MJ

Hey,

What a week!!! First let me Thank God for helping me to make it through lastweek and now this week. I had a lot on my plate making deadlines, going to work, taking care of my mom who had in and out surgery last Friday. I had to work all week, had my gurls group meeting on Sunday, had an inspection on my house, Michael Jackson’s passed away, that FIONE Billy Mays did too and Farrah but  I made it through. Many times when I feel over whelmed God’s Spirit comes over me and calms me all the way down. His Spirit over me is one of the warmest feelings I’ve ever had. I love it. So Thanks for Dad for a wonderful week after all. 

Over the last few days since Michaeal Jackson’s Death, I’ve been thinking and reading comments on line, watching the news, listening to people in public. And I realized that people can be so mean. Sometimes I wonder if I want to be POSITIVE so badly that I close my mind out to the NEGATIVE? Because some of the things that people were saying was UNREAL to me. People don’t stop to think about what if it was them or their love ones. People say things and never stop to visualize themselves into those same situations. BET did their thing to Honor Michael in the short time they had, and when it was all over people got on line and dogged the show out calling it the EBT awards and posting all these mean things. There was a time when I would read this stuff about Tyler Perry and go off, now I don’t even bother. I just click out and read something positive. I can’t put energy into that mess. I realize that people have nothing else to do but spread lies and talk about NOTHING!!! 

I went on line and viewed a few past interviews Michael Jackson did with Oprah and Bashir the man who twisted things around and spread all these lies about Michael. It made me cry. How could you do people like that? Michael had his own camera going while Bashir was doing the interview, but when it got on TV he edit to so much that Maury was outraged and his own investigation using Michael’s Camera. Michael is a Virgo like me, and I know that I shouldn’t go by that, but I’m sorry I’m a Virgo and I’m finding that I have so much in common with these people. I came to the conclusion that Michael couldn’t take all those lies and accusations. That drove him to pills. I don’t care with nobody says. He took pills to take away his pain. We are people who love people and they can drive you crazy. I know first hand!!!! That’s why you gotta have God so deep into your life, that its crazy!! You’ve got too, or you won’t make it. You also HAVE to surround yourself with positive people. You all have to be on the same page, if there is anyone who does not fit, THEY GOTTA GO. I’m sorry I’m not about to be stressed out because I cant remove people  FROM my life……….they gotta ROLL OUT!!! Michael couldn’t get on TV and speak out on all those lies and stories everyday a print comes out. He did when Oprah interviewed him. I loved that part too. Just like the case about him in this chamber wanting to be frozen to live to be over 100 years old. He laughed at that mess, I did too. People take photos and get a kick out of  lying on someone just to impress others. That is so bold! So sad. God I hate that this man is dead. He  had to sit back and read a lot of stuff about him. The names they gave him, I bet he cried to sleep many and plenty of times. That hurts me to my soul to see that this man read and had to ignored all these stories. I really don’t know how much of that I could have taken in. I really don’t. See I’ll get on TV and NUT up on everybody!! LOL I will probably put my career in jeopardy because of going off on the MEDIA. I cant take that. Its bad for me now sitting back watching them do Tyler Perry to very same way. They dog him out so bad, that I had to shut my computer down from my self because I wanted to NUT UP ON DEM FOOLS!!!But my name is on this stuff, and if Tyler can ignore them, so can I. Took me a long time to do this, and just today I wanted to NUT UP on this one gurls blog for talking about my baby Tyler. They don’t even know him. That’s why I HATE SECRETS AND I HATE LIES, AND I HATE GOSSIP!!! I HATE THEM. They are evil and it can kill someones heart something terrible.

Tomorrow I’ll continue………..