Praise God for another day!!!! Hugs and kisses to you Jesus!
Today was a very good day. I made up my mind that it was time to dry all my tears, collect lessons learned, and move on to what I’m here to do. This time in my life, it was one of the biggest lessons that lead to many other things that God has for me. I can’t cry anymore, its time to work. I may not get something right off all the time, but the urgency in the message forced me to Seek God. I’m very grateful for everything.
I surrender to God everything. I’m tired of walking around in the Wilderness. I come to realize just what God has been telling me for as long as I can remember, I can’t get attached to anyone. I’m to be moving at all times. Yesterday my best male friend called me, and he was telling me about whats going on with him and his girlfriend. I listened, Ministered to him, and I heard God say…….. okay Lacrease cut it short. Cause see I’ll stay on the phone with him, and then our conversation will end up all over the place. I’m learning to keep it pushing. Its hard when you’re friendly and don’t mind talking while holding their hand. As I’m learning to “keep in moving”, I can use my energy to reach others. I love talking to people, but I’m learning it has to be Ministry Minded only. I can no longer stop and chill, I have to keep rolling. I talk with so many different people, on so many different things, and it can drain me sometimes, so the idle chat……must stop. I have to accept the fact, that I can’t go with the flow of everyone else. I always knew this tho. Maybe that’s why I have the best sisters in the world!!! Yea!!! LOL.
Anyway, it’s almost time to fly to Atlanta!!! Next Thursday morning, I’m outta here!! I gotta hit me a Jazz Club when I get there. I wanna hear me some Live music, with some grown folks ONLY! I’m not ready for the heat, but thinking about it, its hot here in Detroit. I guess I’ll be aiight. I’m mostly excited about my mom seeing Atlanta, for the first time. I’m trying to get her to move there with me. I’ll see how she feels about it when she gets there. hehehe. I’ve been wanting to move there for 17-18 years. Can’t wait to see how this plays out. I’m also waiting to see what Blessings will flow for me.
Hmmmmmm. Lakers won Ughh…… Congratulations to them! I’m sleepy, so I’m off to bed!! More tomorrow.
“I’m in a mess…I need a way out
can you help me find the peace of mind I used to have? I’m just a wreck…wreck like a plane crash, it seems to be a piece of my mind everywhere…” Marvin Winans~ My Story
Today was a better day. After working a full day, couldn’t go home and stay there. I changed clothes, grab my Marvin Winans, and Kirk Franklin CD, and went back down to the River with my pen and paper . God bought many things to my Remembrance. SMH@ myself……. again.
The atmosphere……..breath taking.
Still in the Wilderness. With every thought, I’m more embarrassed. Just SMH @myself. Ashamed.
Everytime God is about to speak to me, he always does something AMAZING! Everytime!!! I guess it’s his way of letting me know he’s listening and he’s about to speak as well. Everytime!
Wednesday of this week, when I punched in for work, my boss told me that our Assistant Manager wanted to see me in his office. I already knew that it was for my attendance. When I got home from Atlanta, I got so sick. I slept day in and day out from the change of weather. When we boarded the plane in Atlanta we were wearing shorts. But when we got to Detroit, people were wearing coats. I knew I was going to be sick. Anyway……. (how did I end up explaining that story) when we both went into the office , he said La’Crease do you know why you’re here? I said yes, my attendance. He said smart gurl, we laughed. Then he punched up my name, and all through my absences it said EXPIRED, EXPIRED, EXPIRED. EXPIRED, EXPIRED, EXPIRED, EXPIRED, EXPIRED all the way down. Don’t ask me? He was out done, just as we were. I knew it was God. LOL He said LaCrease, you can go back to your register!!! Thats how I always know when he is about to reveal something to me. That has never happened to anyone. If your manager calls you to the office to show you something he saw in the system, and you get there and its gone. How do you explain that?
When God sends all these people in your life with messages at some point….. you have got to bow down. You have too. Today, I zoned out while waiting on a few customers. My mind left the building…
Job 34:16 (New International Version)
16 “If you have understanding, hear this;
listen to what I say.