MY FAITH IN GOD …….. Crees Blog Entry

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Sometimes when you’re going through something, its okay to share. I have been so distant to my family and friends. I hate when I get like this. But I’m just a person who has to get in the presence of the Lord . But when I opened my mind to allow encouragement, its not bad. I don’t want to be prideful. Its okay to need help, its okay LaCrease to need to be uplifted and encouraged. I seem to always want to do the encouraging, but this time its me. Here is my FB post from yesterday.

Went out to my Van this morning… and it was GONE. I promise my Faith is being tested. MY FAITH IN GOD IS OUT OF THIS WORLD…NO CAR, NO JOB. I’m so numb right now to everything that has happened to me in the last year and a half. At the same time… I still feel like I CAN HANDLE MORE PAIN… Its so much.. I can’t even write it. Can’t even tell it, cant even explain it, can’t even think it, cant even talk about it. I’m not even mad… cause if you know ME.. you know I’m not the one to be GEEKED ON “stuff”. I just don’t know whats behind this. I LOVE GOD so much. I want him to always show up in my smile, personality, love for others, love for strangers.. NO MATTER WHAT IM GOING THOUGH. As many crying spells I had today…. I can’t wait to see what God has for me on the other side of this pain. Watch with me everybody  Okay?
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  • S Atiya Simm Wil Awww zee! Praying for blessings to come ur way! Thank u for sharing that. Its always something but dont let this get u down! Reinvent yourself. Try something new. You can do it!!!!!
  • Veronica Herron When you think you’re down to nothing.God is up to something.you’re close to a break thru just keep your faith.
  • Lacrease Walker just now got this email from my baby Nesha Hi Mommie!I love you! Like I love you very very veryyyyyyyyyyyy much!I just really wanted you to know how much you mean to me. And How you are ALWAYS there for me when I am going through something. Sometimes God moves us because we are so comfortable with the routine that we are in. We need to understand that He is always in control, NOT our daily routines, rituals, calendars, or appointments that we make to “stay in control”.

    He is. So! With that being said, I’m okay with this change, and I hope you are too J (I can tell that you are.) It’s a learning experience for everyone that we came in contact with today. I don’t know about you, but im inspired to CONTINUE to service the public and do what I’m supposed to do. Keep being nice! I believe that we are on the right track. I’m not even mad at the person who HAS the car. LOL I can care less about them fools. But I am still thinking about them officers was acting. I just can never understand how people want to be in the career of PUBLIC SERVICE, but is the exact opposite of the JOB DESCRIPTION! I don’t get it! Lol.

    Anyway doe *Kat Stacks Voice* We are going to be fine. Lol I been to the mountain top!

    Loll But baaaaaby Mark your calendar because we are taking a trip to ATLANTA. I wanted to go somewhere for our BDAY but the days are stupid lol just looked at the calendar.

    I want to book our flights soon. Maybe in April? That way WE will definitely make a super effort to go! Don’t worry about hotel, money, or flight. ALL you got to do it plan the thing about where we will stay and what not.

    Ok I love you! Plan the trip! Im serious! I want to go away for our BDay! We never did that before! Let’s do 4-5 days. Let’s GO!

    Ok Love you babes! Talk to you after the show goes off to talk about how we liked it.

  • S Atiya Simm Wil Tears******
  • DivineOrder IsPrecious Ooh baby. .praying for you…stand on his word and promises. ..wrap in the faith knowing that when God shows up he shows out ..so praise him in advance cree…He is leaning in your direction. ..
  • Tpurple Sweettee Hughes So sorry to hear that. I know your faith is strong. Praying for you.
  • Cedes Weekes I’m a witness to the glory of God in your life!! Well done in your service to Him…. Especially with Raisin Girls!
  • Monica Cakes This to shall pass! !!
  • Lacrease Walker * tears* thanks for the prayers everyone
  • Sherry Hunt Wow. This bring me back to when we had that long talk that night about going through and Him using things to get our attention and to make us depend solely on Him. I cannot wait to see twin. I’m excited for what’s in store for you. Shouting hallelujah already and praying. I love you twin.
  • Diane Jones pray for me too, cause my faith has truly been tested i just don’t get it.
  • Patricia Thompson Cree he is in control he got you your faith is tested this is your season praise God for your victory shout to the king I claim your Victory you have the strength ypu have the faith no weapon can form let that go because God had something BIGGER AND BETTER love you like a Sister
  • Lisa Edwards Awwww this is sad yet beautiful at the same time! Keep ur faith cuz! Better is coming! I’ve been telling myself the same thing!
  • Margret Malone People that dont have always bother thing’s of others…TRUST what the got u will get back BIGGER and BETTER,in JESUE name….AMEN:)
  • Joann Greer Remember JOB. We serve the Great I Am. To God Be The Glory. CALL ME
  • Tarianna McCain Got to love your baby to pieces huh zee…beautiful…great job
  • Tairra Green im sry tht happend to u
  • Brenda Gonebeall White N YOU KNOW THIS MAN!!! HOLD ON CHANGE IS COMING!!! BELIEVE THAT @ 6:00!!!! LOL
  • MrsEducated Madison smh….I can’t stand thieves!
  • Renee Bates (((Hugs))))God got a plane with you in mind……keep the faith,hold on…..God speed……sweet love……
  • Mike Walker I am so sorry Cuz ((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))
  • Michelle Hicks-Stokes Smh, that’s sad! But what’s even more sad is the person who violated you. Karma……
  • Julie Shar What happened one day you were back working with me then you were gone?? Hope everything works out for you soon!!
  • Linda Cooperwood God has something better for you in his time.
  • Linda Cooperwood Be encouraged Cre in spite of.
  • Faye Cooper God is lifting you higher and higher anyway my niece love you
  • Tracy Bush WOW WOW WOW!!!!!
  • Lajuana Paige Stay strong and keep your faith, and I’m always a phone call away if you need me boo
  • Debra Iverson May God send his angels from every direction to lift you up. God bless I’m sending hugs!! 😇
  • Timia Nana Walker KEEP THE FAITH COUSIN… THE SUN SHALL SHINE AGAIN # BELIEVE THAT # IN GODS NAME # AMEN
  • Makenitdowhatitdo MsGreen OMG!!! It’s gonna be alright, they won’t get far what goes around comes around (((HUGS)))
  • Anderson Woodard Jr. Sorry cuz but like you said he got better plans for you yes he do
  • Jacquetta Harrison I hate that this happened to you but you already know it’s a setup for something wonderful….
  • Rose Hicks A Setback is a setup for a comeback. I hope I said this right. It’s what Bishop Vann tell us all the time and I receive it everytime he says it.
  • Rose Hicks Lacrease, I have been blessed tremendously and if He did it for me He will do it for you. I felt your faith in what you said and it’s showing you that your help is on the way. Stay strong as you are and things are going to work out in your favor. Love you.
  • Tiffany Walker I will keep you in my prayers Cuz. God will pull you through your challenges.
  • Tearsa TearSa TearSa So… I’m feeling horrible & I read this…
    smh
    My Creeeeeee’…See More
  • Valerie D Stewart awww my prayers are with you sis! God loves you and so do I
  • Burks Sonjakeepnitmoving And her child/children shall called her bless I know your gonna get double back im rejoicing at the fact that your nit upset and still willing to give but im REALLY shouting about the mini you in neisha she’s awesome now plan the trip.
  • Ena Mckee Prayers going up prosperity
  • Tania Barnes-Patterson Cree… a lot of people don’t know but 2 years ago I was where you are, even worse. Not only without a job, car, etc, I was homeless as well. Literally! My husband and I lost EVERYTHING! We went from having a 4 bdrm, 2 bath, 3000+ square foot home…See More
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  • Lacrease Walker Thank you for sharing your Testimony Tania Barnes-Patterson I really needed to hear PATIENCE and FAITH. So much I can say… but Thank you so much Sis
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  • Tania Barnes-Patterson Oh honey… it’s way more intense and real… but GOD is GOOD! Love you girl…
  • Lacrease Walker I can imagine… mannnn Im holding on.. I love you too Tania Barnes-Patterson
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  • Shanecia Croxton Im very sorry to hear this!!! Furthermore I wish I could help you. The best way I can help you now is banding together with the rest of your friends and family in prayer. You’ve done such great things to help countless others with that van and I know t…See More
  • Sandra Williams Holy Spirit, You were given to us as a special gift personally from Jesus. You know all things and the word of Yahweh our Elohim says that He will never put on us more than we can bear. The Mighty and Powerful never failing Word also states that Elohi…See More
  • Donna Taylor Bless it be to God
  • Latrice Sherrod Keep your head up sis. It’s a test but a test that you will surely pass. Count it all joy. Ain’t no need to worry  love ya. Be blessed.
  • Chae LS Shockley God has plans for you! keep your faith! Amen
  • Kema Poochie Nance Ohhhhh no way..So sorry your going your going throw all this..your AB family is here for u
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  • LaShondra Rias y didnt u call me, I kno it wasnt on ur mind so sorry to hear this Cree but keep ur head up maybe this setback is just setting u up for something better
  • Myra Bee Doingbetterthenyou sorry Crease it’s cold to b w/o a car.. so so sorry
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  • Rasheen GottagivumGlory Williams It’s not in vain sis ….Hold fast and keep the faith…..HE will show out afterwhile!!!!!! Yes I said SHOW OUT because He’s already there!!! Even in the Midst of your trials you still chose to give him GLORY and someone else is WORST off than you are and they will read your post and it will give them the courage and strength to HOLD ON….Hold on it’s not what it seems!!!!
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  • Lacrease Walker YES YES YESSSS
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  • Maria Tyynismaa VERY SAD WORLD WE LIVE IN NOW DAYS—-U WORK HARD FOR SOME LOWLIFE TO TAKE FROM U–GOD BLESS & STAY STRONG
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  • MzLela P Tucker OMG how awful Cree but everything will work out babe just keep the faith battles are only given to the strongest soldiers you will come out polished trust cause you are a diamond
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  • Jennifer Pelton Every time you declare God’s goodness when the enemy has just tried to knock you down I think it sucker punches the devil to the ground and has to deflate his pride just a little. It robs the enemy of the satisfaction that he wants by coming against yo…See More
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  • Lacrease Walker OOOO weee Amen!!!!
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  • Phyllis Ann Evans Speak gurl! God’s plan is the best plan. Can’t wait for the praise report! Watch Him do a new thing. His love is so amazing.
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  • Deborah Golden GOD has a reason for allowing things to happen we may never understand His Wisdom but we simply have to TRUST HIS WILL…..
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  • Lacrease Walker
    Tearsa TearSa TearSa So… I’m feeling horrible & I read this…
    smh
    My Creeeeeee’
    >MUAH<
    >MUAH<
    ((TIGHT HUG))
    YOU AREEEEE MY CRE’ A WOMAN OF GOD! I’m sending a private msg. later. Right now I’m going to sleep I’ve read enough to make ME feel better… I’m back in my head. You’re a blessing even through YOUR STRUGGLES. I Love You Babe!!!! I Know Things Are Getting Better For You… I’m going to *watch* just like you said because I knowwwwww you’re going to have a testimony that will have me screaming for you.
    Tania Barnes-Patterson Cree… a lot of people don’t know but 2 years ago I was where you are, even worse. Not only without a job, car, etc, I was homeless as well. Literally! My husband and I lost EVERYTHING! We went from having a 4 bdrm, 2 bath, 3000+ square foot home with an in ground pool, to sitting in the dark, in January’s cold with no lights, gas, or water, no jobs, car repoed and an eviction notice right next to me with nowhere to go, and to top that off, was sick with the flu from hell and no medicines but… still clinging to my faith. CLANGIN’!!! So, trust me when I say, “BEEN THERE”! But I MUST tell you, there’s a blessing in the storm. He has restored at least 90% of it all so far and still working. Storms cause damage and destruction… but do you know what happens after it’s finished it’s destruction? The rebuilding of better things… New beginnings! God has a plan. Jeremiah 29:11…. ooh baby and it’s a GOOD ONE. Trust me on this one! I just hear PATIENCE! Activate every ounce of patience and faith you can muster up and hold on tight… for dear life… it’s about to be on and popping! Watch God work. Dig into the Word…pray without ceasing but most of all just believe. ..We need to talk. He loves you so much. HOLD ON!
    #IHEARGREATER
    • Shanecia Croxton Im very sorry to hear this!!! Furthermore I wish I could help you. The best way I can help you now is banding together with the rest of your friends and family in prayer. You’ve done such great things to help countless others with that van and I know that God has plans for you; I feel it!! You have a beautiful family and network; utilize it and wait for Gods work. If there is anything I’m able to do, I will. Love you Lacrease Walkerand I love your love for God and his works!!! I will be waiting for the following posts as u share your blessings with us.
    • Sandra Williams Holy Spirit, You were given to us as a special gift personally from Jesus. You know all things and the word of Yahweh our Elohim says that He will never put on us more than we can bear. The Mighty and Powerful never failing Word also states that Elohim is our Battle Ax in the time of trouble. Now, in the life of my dear sister Cree may God arise and her enemies be scattered! In the Name of Jesus and by His delivering Blood, we demand that everything the devil has stolen from her be returned 100 fold. Right now in the Mighty Name if Yeshuah Mesiah may the warring and ministering Angels of the Lord go forth in battle on her behalf and reveal every hidden thing and return to her all that Is hers NOW in Jesus’ Name. Let the thief be located and peace be the portion of Cree in Jesus’ Name. Amen.
      It’s hard to rest when your heart is heavy. So I’m praying that God floods your heart with peace in the midst of your pain. Don’t let what you’re going through take your life. There’s so much more to you than what’s trying to break you. You’re special and we need you. Keep praying, keep fighting, keep living! #RehabTime
      • TasteMii Rainbow Wright I love you Momma! I’m here if u ever need me! God DEFINITELY has a plan 4 u!  Smile…He wont let u down!
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      • Sheena West OOOO! I love you sooo much honey! I want you to know that the devil attacks us when we are at our best. When you serving others, loving on people, when you walking talk in the glory of God, and when you start living for others and not youself. I love you. You are a warrior in christ and all his followers are in a battle, but the beauty of it all is the war is already won. Remember that the devil only has lies as his weapon, and in a battle he will bring up things from your passed to stop you. He will bring up things that Jesus has chosen to forget. Don’t let him tell you what you already know. everything has been covered by the blood and jesus loves and accepts how you are. No matter what the devil throws your way always remember that jesus is with you for he never forsakes us. His will is always done in the end. Psalms 23 says “ye though I walk in the shadow of death thou art with me. Thy rod and thy staff comfort me. Thy PREPAREST a table in the PRESENCE OF THINE ENEMIES. You continue to do what he calls your heart to and if you and my sister ever need anything call me! Also, if yall run out of places to go for yall birthday I would love to show yall around California!<3!
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      • Lacrease Walker THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH.. AWWW Sheena West * HUGS*
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