My DREAM OF SAVING SOULS /BLOG

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Tuesday Morning June 23, 2015 I had a dream.

I had a dream that I was in this building with lots of rooms and people. In every room it had only a HUGE MIRROR.

I WAS IN CHARGE, like in all of my SPIRITUAL dreams.

We were surrounded by MIRRORS. Instead of looking at the person, I was looking in the mirror at the person I was telling to “wake up”as I was pointing to where the EXIT doors were. I knew the world was coming to and end, and if they didn’t listen to me, their faces would BURST INTO A BIG BALL OF FIRE, which meant they DIED.

I wanted people to LIVE (( which meant)) getting out of the building. But they were in another ((mind set)) and felt why was it necessary to leave…. in the first place?  Instead of them focusing on leaving, they chose to put all their ENERGY in wondering…. WHY  I WANTED THEM TO EXIT SO BADLY.

Some people were looking at me like I was crazy and didn’t listen. For some reason they wasn’t comprehending that Jesus was on his way, and it was their last chance to be saved. Instead they chose to wonder why I was telling them to EXIT.

As time went on, I was so deep into telling people where the EXIT signs where, that as this one person I was talking to FACE BURST INTO A BALL OF FLAMES… I was too close and mines caught on fire too. I was dying. In my DREAM… it was like I came to myself (( knew I was dreaming)) and told God that I wanted to LIVE. I told him that I wanted to ((wake up from my death)) and go back into the building to tell the other people where the EXIT signs were. Well, God listened to me, and he permitted me to go back into this  BUILDING with lots of mirrors, rooms and people to tell the them one again where the EXIT signs were.

When I got back into my dream…  I looked into the mirror to tell this other person where the EXIT signs were, and saw that MY FACE was covered with a WHITE TOWEL. I could still hear my voice, it was my body, but my face was covered. My face was burned up so bad that God put a WHITE TOWEL over it. I remember not caring at all, because all I wanted to do was tell people about the EXITS. After telling so many people and going room to room, I heard GOD SAY TO ME LOUD AND CLEAR……now its time FOR YOU….. TO HEAD FOR THE EXIT. I heard him, and I got out of the now….. BURNING BUILDING. All who didn’t listen to me…. perished.

I AM LaCrease (( I don’t have to do anything else))

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Let me share this dream I had . Me and my daughter was walking down this block and all of a sudden it started getting dark and spooky. My first reaction was to be scared. But then I remember in the bible about things to come and those who don’t know God wont be able to understand what’s happening. So I remembered the word. My daughter looked at me she knew what time it was too, so I grabbed her hand and said come on Neisha lets get across the street, that’s the only way we are going to be saved! It was like that side was safe, and the side we were on turned into Hell! It looked as if it was lighting, and storming, put it this way…………the end of the world had came.

We had to cross this big street that seem as if it was taking forever to get across. Once we got there, we saw lots of people, some were looking crazy some just was plain lost. So for some reason, I was in charge, I spoke up and said to the people. LOOK, LISTEN EVERYBODY, the world is coming to an end!! I said if you want to live you have to wake up!! In my own mind inside of the dream I knew that I wanted to live, so in order to live I had planned on waking up out of the dream, I just wanted to make sure that they knew what to do, since some of them didn’t know what was going on, I knew that I had a way out. So I said LOOK YALL, WAKE UP. I looked at Neisha and said boo, you wake up first, I couldn’t wake up without her going first. People were waking up because a bubble would burst in the spot that they were standing in. So I said Neisha go head and wake up. I looked at her and then saw a bubble. I told everybody wake up if you want to live, and THEN I BUBBLED OUT. (LOL)

 

 

I woke up out of my dream.

 

I looked around my house, I got up, walked around, and couldn’t stop thinking if those other people woke up. It was on my mind so tough. I couldn’t believe that I had a dream like this. So, I laid down and said I need to go back to this dream to see if those people left. I laid down went back to sleep, and guess what? God let me go BACK to see if those other people were there. I pop back in the dream like a bubble. It was only a few people left. I said WHY DIDNT YALL POP OUT?????????????

 

They looked at me and said: WE CANT WAKE UP.

I felt so bad for them, so bad. There was no way for me to help them, they had to pop out themselves. All I could say to them was well IM OUT!! Then I woke up out of the dream.

 

Deep? I’m always thinking about this dream, its one of the few I remember.

 

I love you all!

Lacrease

It was this  black lady who wore all black, something like a Levi pant and jacket outfit. She was always smiling, but EVIL as HELL. She had built this very large, what looked to be  an old school film projector that my teacher used at school back in the day.  This thing had wheels on it and did everything she told it to do. Everybody  was scared of the Power this woman had. She had terrorized the whole neighborhood, and was going block to block at any given time and was commanding this thing to shoot fire balls out on people. I was sooo scared in my dream I didnt know what to do. I remember peeping out my door and window just to see if her and this machine was going to come our way.

I was in the house with all my family members, we were together just in case we got killed. Somehow she got into my house and she kept looking at me. She said * Im about to do the paper work on you cause youre about to DIE*. She was staring at me, doing this dance and saying over and over again, that she was going to get her machine to set me on fire. She made me go outside but my family had to stay behind and watch me die looking out of the window. She was standing at a desk outside, still doing *paperwork* on me when I bust out and said. *Thats okay, you can kill me, but when God comes Im going to watch you burn in HELL!!! I said Im going to wake up again, but you are going to burn forever!! She was sooooo mad at me, but I kept talking and thinking that she was going to kill me anyway, so I should tell her how I felt. I looked down the street and here was her machine coming up the block. OMG I was so scared. I just kept on saying my peace to her, still she was doing her dances and telling me that I was about to die!!! I started praying and asking God to forgive me for all my sins, I told him that I loved him and my family and that I wanted to be with him forever.

 I felt peace.

 Then….. I looked up to the machine and she told it to KILL ME!!!! I fell to the ground,  I felt heat but only a little bit…………. then I died.

 As I was laying there in front of my house on the  side walk, all of a sudden this tall, HANDSOME, thick thigh , big stomach * like I like em man* PICKED ME UP off the ground and KISSED ME! When he did that I woke up. I was ALIVE!!! He had me hanging over his shoulders and he took me into the house with my family. He sat me on the couch and the lady that wanted me dead walked in. She couldnt see me at all but I could see her. Somehow she knew that once he kissed me and I was ALIVE, that she couldnt do anything with me  OR MY FAMILY EVER AGAIN. She was MAD too, because she wanted me dead. I was sitting on the couch watching it all go down.  He said a few words to her and she left. He told me that he was an Angel, and the way he looked at me, our vibe, and connection was strong. I knew right then and there that I was going to be his wife. Then I woke up…… I couldnt go back to sleep because that dream was so powerful. It felt so real. I was alive and she didnt have power over me anymore. My family was there they were so happy. I don’t know what this dream mean, but  I DO know its Spiritual. If someone who knows about dreams could comment or post, PLEASE DO SO!! PLEASE PLEASE! 

 Thanks for reading

Lacrease

#HAHN/Cree’s Ramblings/BLOG

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Hey Family!!

Tyler Perry’s #HAHN came back on tonight on OWN. I don’t usually do reviews on these shows, but tonight was good!! Veronica….. is out cold!!! I love looking into her eyes and seeing her put everything into her acting. She is something. That cigarette she holds in her hand tells me, that she’s calm and thinking about “Whats next”. Her sneaky “don’t know what she’s up to next” smile kills me!!! That ice stare is spooky!!!  I saw myself in her  BACK IN THE DAY * not to the extreme*. Don’t get me twisted… I will never burn down a house with anyone in it, especially where I live. Its just that I can look in her eyes and see pain, I see a loss of control, I see someone who thinks they have so many connections that her dirt will never catch up. I see a floor that dropped from under her, she lived through it, and now she has no breaks on her actions. I can see that its starting to feel good to her to be bad. OMG, now she’s messing with Benny…. she’s out cold!! Great actress.

Okay…. I said it first. I think that Amanda and Wyatt are Celine kids. OR…. only Wyatt. One of those kids is Jim and Celine’s. Tonight when she came over, it was something about the atmosphere that made me think that something aint right. It’s some deep dark secrets going on with this family. We haven’t seen the last of Celine.. She has some bombs to drop and I can see it all over her face. Its more than just that son she has, that we haven’t seen much of. Um um… juicy!

#LAHHATL I’m so happy MIMI told her own story.. now no one can come after her for her lies, and no more blackmailing her. She told Stevie J, her BFF, and later she will tell her daughter. It made me mad all the POWER MEKO UGLLLLLLLLLLLY butt had over her. Go out and get your own money, stop trying to keep a story line to stay on TV and to make money. I didn’t care for him then, and especially not now. Kirk Frost get on my nerves.. but if Rasheeda loves him… what can I say? LOL She’s my gurl, so she’ll handle him.

As for me… I have been taking it easy, just working, trying to get my apartment together. Haven’t been going to the park to spend my quiet time with God as I normally do, but I will this next week for sure. On my way to bed…. working midnight’s will have you up late especially on your off days!!!

My BrideRANA J (( I’m her Wedding Coordinator)) Rana day is coming fast, after this week, its time to get on the ball. I need to do some personal things to prepare for her day in September. But other than that….. Be Blessed!

I AM La’Crease (( I don’t have to do anything else))

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My Thoughts On Gay Marriage Part 2/BLOG

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Okay, since I’ve calm down from all the FB posting and the other things that I’ve read. I now have a clear thought on how to reach my point in this.

First of all let me say this. IF YOU DON’T HONOR LOVE OR RESPECT YOUR PARENTS, BELIEVE IN GOD OR THE BIBLE.. PLEASE KEEP THIS POST MOVING.. THIS IS NOT ((AIN’T)) FOR YOU. DON’T WASTE ANY MINUTES OF YOUR 24 HOUR DAY READING MY POST…BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY…YOU WOULD BE ABLE TO CHEW ON THIS MEAT. THANK YOU 🙂

I never wanted trouble growing up. Again, my parents would go to the store or where ever and when they set rules not to do something that meant … DON’T DO IT. Being the oldest I had to always “set the example”. Not saying that I didn’t do any wrong… The Lord knows… I did my share of dirt .  But why do people keep saying, “STOP JUDGING when it comes to Gay Relationships”? How is it judging when you’re only reminding your “siblings” (( blood…. and in Christ)) what the rules your parents left were? My only motivation in that…. is so that they don’t get in trouble. That’s it!

My parents were serious about the rules they left.  God is serious about the rules he left. WOW… looking back when we were kids and  REMINDING my siblings of what “mom and dad” said… I can see the “you aint the boss” look on their faces. That was because they didn’t want to be reminded of the truth. They had free will to obey or disobey, and sometimes they wanted to disobey. So they were MAD AT ME for the reminder, but NOT AT MY PARENTS FOR THE RULING. WOW… WOW… WOW!!!! My siblings didn’t look at that as “Judging” ((( as the grown folks of today do)))….. they looked at it as  IM BEING BOSSY! LOL

If you’re one of those people that said bump the rules mom and dad left, I’m doing what I want to do…. then you won’t agree or get this either. You’ll most likely say… “PEOPLE  HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO, THEY’RE GOING TO DO IT ANYWAY”…. DIDN’T GOD GIVE US FREE WILL? Yes…. he did give us free will.. BUT DOG ON IT… You IGNORE the RULES.. you’ll later pay the CONSEQUENCES. That goes for all of us.

Last night at work, a coworker was being mean to a customer, and I didn’t like what he said   because he was being rude. I told my boss that I wanted to get with him for that. She reminded me about 400 times ((( really about 10))) that I was a Christian and for me not to think about doing that. NOT ONE TIME DID I GET MAD AND ACCUSE HER OF JUDGING ME.. SHE WAS HELPING ME.. REMINDING ME OF MY CHRISTIAN WALK. I LOVED HER FOR THAT!!! She helped me back to safety. I appreciated that! Not only that, but at the end of the night when I was leaving out this morning, he came to me and apologized for his comment. Now I’m good with God, he’s good with God and me. When Christians bring up the subject of same sex marriages, they’re not JUDGING, they are only reminding people of what God said…. because JUST LIKE A SIBLING… WE DON’T WANT YOU TO GET IN TROUBLE…CALLING WRONG…RIGHT.. AND IN THAT PROCESS.. NOT REPENTING BECAUSE YOU NEVER BELIEVED IT WAS WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE.  It bothers me so badly, when people believe that if you don’t agree or support same sex relationships that you don’t like them or have a problem with them. NOT ME. I love everybody. I have always shown LOVE to everyone.

I believe in God and I believe in the Bible.

BE BLESSED!

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My Thoughts On Gay Marriage/BLOG

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The U.S. Supreme Court ruling today that gay couples have the constitutional right to marry almost immediately.

Growing up, I was the oldest and often times when my parents would leave the house to pay bills,  grocery shop, or run errands and I would be in charge. I followed the rules and enforced them among my siblings, because I’ve always been that child that didn’t want any trouble. I always felt that rules that were left to follow.. they were to be followed. NOW… did I go against some of the rules a time or two? Yes, I’m sure I did. But in my doing so…. I NEVER CALLED MY WRONG……RIGHT!

This is the ISSUE I have with GAY COUPLES ALLOWING TO MARRY. CALLING WRONG…..RIGHT, TOTALLY IGNORING WHAT GOD WROTE IN THE BIBLE, ((( oh wait..if you don’t believe in God’s word.. you won’t get this. ))) BECAUSE IF YOU DON’T SEE IT AS WRONG…. THEN YOU WONT ASK GOD FOR FORGIVENESS…. THAT’S ALL I’M SAYING. Doing wrong and asking for forgiveness IS TIED IN TOGETHER. People ask me… why do you care? God gave us free will, we can do what we want, and if we have to pay for it later so be it. OKAY I GET THAT.. AND LET ME REMIND YOU HOW MUCH I DO GET IT. FIRST OF ALL

  • I’m not going to INBOX you and remind you about this… ((NOT GOING TO HAPPEN))

  • I’m not going to see you on the street and bring up this post… ((NOT AT ALL PERIOD))!

  • Understand that this is just a conversation and YES… YOU ARE FREE TO THINK AND BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE… that’s you

  • I’m not going to come to your house and pound it in your head, knock on your door, call you, or even bring it up again. THATS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN

  • I’m going to run it by you, once, maybe twice.. but please believe that thatgurltheycallcree… have other things to do than to keep telling you NOT to call WRONG…. RIGHT! I just want people to see that if you “follow God”… then you know what he likes and what he doesn’t like. I’m just like a sister…. I just don’t want people to get in trouble by calling WRONG …RIGHT. That’s all. I’m not going to keep talking about it not going to call your house about it either.

  • Be Blessed!

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Still Here!!

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Hey,

I’m here family!!! Just havent been in a writing mood, but at the same time have a lot to say. Just peeping in, hopefully this weekend, I can get my thoughts out of my head!! Be Blessed!

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Why You Mad?? My @tylerperry Response/BLOG

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Hey Family!!!! 🙂 🙂

Tyler Perry wrote-May 27, 2015

I was talking to a friend of mine the other day, and she was explaining to me how disappointed she was in people and the things that they do and have done to her. She went on and on about how upset and heartbroken she was, and has been, about some of her family and friends. She talked about how they hurt her and how she wished they would change and be better people. She wanted them to be different than the people they were.

Halfway through this complaint-a-thon, I asked her to take a walk with me in the backyard. Now, you have to know this particular friend of mine. She hates the heat, and it was a hot day. I said, “come on” so she reluctantly came with me.

We got outside and it was steaming hot. I could see that she was uncomfortable. Nevertheless, we kept walking around my backyard. As she was still complaining about people, I asked her what she thought of my grass. Mind you, in order to appreciate the grass you had to stand in the direct sunlight. She said “Wow, I love your grass. It’s beautiful, but it’s hot right here. Let’s cool off under that oak tree over there.”

So, as she started to walk to the tree I said, “No no, let’s stay here in the grass and cool off.”

She turned to me quickly and said, “We can’t cool off on this grass.”

Right then, I said to her, “But you just said the grass was beautiful.”

“I did” she replied. Then, I asked her, “Why won’t you stay here?” She said, because she was hot and the grass couldn’t cool her off. So, we walked over to the oak tree and sat there.

She said, “Now you see? This is what I needed.”

Then I asked her this question. “The grass was beautiful. You loved it. Why didn’t you get mad with the grass because it couldn’t provide the shade you wanted?

She was confused, so I went on to explain myself. “People in this world, whether they were created a certain way or became that way through life’s circumstances, are who they are. Stop wishing they will be someone else.”

I said, “The next time you get upset with someone because they can’t do, or can’t be what you want them to be, remember the grass. Never get mad at a blade of grass because it’s not a tree. Appreciate the grass for what it is. Let it provide to you what it can, but don’t expect more. Your life will get so much easier when you start letting people be who they are and stop expecting them to give you what they don’t have or don’t know how to give. Just like that grass couldn’t provide shade because it wasn’t made to, some people are not made to give you what you’re asking for. So, stop looking for it. You will be shocked at how much peace you find when you really get this.”

And the last thing I said to her was this. “You wouldn’t be so frustrated with people who are like the grass if you had more people who are like trees in your life.”

I could really go deep into this, but I gotta go back to work. Talk to me. What do you think?

Love y’all. Talk soon

My Response:

I love Tyler Perry’s messages because they always make ME think. I wake up everyday to learn a new lesson, I may not get it sometimes, but trust me.. I FILE EVERYTHING IN THE BACK OF MY MIND, BECAUSE I KNOW ONE DAY, ONE DAY.. IM GOING TO NEED TO PULL IT OUT, EXAMINE IT, AND FINALLY GET THE LESSON.

In this lesson, it took me a long time to get how people were. I use to get mad at people for not acting the way I felt they should act, and I would be done with them. I learned that you have to meet people where they are!!! In this life you’re going to meet a lot of people,  we all have different personalities. When we meet someone ((( IN PERSON))), they are exactly who they act out. That’s who they are…. and its okay… BUT CAN YOU DIG IT? I learned that I didn’t have to stay in that persons life because they didn’t act how I felt they should have. I don’t have to be their enemy, or be angry/mad with them either. There is always a lesson and reason why we come face to face with people who do things differently and act differently. Some people try to put a size 10 shoe on a 5 feet. Meaning, you can’t make people fit into what you feel they should be. Take them for face value,  get the lesson you need from them, and KEEP IT MOVING. I’m so glad that I came to a place in my life where I can get along with ANYONE…. its so crazy because in my 20’s and early 30’s…. Um Um…. NOPE! LOL In my late 40’s…… listen… I come to your life for LIFE LESSONS… not to talk on the phone all day, not to gossip, but to exchange stories and life experiences that we may have that can heal us together, or even make us laugh.

For Example: My Sister Peedie…IMG_2134 is always late for EVERYTHING. It use to BURN me up when we would all meet over to our parents house for pizza and laughs, she would plan the party for 5.. but always be there after 6. She does this  for every function we have. If I say the gathering is at 4, she’ll blow my phone up asking me what time am I leaving, that way she would know how long she has to BS before leaving out her house. LOL.. I use to be MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD at her. On fire. I use to wish that just one time, she would be on time. When God bought me to really examine this situation that bothered me so much… it BLESSED ME. He said.. your sister has been doing this for as long as you can remember. This is who she is. She won’t be on time, stop looking for her to be. This is your sister and how she does things. Get over it. Then I thought its OKAY.. ITS OKAY…. its funny now, because we make jokes and laugh about how late she’s going to be. I get it. I can’t make her to be a person on time, she’s always been this way. This is apart of her personality. ((( She’s always on time for work tho))) LOL LOL  I no longer “wish” she would be on time… I Thank God that she always shows up  ALIVE AND WELL

Now let me add this… I can call that SAME SISTER…. ask her for $20.00, she’ll bring me $40.00. One day I needed to borrow $20.00 she put a $100.00 BILL in my hand, we were talking so much, when she left, I realized what it was. If you call her for money SHE IS ALWAYS THERE. If you need a ride, she’s there ** late of course lol **, if you need to talk, she’s always there. If you need a favor or anything… she’s there. She always have it and if she don’t she’ll get it for you. God had to me to see that. I learned to look FOR STRENGTHS IN OTHER AREAS of a person, instead of focusing on their weakness. She wont be on time for anything, but if you EVER EVER EVER NEED HER… SHE IS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND ANYBODY ELSE!!!! So, after thinking about it…. ITS OKAY… IT REALLY IS OKAY.. that she’s not a person to be on time, because she has so many other things about her that I LOVE. I LOVE MY BABY SISTER.

I AM La’Crease ((I don’t have to do anything else))

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My Raisingurls GRADUATES for 2015/BLOG

Hey Family!!!

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 As some of you may know back in 2006 I started a Gurls Teen Group at my home called Raisingurls to Women. In those meetings every other Sunday, we would talk about peer pressure, boys, school, grades, parents, attitudes, how to deal with anger. We talked about so many different things and shared a lot of stories.

We gave them hotel parties where we would build and bond, played games, eat, snack, and even walked over to the bowling alley next door with lots of arcade games to play. We took them to the movies several times, out to dinner, we had candy sales, we had 5-6 great summers!!! But the thing that has amazed me being with these gurls, is the fact that many of them HAVE/ARE graduating from High School…  and several from COLLEGE. I am so proud of my gurls, I don’t know what to do. They still come to me for advice and support. I keep up with them on FB and right now I want to share some photos with you all. I’m so PROUD!!!

ebonyEBONY WAS GRADUATING FROM HIGH SCHOOL WHEN SHE WAS A RAISINGURL… NOW SHE HAS A BACHELORS DEGREE IN SOCIAL WORK FROM EASTERN MICHIGAN UNIVERSITY!! YESS. I SAW MY NIECE YESTERDAY. IM SO PROUD OF HER!!! CONGRATULATIONS RAISINGURL!

donyell DONYELL, MY RAISINGURL AND NIECE HAD HER HIGH SCHOOL PROM YESTERDAY MAY 26, 2015, I WENT TO SEE HER OFF. WOW I REMEMBER WHEN MY SISTER WAS PREGNANT WITH HER.. LOOK AT THIS BEAUTY TODAY!!! CONGRATULATIONS BOO!

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ONE DAY THIS WEEK.. IM GOING TO POST ALL OF MY RAISINGURLS.. AND THEIR PROMS FROM PAST YEARS TILL NOW!

I AM La’Crease (( I don’t have to do anything else))

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Why I Say I AM La’Crease/BLOG

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Hey Family! 🙂

In today’s Blog entry I want to explain why at the end of my post I write, I AM La’Crease and I don’t have to do anything else. After thinking about it  deeply, well…… read it for yourself.

For as long as I can remember I’ve always been a person that’s very protective over the ones closes to me. I’m the kind of person who LOVES EVERYBODY. I’ve never been the one to play favoritism with my friends or family, and I’ve always kept it real. But I noticed that I was doing too much. Thinking too much, talking to much, just DOING TO MUCH. I had to find out what is it that makes me do what I do? I’m the oldest of 4  and I’m working on learning to STOP having a OVER protective Spirit. Now, its okay too have a Protective Spirit, but not OVERLY protective. In order to get it under control, I had to disconnect the phone calls with people EVERYDAY. I was one who could talk on the phone all day, everyday. Thing was, I was the one doing the listening. I realize that a lot of people come to me because of my motherly personality, the Godly advice I give, and for the fact that I treat everyone the same. I try to be the same person everyday. But I realize that I was doing too much. I realize that I over do it to make people COMFORTABLE… when they’re really just fine. I found out that I AM La’Crease and I don’t have to do anything else.

For example: If I’m at my mothers house, I will ask her 100 times if she’s okay? Does she need me to go to the store, does she needs to run errands, if she needs me to do anything. Even if she says no, I’ll ask one last time before I leave. I can talk to a friend about an issue, I have to keep checking up on that person, texting and making sure everything is okay. But I found out that… everything IS OKAY… I don’t have to do all of that. Its OKAY.. I have to tell myself that its okay, everything is fine, I don’t have to do anything else. We are GOD’S KIDS…. Why am I doing extra work? LOL  I’m always asking people “Are you Okay boo?” I’m always genuinely concerned.. but shoooooooooooooooooo after years and years and years…. I’m wore out from that. I have gotten to the point, where I don’t want to waste a lot of MY time “catering” to folks when THEY’RE NOT EVEN ASKING FOR ME TOO. Its me that has taken this too far. Everyone is okay, except me, who is trying to make sure they are.  LOL Now, I can sit back and really enjoy my life, without feeling that I have to take on others burdens or constantly ask or wonder if my loved ones are okay… GOD HAS THEIR BACK… THEY ARE JUST FINE….

SO…I say…. I AM La’Crease, and I don’t have to do anything else. Because I DON’T!

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@neneleakes I’M SO PROUD OF YOU/BLOG

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Hello Family!

Wow what a breakthrough for Nene Leakes, MEEEE and hopefully the others on the show.

Father God in the name of JESUS… I hope thousands and thousands saw tonight’s RHOA and got in on the healing that took place at the end of the show. When Part 1 of RHOA Reunion Show aired… I kept looking at Nene real hard, it was something in her eyes that told me she was at a breaking point, sorta at a place where she didn’t want to fight anymore. A place where she just wanted to agree and not argue or debate. She’s enjoying much success in her life, and sometimes that could be hard when your past keeps coming back to remind you of where you came from.

I cried like a baby watching her breakthrough. For the first time since I met her on RHOA, I finally UNDERSTAND her. I get it. I get her. Lets all be real here NENE LEAKES IS RHOA! Flat out. She’s the driver of the show, and people want to be her friend. She’s funny, she keeps it real, she’s loyal (( she can throw shade)), and she seems to be a person who will help you out if you need her. I found out tonight that LOYALITY is EVERYTHING to her. Support means A LOT, and she looks for people close to her to be just that. She EXPECTS it.. and I’m so glad CYNTHIA BAILEY got up and went back stage with her. I cried. I cried. I cried. Even though they had fallen out, Cynthia looked at it like this….. “that’s MY FRIEND past or present… I know we’re not talking right now… and that’s cool.” “But she’s in a lot of pain and I cannot/will not sit on this couch and watch her go through this without me being there for her.” That was so big of her, and you can clearly see it in Nene’s face how she felt about Cynthia being there for her. She even Tweeted it. Ah… I was so proud of Nene and Cynthia.

Nene has ABANDONMENT issues steming from NOT ONE.. but both parents. I found out in my study that people who have these issues from parents…. often come off as being “tough” “aggressive” “argumentative ” and “defensive”. ((( MY dad))) I will share that story later))) They’re looked at as being SOOOOO tough, that people tend to overlook the fact that they too have issues. That they need loyal friends in their lives to listen to them as well. But the thing is… its not easy for these people to open up. Because they’re so busy being an ear for others. It may take a while for them to draw near to someone, but when they do…. they expect for them to be LOYAL to the end. When you see their number on the caller ID, and they need you, you better answer. And I see this in Nene. Now I see why she always say “you haven’t been a friend to me.” Being a friend to her is VERY SERIOUS.

Her husband found out this same thing. I LOVE him for her, because this time around he got it. She loves him, he knows her heart, and she trusts him. All she wants is to be loved and to be able to trust someone with her heart, her past, and her future. UM UM UM. Nene is wore out from arguing with these group of women. She’s tired. And she have good reason.

What I want to tell Nene is that….. the reason why your mom sent you and your sibling(s) to live with your aunt.. is because

YOU WERE THE STRONGER ONE.

SHE KNEW IT.

SHE DIDNT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT YOU.

She knew that you would make it. She knew that in order for your other siblings to survive… she had to send her strongest child. LOOK AT YOU NOW… and I say that in HARD WORK.. not in licking your tongue out to her or anyone else in your family as in.. Nah- nah- nah- nah- nah. SHE KNEW YOU WERE STRONG, SHE KNEW YOU WOULD BE SUCCESSFUL.. Its okay Nene.. its okay. Cry everyday if you need too. Cry every night before bed. Allow yourself to ask questions… be submissive, be humble. GO BACK AND DEMAND answers from anyone you need to ask questions. GET YOUR ANSWERS, TAKE THEM HOME, PRAY OVER THEM, COME TO YOUR CONCLUSION…. THEN KEEP IT MOVING. In humbleness….. and UNDERSTANDING.

I also found out that having these types of issues from a mother… causes miscommunication/communication problems……WITH other WOMEN. Tonight, I looked at every woman on that stage, and Nene has slayed everyone of them with that tongue of hers * lol*. NENE can handle them all!!! LOL LOL I know it, the world knows it, and Nene knows it. But she’s tired of fighting with these gurls. And of course she doesn’t want/need to hear what she has done in the past. She needs forward healing, where she can get the answers she needs from her past, and then be able to MOVE ON!!! I found out that a person will say to themselves.. if my mom has done this to me and I have gotten over it.. “WHAT CAN ANYBODY ELSE DO TO ME?” And so they take on these thoughts, go out into the world, and fight anyone who comes for them. In their minds, they have enough energy to go around. But if you allow that negative energy to come into your space.. you’ll start thinking …….. How does my then match up with my NOW * which is so great and successful* and you wonder if you deserve this? Or, you wonder how did I come to this place, when my past was far from good.

It was a JOY to see NENE so humble, and giving them whatever they needed to hear **you’re right, and I’m wrong**… in the name of PEACE.

You don’t have to fight anymore boo. You are Nene Leakes and you don’t have to do anything else!!!

I AM La’Crease ((( and I don’t have to do anything else)))

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Listen to yourself and in that quietude you might hear the voice of God. – Dr. Maya Angelou

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