Home Dreaming 11/BLOG
 This is beautiful…sometimes its okay to let the world in.
I can surely wake up to this…….every morning 🙂
I really can appreciate this one below!

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES ( below)

Bill Cosby/ Tell your own STORY/BLOG
So… I read that Bill Cosby went to court several years ago and admitted to giving women  the drug Quaaludes so that he could do what he wanted to do.
I’m sadden by this information but not shocked. I’m not shocked because he’s a man/human and we all make mistakes. I know this was done when he was younger, and with the mentality he has NOW, he’s probably ashamed  and embarrassed by his actions. Because I’m sure he doesn’t do those things anymore.
 I know he felt this secret would be sealed forever, well at least until he passed on, that would leave his wife with all the MESS in her lap to deal with. Can you imagine all the people who are going to delete his number out of their cell phones? There will be ones who will call him to show support even after knowing/reading the court documents ARE TRUE. And that’s cool. Then there will be ones who will shy away from him altogether. Sometimes I think God allows these things to happen, so that we can see for ourselves WHO WE ARE. I learned that people are quick to forgive you if you ADMIT your wrong, and ask for forgiveness. But when you deny, and make folks look money hungry when they’re telling the truth all along, people aren’t quick to forget that.
After and during The Cosby Show he was looked at as almost perfect when it came to family life of being a husband, a dad, and a role model. But you gotta remember your PAST WILL catch up with you. Somebody somewhere knows YOUR TRUTH. When faced with the questions… be honest, no matter how hard it is. People will forget all about the good you’ve done and said, and focus on the lies you told, and the things you covered up. People love to remind me of how I use to be, when they can clearly see that I am 30 years past all of that mess. It doesn’t bother me anymore…..because I TELL MY OWN STORIES!
Here is how it will affect everyone he’s connected to. His cast members will be hunted down and ask millions of questions. His adult kids, wife, and colleagues will also be asked questions. If Bill Cosby was MY friend…. I would love to tell them NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS HOW I FEEL ABOUT MYYYYY FRIEND….while keeping it moving!!! I’m BOLD like that. Sad thing about this… Bill Cosby will have to break his silence soon, or it would just look like arrogance on his behalf. People looked up to him, they listened to him. And even though we all fall short (( I know I do)) one thing I do know…. when you come clean and be honest… its easier to move past it. He will have to face the music with the lawsuits, even have to come off money, but at least he’ll be free from his past. Amen?
I AM La’Crease (( and SHE doesn’t have to do anything else))
Cree’s Ramblings/BLOG
Hey Family!!! I have lots to talk about tonight!! Lets jump right into it.
I’m a thinker, and this is one I’ve been thinking about for a while. Years ago when I was a young gurl before the age of 14, my dad always told ME.. that I had a sister out there. She was his step mothers  SISTER. It was a huge secret back in the day because at the time he was young and still at home, and if his dad knew this, he would have kicked him out of the house FOR GOOD. So the gurl had the baby, but it was a secret who the father was until later on in the gurls life when people started to talk.
For me…. I always wanted to meet her. I’m very close with my siblings and to find out that I have a sister out there was like heaven for me. I thought about her all the time. Asking my dad questions he didn’t want to answer sometimes. But one day he got a knock on the door.. and it was HER. Not only did she come for answers, but it was also told to her that her mom was raped by my uncle((( by marriage))) , and that it was a possibility that she was his child. My cousins (( his daughters)) wanted a blood test to know either way, but that never happened and it kinda devastated me.
One day she called and said that she was coming to Detroit to visit her family and that she wanted to meet up with me and my siblings at my dad’s house. We finally had the meet I PRAYED TO GOD FOR. I got to see her face to face, stare at her, hug her and just Thank God for that moment. But when she left, we didn’t communicate much at all, and when my uncle who she felt was her dad.. passed away…. she made it known that she felt HE was her dad. I was good with that part. Because I Thanked God for us meeting. God gave me exactly what I asked for… and that was to meet her face to face. But I expected more. I wanted to have a blood test taken, and if she was my Sister start a relationship with her,  my niece and nephews. I feel that I was “short changed” in a way. She decided not to take the test , and I had to be good with that choice she made. Its funny, how God will give you the desires of your heart, but he never reviled  the outcome. Thing is, he comforted me during those days after the meet. I cant be mad at him for how things turned out, because he gave me what I asked for… A MEET. There will always be a “what if” in the back of my mind  when I see her post on FB. I love her and Thank God all the time that I got a chance to meet her. 🙂  🙂  🙂  🙂
Which brings me to Tyler Perry.. another person who I always wanted to meet since I was introduced to Madea. I love me some Tyler Perry and the work that he brings to life on stage and on the screen. But since meeting my sister and having HIGH EXPECTATIONS… I’m good. Not that I don’t want to meet him, I want him to want to meet ME. I’m just not good with expecting something so great to happen (( a friendship with him and my sister as well)) and it not happen. If its God’s will.. it shall be. Other than that I’m Okay. I’m going to sit back and let God do this… I’m out of it. It feels natural that way 🙂 🙂 🙂
I AM La’Crease (( I don’t have to do anything else))
My DREAM OF SAVING SOULS /BLOG
Tuesday Morning June 23, 2015 I had a dream.
I had a dream that I was in this building with lots of rooms and people. In every room it had only a HUGE MIRROR.
I WAS IN CHARGE, like in all of my SPIRITUAL dreams.
We were surrounded by MIRRORS. Instead of looking at the person, I was looking in the mirror at the person I was telling to “wake up”as I was pointing to where the EXIT doors were. I knew the world was coming to and end, and if they didn’t listen to me, their faces would BURST INTO A BIG BALL OF FIRE, which meant they DIED.
I wanted people to LIVE (( which meant)) getting out of the building. But they were in another ((mind set)) and felt why was it necessary to leave…. in the first place? Â Instead of them focusing on leaving, they chose to put all their ENERGY in wondering…. WHY Â I WANTED THEM TO EXIT SO BADLY.
Some people were looking at me like I was crazy and didn’t listen. For some reason they wasn’t comprehending that Jesus was on his way, and it was their last chance to be saved. Instead they chose to wonder why I was telling them to EXIT.
As time went on, I was so deep into telling people where the EXIT signs where, that as this one person I was talking to FACE BURST INTO A BALL OF FLAMES… I was too close and mines caught on fire too. I was dying. In my DREAM… it was like I came to myself (( knew I was dreaming)) and told God that I wanted to LIVE. I told him that I wanted to ((wake up from my death)) and go back into the building to tell the other people where the EXIT signs were. Well, God listened to me, and he permitted me to go back into this  BUILDING with lots of mirrors, rooms and people to tell the them one again where the EXIT signs were.
When I got back into my dream… Â I looked into the mirror to tell this other person where the EXIT signs were, and saw that MY FACE was covered with a WHITE TOWEL. I could still hear my voice, it was my body, but my face was covered. My face was burned up so bad that God put a WHITE TOWEL over it. I remember not caring at all, because all I wanted to do was tell people about the EXITS. After telling so many people and going room to room, I heard GOD SAY TO ME LOUD AND CLEAR……now its time FOR YOU….. TO HEAD FOR THE EXIT. I heard him, and I got out of the now….. BURNING BUILDING. All who didn’t listen to me…. perished.
I AM LaCrease ((Â I don’t have to do anything else))
We had to cross this big street that seem as if it was taking forever to get across. Once we got there, we saw lots of people, some were looking crazy some just was plain lost. So for some reason, I was in charge, I spoke up and said to the people. LOOK, LISTEN EVERYBODY, the world is coming to an end!! I said if you want to live you have to wake up!! In my own mind inside of the dream I knew that I wanted to live, so in order to live I had planned on waking up out of the dream, I just wanted to make sure that they knew what to do, since some of them didn’t know what was going on, I knew that I had a way out. So I said LOOK YALL, WAKE UP. I looked at Neisha and said boo, you wake up first, I couldn’t wake up without her going first. People were waking up because a bubble would burst in the spot that they were standing in. So I said Neisha go head and wake up. I looked at her and then saw a bubble. I told everybody wake up if you want to live, and THEN I BUBBLED OUT. (LOL)
I woke up out of my dream.
I looked around my house, I got up, walked around, and couldn’t stop thinking if those other people woke up. It was on my mind so tough. I couldn’t believe that I had a dream like this. So, I laid down and said I need to go back to this dream to see if those people left. I laid down went back to sleep, and guess what? God let me go BACK to see if those other people were there. I pop back in the dream like a bubble. It was only a few people left. I said WHY DIDNT YALL POP OUT?????????????
They looked at me and said: WE CANT WAKE UP.
I felt so bad for them, so bad. There was no way for me to help them, they had to pop out themselves. All I could say to them was well IM OUT!! Then I woke up out of the dream.
Deep? I’m always thinking about this dream, its one of the few I remember.
I love you all!
Lacrease
It was this black lady who wore all black, something like a Levi pant and jacket outfit. She was always smiling, but EVIL as HELL. She had built this very large, what looked to be an old school film projector that my teacher used at school back in the day. This thing had wheels on it and did everything she told it to do. Everybody was scared of the Power this woman had. She had terrorized the whole neighborhood, and was going block to block at any given time and was commanding this thing to shoot fire balls out on people. I was sooo scared in my dream I didnt know what to do. I remember peeping out my door and window just to see if her and this machine was going to come our way.
I was in the house with all my family members, we were together just in case we got killed. Somehow she got into my house and she kept looking at me. She said * Im about to do the paper work on you cause youre about to DIE*. She was staring at me, doing this dance and saying over and over again, that she was going to get her machine to set me on fire. She made me go outside but my family had to stay behind and watch me die looking out of the window. She was standing at a desk outside, still doing *paperwork* on me when I bust out and said. *Thats okay, you can kill me, but when God comes Im going to watch you burn in HELL!!! I said Im going to wake up again, but you are going to burn forever!! She was sooooo mad at me, but I kept talking and thinking that she was going to kill me anyway, so I should tell her how I felt. I looked down the street and here was her machine coming up the block. OMG I was so scared. I just kept on saying my peace to her, still she was doing her dances and telling me that I was about to die!!! I started praying and asking God to forgive me for all my sins, I told him that I loved him and my family and that I wanted to be with him forever.
 I felt peace.
 Then….. I looked up to the machine and she told it to KILL ME!!!! I fell to the ground, I felt heat but only a little bit…………. then I died.
 As I was laying there in front of my house on the  side walk, all of a sudden this tall, HANDSOME, thick thigh , big stomach * like I like em man* PICKED ME UP off the ground and KISSED ME! When he did that I woke up. I was ALIVE!!! He had me hanging over his shoulders and he took me into the house with my family. He sat me on the couch and the lady that wanted me dead walked in. She couldnt see me at all but I could see her. Somehow she knew that once he kissed me and I was ALIVE, that she couldnt do anything with me OR MY FAMILY EVER AGAIN. She was MAD too, because she wanted me dead. I was sitting on the couch watching it all go down. He said a few words to her and she left. He told me that he was an Angel, and the way he looked at me, our vibe, and connection was strong. I knew right then and there that I was going to be his wife. Then I woke up…… I couldnt go back to sleep because that dream was so powerful. It felt so real. I was alive and she didnt have power over me anymore. My family was there they were so happy. I don’t know what this dream mean, but I DO know its Spiritual. If someone who knows about dreams could comment or post, PLEASE DO SO!! PLEASE PLEASE!Â
 Thanks for reading
Lacrease
#HAHN/Cree’s Ramblings/BLOG
Hey Family!!
Tyler Perry’s #HAHN came back on tonight on OWN. I don’t usually do reviews on these shows, but tonight was good!! Veronica….. is out cold!!! I love looking into her eyes and seeing her put everything into her acting. She is something. That cigarette she holds in her hand tells me, that she’s calm and thinking about “Whats next”. Her sneaky “don’t know what she’s up to next” smile kills me!!! That ice stare is spooky!!!  I saw myself in her  BACK IN THE DAY * not to the extreme*. Don’t get me twisted… I will never burn down a house with anyone in it, especially where I live. Its just that I can look in her eyes and see pain, I see a loss of control, I see someone who thinks they have so many connections that her dirt will never catch up. I see a floor that dropped from under her, she lived through it, and now she has no breaks on her actions. I can see that its starting to feel good to her to be bad. OMG, now she’s messing with Benny…. she’s out cold!! Great actress.
Okay…. I said it first. I think that Amanda and Wyatt are Celine kids. OR…. only Wyatt. One of those kids is Jim and Celine’s. Tonight when she came over, it was something about the atmosphere that made me think that something aint right. It’s some deep dark secrets going on with this family. We haven’t seen the last of Celine.. She has some bombs to drop and I can see it all over her face. Its more than just that son she has, that we haven’t seen much of. Um um… juicy!
#LAHHATL I’m so happy MIMI told her own story.. now no one can come after her for her lies, and no more blackmailing her. She told Stevie J, her BFF, and later she will tell her daughter. It made me mad all the POWER MEKO UGLLLLLLLLLLLY butt had over her. Go out and get your own money, stop trying to keep a story line to stay on TV and to make money. I didn’t care for him then, and especially not now. Kirk Frost get on my nerves.. but if Rasheeda loves him… what can I say? LOL She’s my gurl, so she’ll handle him.
As for me… I have been taking it easy, just working, trying to get my apartment together. Haven’t been going to the park to spend my quiet time with God as I normally do, but I will this next week for sure. On my way to bed…. working midnight’s will have you up late especially on your off days!!!
My Bride
 (( I’m her Wedding Coordinator)) Rana day is coming fast, after this week, its time to get on the ball. I need to do some personal things to prepare for her day in September. But other than that….. Be Blessed!
I AM La’Crease (( I don’t have to do anything else))
My Thoughts On Gay Marriage Part 2/BLOG
Okay, since I’ve calm down from all the FB posting and the other things that I’ve read. I now have a clear thought on how to reach my point in this.
First of all let me say this. IF YOU DON’T HONOR LOVE OR RESPECT YOUR PARENTS, BELIEVE IN GOD OR THE BIBLE.. PLEASE KEEP THIS POST MOVING.. THIS IS NOT ((AIN’T)) FOR YOU. DON’T WASTE ANY MINUTES OF YOUR 24 HOUR DAY READING MY POST…BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY…YOU WOULD BE ABLE TO CHEW ON THIS MEAT. THANK YOU 🙂
I never wanted trouble growing up. Again, my parents would go to the store or where ever and when they set rules not to do something that meant … DON’T DO IT. Being the oldest I had to always “set the example”. Not saying that I didn’t do any wrong… The Lord knows… I did my share of dirt . Â But why do people keep saying, “STOP JUDGING when it comes to Gay Relationships”? How is it judging when you’re only reminding your “siblings” (( blood…. and in Christ)) what the rules your parents left were? My only motivation in that…. is so that they don’t get in trouble. That’s it!
My parents were serious about the rules they left.  God is serious about the rules he left. WOW… looking back when we were kids and  REMINDING my siblings of what “mom and dad” said… I can see the “you aint the boss” look on their faces. That was because they didn’t want to be reminded of the truth. They had free will to obey or disobey, and sometimes they wanted to disobey. So they were MAD AT ME for the reminder, but NOT AT MY PARENTS FOR THE RULING. WOW… WOW… WOW!!!! My siblings didn’t look at that as “Judging” ((( as the grown folks of today do)))….. they looked at it as  IM BEING BOSSY! LOL
If you’re one of those people that said bump the rules mom and dad left, I’m doing what I want to do…. then you won’t agree or get this either. You’ll most likely say… “PEOPLE Â HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO, THEY’RE GOING TO DO IT ANYWAY”…. DIDN’T GOD GIVE US FREE WILL? Yes…. he did give us free will.. BUT DOG ON IT… You IGNORE the RULES.. you’ll later pay the CONSEQUENCES. That goes for all of us.
Last night at work, a coworker was being mean to a customer, and I didn’t like what he said  because he was being rude. I told my boss that I wanted to get with him for that. She reminded me about 400 times ((( really about 10))) that I was a Christian and for me not to think about doing that. NOT ONE TIME DID I GET MAD AND ACCUSE HER OF JUDGING ME.. SHE WAS HELPING ME.. REMINDING ME OF MY CHRISTIAN WALK. I LOVED HER FOR THAT!!! She helped me back to safety. I appreciated that! Not only that, but at the end of the night when I was leaving out this morning, he came to me and apologized for his comment. Now I’m good with God, he’s good with God and me. When Christians bring up the subject of same sex marriages, they’re not JUDGING, they are only reminding people of what God said…. because JUST LIKE A SIBLING… WE DON’T WANT YOU TO GET IN TROUBLE…CALLING WRONG…RIGHT.. AND IN THAT PROCESS.. NOT REPENTING BECAUSE YOU NEVER BELIEVED IT WAS WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE.  It bothers me so badly, when people believe that if you don’t agree or support same sex relationships that you don’t like them or have a problem with them. NOT ME. I love everybody. I have always shown LOVE to everyone.
I believe in God and I believe in the Bible.
BE BLESSED!
My Thoughts On Gay Marriage/BLOG
The U.S. Supreme Court ruling today that gay couples have the constitutional right to marry almost immediately.
Growing up, I was the oldest and often times when my parents would leave the house to pay bills, Â grocery shop, or run errands and I would be in charge. I followed the rules and enforced them among my siblings, because I’ve always been that child that didn’t want any trouble. I always felt that rules that were left to follow.. they were to be followed. NOW… did I go against some of the rules a time or two? Yes, I’m sure I did. But in my doing so…. I NEVER CALLED MY WRONG……RIGHT!
This is the ISSUE I have with GAY COUPLES ALLOWING TO MARRY. CALLING WRONG…..RIGHT, TOTALLY IGNORING WHAT GOD WROTE IN THE BIBLE, ((( oh wait..if you don’t believe in God’s word.. you won’t get this. ))) BECAUSE IF YOU DON’T SEE IT AS WRONG…. THEN YOU WONT ASK GOD FOR FORGIVENESS…. THAT’S ALL I’M SAYING. Doing wrong and asking for forgiveness IS TIED IN TOGETHER. People ask me… why do you care? God gave us free will, we can do what we want, and if we have to pay for it later so be it. OKAY I GET THAT.. AND LET ME REMIND YOU HOW MUCH I DO GET IT. FIRST OF ALL
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I’m not going to INBOX you and remind you about this… ((NOT GOING TO HAPPEN))
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I’m not going to see you on the street and bring up this post… ((NOT AT ALL PERIOD))!
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Understand that this is just a conversation and YES… YOU ARE FREE TO THINK AND BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE… that’s you
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I’m not going to come to your house and pound it in your head, knock on your door, call you, or even bring it up again. THATS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN
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I’m going to run it by you, once, maybe twice.. but please believe that thatgurltheycallcree… have other things to do than to keep telling you NOT to call WRONG…. RIGHT! I just want people to see that if you “follow God”… then you know what he likes and what he doesn’t like. I’m just like a sister…. I just don’t want people to get in trouble by calling WRONG …RIGHT. That’s all. I’m not going to keep talking about it not going to call your house about it either.
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Be Blessed!
Still Here!!
Eye Laser Surgery/A Wedding/BLOG





















