Hey,

  I just wanted to stop in tonight to share this with you all.  Its really deep and serious, it has me sitting up here really really thinking.

Today on my way to work while I was at the light about to enter the freeway, I heard God say Lacrease I need you to pray right now as if this is your last day. So by me being shocked at what I heard, I said God you for real?( we talk like that) So I started thinking danggggggggg am I about to die? So I hear him again, say Lacrease pray right now as if it was your last day. I knew it was for real. I said Lord, forgive me for all my sins, every last one,. I want to see you and live forever, thanks for me having the best family in the world. I started praying like crazy saying everything I could think of before this light changed.

The light changed and I got on the freeway.

Im riding and riding, when all of a sudden I see  red brake lights,  before I could even break down , the truck in front of me make a quick dash to the right lane leaving me to see just how close I was to death. I too had to swerve over to keep from hitting the car, that was in front of the truck, from the back. I hit the breaks soooooo hard, that I got an instant headache that lasted for over 5 hours. My head was hurting so bad at work, that I was going to go home. And I neverrrrrrrrrrrr get sick, have headache’s or anything. I Thank God that there wasn’t a car to the right of me, because I HAD to get over, there was nooooo way I could have hit that car from the back and lived. I got to work in a daze, my day was good though.

Then………. I get to work today and see Melissa, a lady who is about to get married. Before I left for my leave she told me that she was pregnant. Even though I got back last week,  I didn’t see her until today. I wanted to ask her how was she doing with the pregnancy and all. But I heard God say Lacrease don’t ask her, wait until you see Rose and then ask her. Rose is her fiance’s mother, she is my coworker. So IM like okay. Then I see Melissa again. but she dont see me. So I start looking for Rose and realized that she didn’t work today. Guess you know later on………Melissa walks pass my register, and I say hey Melissa how are you doing. She smiles and say Im doing fine. Then I say how’s the baby. She said you didn’t know? Im like what? Then I knew before she opened her mouth. She says I lost the baby, didn’t you hear? Then she says oh no that’s right you were on leave. I wanted to disappear. God told me not to say anything to her. He told me ASK ROSE. Just because I didn’t see Rose today. does not mean dont wait until tomorrow. I was being disobedient, and I feel so bad. Melissa is okay, its just the fact that I should have listened to God.

Tests tests tests. Will I ever get a passing grade?

Lacrease

Good night

God gave you a gift of 86,400 seconds today. Have you used one to say “thank you”?~~William A. Ward
 

Date: Mon, 1 May 2006 06:14:41 -0400

Okay here\’s the big news.  Many of you may remember a
few years ago I was going to do a TV show.  I was very
surprised to find out that in TV when you go the
traditional route you really have no control over your
show.

They tell you what to say how to say it, and when to
say it.  God forbid you try to say Jesus. This didn\’t
sit right with me at all. When it comes to me and us,
I feel like I know what we want to see so if it
doesn\’t feel right
to me I have no problems walking away no matter how
much money. I was not about to go on TV and have you
all talking about me saying this show is
terrible…what was TP thinking.  It wouldn\’t have
been because I didn\’t
give my ideas, but because they shot it down and I was
out of there on the next thing smoking. 

With all of that said and because of your investment
in me I was able to write produce and finance 10
episodes of my first sitcom called \”House Of Payne.\”
Allen Payne (Jason\’s Lyric, New Jack city) plays a
fireman named CJ whose wife has a drug problem and
burns down their house to cover their mounting debt.
So, they have to move in with his
parents Cassie Davis, and Lavan Davis form \”Madea Goes
to jail.\” CJ has two kids and he and the grinds have
very different ideas about raising these kids.

I wanted this show to be what my movies are, funny
but serious with life lessons in them. Like my plays,
but for TV. Do you remember those shows like \”All in
the Family\”, \”Good Times\”, \”Rosanne\”, and \”Cosby\”.
The shows
that everybody wanted to watch because they not only
made you laugh, but they had some heart. Well, this is
one of those shows with heart.

This was a huge gamble, but if I know anything I know
my faith. And I know my folks, And that\’s why I did
it. If you
give it a chance I know you\’re going to love it.  This
has never been done before, not like this, but I know
it will work.  I\’m always asking ya\’ll to do
something, buy this
book, pay to see my movie, buy a ticket to the play,
buy the DVD. Well, now I can say this wont cost you
anything, just a little of your time.

Now, these ten episodes will run only in ten selected
cities. If I had my choice it would have been all over
the
country. I\’m working with a company that needs to know
that people will watch it if it goes to the rest of
the country.

So it airs in New York and Houston on May eighth, and
eight
other cities soon to follow.   Here is the schedule
as I know it. As we get closer to the release date of
your city, I\’ll send you some reminders. I hope I
don\’t work on your nervous by then. (smile)

If you are not in these cities and you know people in
them, please call them and ask them to watch.

New York – CHANNEL 9
MONDAY MAY 8TH AT 9PM THEN AGAIN AT 10PM THEN MONDAY
THRU FRIDAY FOR TWO WEEKS AT 11PM

Houston CHANNEL 20
MONDAY MAY 8TH AT 9PM THEN AGAIN AT 10PM THEN MONDAY
THRU FRIDAY FOR TWO WEEKS AT 11PM

More information on the following cities to come:

CHICAGO JUNE 19 THRU 26TH CHANNEL 20TH
PHILLY CH 17 TH
JUNE 17 THR 24 TH
WASH DC CH 50 TH
JUNE 17 THRU 24 TH
ATLANTA TBS CH 17 TH
JUNE 7TH WVER WEDNESDAY 9 AND 9:30

DATES FOR THESE CITIES WILL BE IN JUNE STILL TO COME.

DALLAS CH 21
MIAMI CH 33
BALTIMORE CH 54
RALEIGH CH 28

P.S. Maybe you can forward this email to other people
in the area. We need every body to watch. I know
you\’re going to love it.

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  May Peace And Love Be Yours Abundantly!

Im sitting here thinking about some of the habits I have. Some of the things I say, and some  things that you may not know about me. So I’ve decided to share them with you. Share some of the habits and special things that I dont know about you.

• Ok………….. I have this blanket that I roll up into a  small ball, and rub it on my face, my hands, and my forehead. I dont know why I do this, but I have done this since I can remember. I even stopped for about 5 years. Thats when I told my daughter to go and throw it outside in the dumpster so that I wont go get it, and it worked. But now at 38 I have a brand new one( yeah I relapsed) and its here to stay!!!! Whom ever I marry is going to have to accept this blanket in the bed with us. If he cant except my “ball cover” he will not be with me. lol
• When Im working and I make a mistake and drop something, maybe like their change, or their bags, even at home when someone trips, the first thing out of my mouth is” YOU MADD”?   lol It just comes out of my mouth. Say for instance if you go to the ATM and it’s not working, I will say “You Madd? People normally respond………naw gurl Im okay. lol
• I have a nice grade of hair, but I have this  spot in the back of my head near my neck that just wont grow. Its funny because my dad has it and my 2 sisters. You can tell we are family just by looking at it. Thank goodness you cant see it unless I lift it up.
• I suck my tongue

Tell all now!

Lacrease

God gave you a gift of 86,400 seconds today. Have you used one to say “thank you”?~~William A. Ward

Then…………………… you get a call and the trip is on and popping again! You call your family and friends and tell them that they are invited, they are EXCITED. You get yourself together, your family and friends get themselves together. Everybody plan to make this trip.

The night before, everyone call each other to say goodnight AND TO BE READY in the morning.

You plan to be up at 5, because the bus leaves @ 7. Everyone has to have their own suitcase and stand if front of their homes.

What are your feelings now?