THE TRUTH…. YOU KNOW I DO LORD….  “the old me” I would have hung up on them…… in the middle of their conversation and turned my ringer off FOR GOOD. How did I get tolerance for this mess? I don’t play this ? Are you serious?? I know mines is NOTHING  compared to what JESUS went through…..

I’m really going through right now. I’m one of the strongest women I know. I admit.. I’m very strong* my siblings can tell it best*….but it seems EASIER TO PULL OUT MY SHARK TEETH and put bite marks into some of these *wackos* behind. LOL But I LOVE THE LORD TOOOOOOOO MUCH to go back to the *old* me. I love the FAVOR I RECEIVE EVERYWHERE I GO……everywhere I go people know me, people talk to me…. they recognize me all over the city….. Thank you for not having stranger eyes, and for being someone that’s approachable, Thank you for having/receiving the best customer service… my WISDOM… my ADVICE… MY LOVE …MY SMILE…. MY SPIRIT…. Lord, I love this side better….. all I ask is that you keep me behind the fence with YOU. Protect me…..keep me *new*.

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I guess

I guess in order to get to that….. I have to go through this 😦   No way to live.

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Today was a GREAT DAY….Crees Blog Entry

Today was a GREAT DAY. Me and my Best Friend finally found a day to spend together. We both work and so today was the day that we went to dinner and a movie.

I LOVE my Best Friend because she is so WISE. GOODNESS, I promise, we always end up on the same page in our lives. And even though she is married, she still finds time to spend with me. I love how she talks about God, and how she prays and we’ll sit and watch it come to pass. She says this about me, so imagine us together. POWER HOUSES!!! LOL Have you ever had a friend that listens to you, and helps you, and prays for you, and is the same person everyday? We’ve been friends for over 20 years. WE ARE BLESSED!!!!!

She’s a woman who loves her HUSBAND so dearly, she teaches me some things about marriage, and I don’t even have a boyfriend. LOL But I love to listen to her, because she gives good advice, and she TELLS ME WHEN IM WRONG. And as sweet as I am…… I’m a tough cookie, who loves to act like “my feelings hurt” and LOVES TO PLAY DUMB. LOL She doesn’t go for that. She knows me well and see through me. LOL LOL I know I’m a hand full, and its going to take a TOUGH MAN TO DEAL WITH ME!!! A VERY TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH ONE * IN LOVE* TO HANDLE CREE. LOL I LOVE MY BFF CHARLENE.

I’m just sitting here at the computer reading emails that made me smile. Things I had forgotten. Things I want/gonna do. Its going to happen for me soon, I can’t wait to get started. Let me not go too deep. Anyway….. I had a wonderful time today with Char, we talk and text all day, but its nothing like being face to face sharing God, and sharing the things that matter in our lives.

Be Blessed

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“POSITIVE ENERGY”…..CREES BLOG ENTRY

Growing up…. MY parents were married and had 4 children. I am the oldest of the 4. My parents told us they LOVED us everyday. We got hugs everyday. We got kisses everyday. WE got whopping’s when we needed them. LOL We were showered with LOVE. We were taught not to FIST fight each other, we could only express ourselves through discussion. We couldn’t get personal, we had to STAY on the SUBJECT. No going below the belt. We went to Church and we learned about Jesus. I was on the punishment all the time for sneaking in the peanut butter, and that’s when I started reading my bible every day. It was amazing that I somehow understood the King James Version.

Last week, my mom walked up to me….. she held me by my face slowly, and she kissed me on the forehead, she kissed me on both my cheeks, on my nose, on my chin, then she kissed me on my lips. I was in HEAVEN even at the age of 44. THANK YOU JESUS. My MOMMA KNOWSSSSSSSS that when I was a little gurl, I LOVED when she kissed me like that. I JUST MELTED. She knows that this calms any storm that I’m going through. She knows this. I love how personal she make her LOVE for me. She also had her special way of showing LOVE to my sisters and brother in the way THAT THEY UNDERSTAND.

When I left home to start life on my own at 22…. I found out quickly that NOT everyone knew LOVE as I had experienced it. I found out that all parents didn’t take their kids out to dinner, or for rides, or tucked them in and told them bedtime stories. I thought that all parents told their kids everyday that they LOVED them. I thought that everybody hugged and kissed when they saw each other, and walked into peoples home. I thought that everybody said ” I love you” as they left to go their own way. I thought that if you’re at home, and company over you don’t have to put your money or belongings up because you’re at home. I thought that when you get into a jam that you can call your family….. and get help.

My personality draws a lot of people to me. I didn’t know then….what I know now, but they were drawn to the LOVE that I displayed to them. God had wonderful people in my life who are still here today. So, here I was this “magnet” OF “POSITIVE ENERGY” attracting all of these people to me. ALL the LOVE that was inside of ME ….. I was doing my best, but what I found myself doing was …….stressing myself out trying to GIVE PEOPLE some of what I was feeling. Love was seeping out of my pours….. that my family/parents put there. It was all I knew. In my 20’s some took it and ran me over . Still for the life of me I wondered, was I the only one going through this?

One day me and my Siblings were having our talks at dinner in my home. And we started talking about how they experienced the SAME THING. Our personal friends say that we’re SOOOOOOOO nice. We laugh and say……. they don’t get to see that other side. LOL And I say that to say…. we are NICE…but we do bark… we just bark in LOVE. All of us are cut throat HONEST… we will tell you the truth and not hold back ANYTHING….but its all in LOVE.

Here I am 44 years old, trying to understand and ADJUST to the issues that goes on in the world that I NEVER knew exist inside of what I was taught by my parents. All I know is LOVE… to walk into a room and smile, give out hugs, give out blessings, and compliments. God is teaching me that no matter what I see outside of what I learned at HOME…… be true to MYSELF. I’m Blessed. I know what some people in the world was never taught… I know how to LOVE.

When we were in our teens, we didn’t have to hide our money when company came over, we had “like minded” friends. But when I got on my own in my 20’s and started working, and meeting new people. I would keep my belongings around, but I found out real quick that people will come into your home and steal your things.That was foreign to me. My Sisters and I had boyfriends growing up, but we never looked or took each other boyfriends. So, when I moved out, I was carefree and kept my boyfriends around my friends, next thing I knew….they hooked up. I was devastated. I didn’t learn how to deal with these types of issues because My Sisters and I, never crossed that line. We never had to deal with those types of issues. I would go to my friends house, walk in and hug their mom, and hug the rest of the family,  and they would look at me like……..”where they do that at”…..all you do is say hi to the person you come to see….. and that’s it. And there were times when I went to my parents like……. why other people don’t hug and kiss like we do?

In my life time… my “magnet” of LOVE that was taught by both my parents…… has pulled in Rapist, Molesters, Killers, … and the list goes on. BUT GOD HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME. LET ME TELL YOU. He knows my heart better than myself, and he has really umbrella me from a lot of mess. He knows of the LOVE that pours out of me, and he knows people see it. And so he has always protected me from many issues. I can’t help that I’m this way… this is all I know. I REFUSE to step outside of who I am… to FIT in with how “the world” works. I’ll DIE FIRST. I am NOOOOO WAY… NO KINDA WAY PERFECT…. just because I know how to LOVE and show LOVE…. but I am special….. and it takes SPECIAL FRIENDS, SPECIAL PEOPLE, AND A FUTURE SPECIAL HUSBAND * if the Lord say the same* to be in my CIRCLE. And finally after understanding that I am different…… I LOVE CREE.

But before I close…… I must say this.With all that I have learned…… I am a VERY POWERFUL WOMAN….. MORE IN THE NEXT BLOG ENTRY.

Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy

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