<~~~ Angela Armstrong ..So, I was going through some old emails from Am I My Sister’s Keeper and I found some very interesting emails. I was very active in the group and learned so many things from our Leader Angela and her co-heart Vanessa. Looking back, there are so many things I wish I could have “got”, but I just wasnt getting it. It was going into my mind and into my “mental files” but I wasnt connecting with the fact of me leading anything.
I grew up a loner, always to myself, always in my room for a punishment, always getting in trouble for my mouth and attitude. When I got to High School, I had one friend I was cool with others, but I had one friend, and when her mom moved back to Baltimore, she went too. I was devastated and didn’t have a friend in the world, so I started skipping and eventually I dropped out. I took my GED in 94 and looking back on all of that, I never thought my life would be so Blessed.
When I joined AIMSK, my life started to change, I wanted to know more about God, and I was getting that in this group. When I really sit and think about it, God wanted this to go through my mind, and he knew one day I would get it. LOL Thats funny, cause most times I thought I did…. I didn’t. There were times when I was told to do reports, or to write…I didn’t because I didn’t think I could do it. So, I started slacking and she would come down on us. I look back on that and remember feeling like “No she didn’t”. but she was only doing it for our good. She loved us and she knew that we were destined to be great!!! She knew it, well I didnt get it, and so now I’m here wondering how did I get to this place, knowing that it’s just the beginning. I’m not going to look down like Peter did, I’m just going to keep my head up and watch God move on my behalf. Here is a few emails I found……and she was NOT happy with me…and the group members.
I’ve spoken. I’m finished with this. Whether one person or three person
didn’t do the job, we’re all considered a GROUP! A TEAM! And if one person
fails, THE WHOLE TEAM FAILS.
I’M FINSHED WITH THIS. THE BALL WAS DROPPED! UNTIL THERE IS A CHECK FOR
$1,100.00 BUCKS IN THE AIMSK P.O BOX …..I’M
FINSHED WITH THIS CONVERSATION.
ONE PERSON FAIL
WE ALL FAIL! SIMPLE AS THAT!!!!!!
I HAVE LEFT THE BUILDING.
ANGELA HAS SPOKEN.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Hello Lacrease,
I pray all is well with you on this
day honey. I enjoyed spending time with you this past weekend. You are doing
great. You’re growing. You didn’t give up! Keep up the good
work.
Where is your Emotion lesson? It’s
not up yet. Why not? I gave you this assignment weeks ago to do. Your singles
lesson was not what I expected it to be and you could of done better. It was
half done. You hardly gave them anything to work with. You could of done a
better job with that singles lesson. Begin working on another one to begin on
April 12th for four weeks and I want a lesson up twice a week. You
have enough time to have this lesson finished before this time come up.
Therefore, you should have any excuses for working late and all the other
responsibilities I know that you have. I want you to put your all in this one.
Do it as if Jesus was coming back after your lesson and you want him to be proud
of it.
I believe this lesson will be a good
lesson for you. I truly believe you can bring out every possible anointing
that’s in you. I’ll announce to the list to buy this book. Get busy!! Go to a
Christian book store and give this lesson your all. Don’t make this a short two
questioned lesson Lacrease! Give it all you got. You are a good teacher. Prove
it!
I love you,
Angela F.
Armstrong
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