As you know * if you read my blog entries* I’m working hard on my Anger issues.. In order for me to go to the next level…. I have to get this in order. Its a MUST. Posting about Anger is a topic that I will discuss each time I post, because it helps me in my everyday living.
I’m the oldest of 4 and I’ve always been protective of my God, siblings, family and friends. And if I didn’t know any better… I would fight you over them . I would…..for real. LOL Truth is…. I’ve never had a fight before… but I can get be very SURGICAL with my tongue….and that has caused me, to come to the conclusion, that I need to work on my Anger issues. And it was tested again…. this weekend. Wow wow wow
Thursday was the first night of Mega Fest in Dallas Texas with Bishop TD Jakes and First Lady Serita Jakes hosting. I got up early morning to start the day, I watched all the afternoon and evening sessions didn’t leave the house at all, and on Sunday……. I knew the Bishop was going to give us “desert”….and I was watching STREAMING LIVE for the ENTIRE SERVICE.
When Bishop TD Jakes called up Tyler Perry… He was caught totally off guard… you can see it in his face. He’s the type of person who gets embarrassed about stuff like this. He rather sit in his seat and present a check later….. in PRIVATE. In his mind this is his time to get his Praise on and not draw any attention to himself. I’ve been watching TD Jakes Sermons for years and years…. he feeds my soul. I love his connection to God and his Ministry. When he called up Tyler that wasn’t to embarrass him, or TO BRAG to the Church AND the WORLD…. that he gave 1 million dollars PLUS, or to make any one in the audience or home viewers feel “SOME KINDA WAY” about THEIR donation if any……. *ijs*… It was simply out of GRATITUDE …..and about hearing the voice of GOD AND… ACTING ON IT. Say this with me…. AND ACTING ON IT… one more time… AND ACTING ON IT.
When Tyler Perry took the stage…. he was nervous he grabbed Dr. Jazz hand, but once he was okay with what was happening and where God was about to take him …..at that moment I saw God totally take over Tyler and he went there!!! Before Tyler even took the stage I was already sitting here with tears rolling down my face, and when he started speaking in tongues….. I was gone… Spiritually Speaking. I knew God had taken over. He tried to give the microphone back…. but they knew God wasn’t finished… and when he laid hands on Bishop TD Jakes… it was God’s hand in the Spirit and Tyler’s in the flesh. My goodness it was something to see!!! I was done at that point, and the word hadn’t even went forth yet * as far as the morning sermon* .So much POWER went through Tyler, I know he was weak and hungry after that. LOL LOL Not only did you see it… but you could FEEL IT. My legs could not stop jumping, it was a very POWERFUL moment. Praise God…. I saw it LIVE with my own eyes.
Went to bed that night feeling GREAT…AWESOME… got up MONDAY MORNING and the news was everywhere!!!
“Tyler Perry lays hands on the Bishop… who do he think he is?” “The Bishop is fake, they planned this to get attention, and money”. “Tyler Perry was disrespectful to lay hands on the Bishop.” ” This is foolishness and it has to stop”! “This is the reason why I don’t go to Church” The headlines were endless. The main ones were saying….”You gotta be careful who you let lay hands on you”… All while I’m saying to myself…. and YOU gotta be careful not to let foolishness non God fearing men come up in your house eat your food up from your kids, lay on your couch, and drive your car, YOU gotta be careful to spend your money wisely so that you won’t have to beg, borrow or steal. YOU gotta be careful who you let around your kids while they’re cussing and doing whatever in front of boys” YOU gotta be careful not to give your body to any man who says “you’re different”. YOU….. gotta be careful not to talk down on the next person, because it could be them today and YOU tomorrow. So, people lets watch the “be carefuls” in other areas….. because really its true… but it goes without saying. #stuffyouknowwithoutsaying
This was the part that bothered me….not because they talked about Bishop TD Jakes… or Tyler Perry * who cares *…. but because of the many, many, many, many, many people who didn’t get it. And I know everyone is not on the same page…. Spiritually Speaking, but when you DISRESPECT (((and speak on))))) the move of the Holy Spirit, you put a chain on yourself so thick. Especially when you have no interest in seeing the whole REBROADCAST (((for yourself))))… and when you don’t care about The Lord, The Church members, Bishop or Tyler. All you want is head shaking, hand clapping, people pleasing AMENS.
As God is teaching me how to channel in on what triggers my anger. He’s showing me that I’m NOT angry * so I thought I was* about the fact that people I love and admire are being talked about negatively, I’m angry about WHAT THEIR NOT GETTING. That’s a HUGE WOW MOMENT FOR ME!!!!! I’m angry because people are not getting it, they don’t care. Its real that people are going to perish.
The bible says:
New International Version (NIV)
6 my people are destroyed from lack of knowledge.
“Because you have rejected knowledge,
I also reject you as my priests;
because you have ignored the law of your God,
I also will ignore your children.
As I’m reading comment after comment on different sites…. I’m alarmed at the many people with negative comments, and hateful replies. That’s when God said La’Crease… “Look at this as a reminder of the work that *still* has to be done in order to get * reach* them to become believers. Then I thought….. If they don’t believe this…… TRUST ME…THEY’RE BELIEVING SOMETHING ELSE… UM UMMMM He said now… what would it look like if YOU.. joined in making them just as ANGRY as you are reading it? Yes it makes so much sense, which has caused me to shift my focus. When they heard and saw the video… it made them ANGRY…. so when I read what THEY wrote… it made me ANGRY. I had no intentions on commenting and I didn’t.
In closing I want to say… you put DIRTY CLOTHES in a WASHING MACHINE… . What sense would it be to wash a load of clean clothes? Who goes in the cabinet and re wash the dishes they’ve already washed? Who takes a car to the car wash 2 times a day? Who does that? Nonbelievers feel that there is no hope for them because they have sinned. They pointed to both Bishop and Tyler as sinners who lay hands on others. As if to say.. Tyler Perry is not perfect what gives him the right to lay hands? These are the same people who PRAY… but still feel “somebody suppose to” ((((helping God out)))))) run over to their house and give them food . Instead of waiting on God. But what they don’t know is, if they’re clubbing, having non martial sex, allowing abusive relationships physical/mental, cursing, fighting, stealing, using drugs, robbing, killing, any thing……..and start going to church, reading the bible, building a relationship with The Lord, they will feel convicted in their hearts and put an end to it. Folks don’t want to sacrifice in order to see what’s on the other side. TRUST ME I KNOWWWWWWWWW about this!!!!
Stop talking about people, gossiping and waiting on people to join your “he/she said that wagon” instead…. smile, show yourself friendly, help others in need. Feel the need to ask God to use you. Find ways to become close with God instead of sitting on message boards, facebook, twitter and tearing down each other. Make sure that what you’re saying is not causing others to SIN..
But for those who are self-seeking and who reject the truth and follow evil, there will be wrath and anger.
Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice.
But now you must also rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips.
because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.
The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.
“How long will you who are simple love your simple ways? How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge?
1 John 4:1
New International Version (NIV)….4 Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.
Where works of the flesh exists, there is NO joy